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[Friday
January 7th, 2005
5:04pm] |
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[Sunday
February 29th, 2004
12:46am] |
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So yesterday stayed after for drumline. 3 hours of not doing anything does not equal fun. But I chose to do it, so, oh well. Afterwards I hung out with Kurt, Chris, and Rosie. Went to KFC, then Kurt's, then Denny's (got a rootbeer float), then Chris's. It was fun, but I was really tired, so toward the end there I really wasn't enjoying that much.
Today was the Triton competition. Dominion did well. They got first and went up about 6 points. Some bad stuff happened, 'cause people are stupid and they suck and screw things up for everyone else, and the fuckin' drama started up again, and you know how much that makes the day fun for everyone. I guess it was still an okay day. I hung out with Rosie a lot. We were mean to people. More Rosie than me, though. It was funny anyway.
I'm real tired now. But I probably won't go to sleep.
PS: Some people really suck.
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[Friday
February 27th, 2004
11:52pm] |
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[Thursday
February 26th, 2004
2:37pm] |
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At the Drive-In - One Armed Scissor |
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RAHHHHH! I'm bored. Again.
So I'll some new icons on PSP. That'll take up some time. Maybe...
This was pointless.
Oh well.
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[Wednesday
January 28th, 2004
9:35pm] |
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Yeah, I like failed my Pre-Calc mid-term yesterday. Oh well. After school, I took Kurt's bus home, and hung out there. Saw 28 Days Later.... That was a really good movie, actually. Everyone should see it. And later some people came over and they gave me a headache, but then they left, and I was happy again. Kurt and I watched the American Idol auditions, which were hilarious as usual. Nice ending to a fairly good day.
Today. Not as good. Well, the whole no-school thing was pretty good, but other than that... I had to shovel the sidewalks and the driveway by myself, which ouched. I got a blister on my hand, and a my back hurts, and I'm pretty sure I pulled a muscle in my arm. Then I walked to Kurt's in the cold, wet, snow. I was really tired by the time I got there, and I ended up sleeping for the the hour and a half that I was there. I was real tired. Yeah...
So then, everyone suddenly had drumline practice, and I went home, ate KFC with my mom, fell off my kitchen chair, banged my head on the corner of the wall, and started crying for no reason at all. And that was my day. Oh, and I have a headache.
Complaining makes me feel better. :)
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| After A While |
[Tuesday
January 27th, 2004
10:18pm] |
I posted this a while ago. But I really like it, so I'm posting it again. It's pretty.
AFTER A WHILE by Veronica A. Shoffstall
After a while, you learn the subtle difference
Between holding a hand and chaining a soul,
And you learn that love doesn't mean leaning
And company doesn't mean security,
And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts
And presents aren't promises,
And you begin to accept your defeats
With your head up and your eyes open
With the grace of a woman, not the grief of a child,
And you learn to build all your roads on today
Because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans.
And futures have a way of falling down in midflight.
After a while, you learn
That even sunshine burns if you get too much.
So you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul,
Instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers.
And you learn that you really can endure...
That you really are strong.
And you really do have worth.
And you learn and learn...
With every goodbye you learn.
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[Monday
January 26th, 2004
11:38am] |
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Finch - Awake |
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Thursday, uh... I don't remember what happened. I think I probably hung out with Kurt. Can't really think of anything else I did.
Friday, I stayed after to help out at drumline. More paper walls. Afterwards we went to Friendly's, which was okay. I used my magic money card for the first time. It was fun, hehe. Then we all went to Kurt's and everyone was crazy-hyper except for me, who had a headache and found everyone else's hyper-ness extremely annoying.
Saturday, I had to take the Writing SAT II's. They were really easy, actually. Just really early. But at least Rosie was in my room, and that was fun 'cause we were just having a normal conversation from, like, opposite sides of the room. And then I went to drumline for shits and giggles. They're getting a lot done. The show's looking mega-cool. Oh, and I got stabbed in the hand by a small piece of glass while trying to fold the mat. It hurt. Ouch.
Later, I hung out with Kurt some more. Some other people showed up later, and we ended up going out to see Along Came Polly which was an OKAY movie. It had some pretty funny parts. After the movie we got some tastey KFC and went back to Kurt's and chilled until, like midnight. Fun stuff.
Yesterday, my dad and I went to the bank and transferred some money from an old Jr. Saving's Account thing I had (Like, $125.00) into my new account. That's hot shit. Then I had (drumroll) my first driving experience. My dad and I went to the CCC parking lot. I didn't crash or die, so I'd say it went pretty well. And it kind of makes me want to drive more. It's pretty fun, actually. So, later, Kurt came over and we hung out for a while, which was fun. Except I have to come up with more things to do at my house. 'Cause all we do is just sit there and look for things to watch on TV. Kinda boring.
And I wonder what will happen today. I was supposed to hang out with Kurt after school, but, hey! there is no school. So who knows. I don't think I'm going to guitar today. Don't feel like it. I hope my mom doesn't make me. Hopefully she won't feel like driving in the snow.
Yeah, so I'm going to go find something to do with the exception of studying for mid-terms.
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| "Vapid whore!" |
[Wednesday
January 21st, 2004
10:12pm] |
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Yeah... I don't remember what happened since the last time I updated. Probably nothing different from the usual. Maybe I can remember the weekend. Friday, I stayed after for drumline. I had to work with the crazy managers and make paper brick walls. Not real fun. In fact, the total opposite of fun. Whatever... At least I'm not one of them. And after drumline, I hung out at Kurt's and there were all these people there (Chris, Birch, etc.) and my head hurt and that's what I remember.
Saturday, I went to drumline again. More paper walls. And then I went shopping with my mom. Got some clothes at the mall. Then I came home and did some nothing. I actually don't remember what else happened that day. And Sunday, I hung out at Kurt's for most of the day to avoid the football-ness, which is always cool, 'cause football SUCKS.
Monday was fun, though, 'cause I my checking account. Fun, fun card. I can write checks, too, which is exciting. Went to Target with mommy, and got Season 3 of Buffy. My obsession with that show is quickly resurfacing. What can ya do? Yesterday, school. Don't like it. Hung out at Kurt's afterwards. Fun was had. Today was more boring, but I also got some stuff done like that Extended Literary Analysis which I was dreading. Yeah, I don't know if it's good or not, but at least it's done and that's all that counts as far as I'm concerned.
I feel icky. Ehhh... Maybe I'll go to sleep.
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[Friday
January 16th, 2004
11:07am] |
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Yeah, this sucks. I hate the library. But I guess it's better than being in the cafeteria. So, yeah, I'm really super-mega bored. I can't even read my journal/friends page because my new layout doesn't show up on these crappy computers. I don't even know if this is going to show up. Oh well... what can ya do?
Now I'm going to amuse myself by posting random lyrics:
"I'll never be the same without you
I loved you more than you will ever know
So maybe now you'll finally know
Sometimes we're helpless and alone
But you can't let it keep you weighted down
You must go on..."
- The Ataris - The Hero Dies in This One
"Here I go
Scream my lungs out, and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go
There's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one..."
- Yellowcard - Only One
"The storm is letting up
But it won't die
'If you weren't wrong, was I?'
Your picture still remains
But I wonder
Are you still the same
To her own reflection, she said,
'I will hold on'
To her own reflection, she said,
'I will be strong...'"
- Finch - Without You Here
Okay, that's it for today... I going to try to find something else to do
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[Wednesday
January 14th, 2004
7:33pm] |
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(Sigh)This is a good anger song...
Senses Fail - 187
Were so nice sitting very still
In a room where no one else can feel
The pain that breaks my heart each day
I'm not okay
Sunlight shining through my window
Let's me know that I'm still alive
Why did I ever let you inside my heart?
I'm such a fool
Paint my face in shades of blood and gray
And take a seat right next to me
But I should have know that you were a killer
But now I'm dead
A gaping hole shot through my heart
A lost connection from your poison dart
Shot from your tongue to end my life
You're blowing at the fire to light your strife
You'll never no, oh no
You'll never no, oh no
The hardest thing about dying is
Knowing you'll never see the light of day
A gaping hole SHOT THROUGH MY HEART
A lost connection from your poison dart
My head now spins and my ears bleed gold
I try so fucking hard, but I can't fit your mold
The hardest thing about dying is
Knowing you'll never see the light of day
The hardest thing about dying is
Knowing you'll never see the light of day
You ripped my heart out
You tore my eyes out
Now you're gonna pay
I'll stab you one time
I'll eat your heart out
So you feel my pain
Don't you know that
I always see you
In all of my dreams
I wanna kill you
I wanna kill you
Now I'm insane
I wanna kill you
I wanna kill you
Now I'm insane
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[Wednesday
January 7th, 2004
10:46pm] |
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Yellowcard - Only One |
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Monday, nothing significant happened.
Tuesday, I hung out with Kurt.
And today, I passed the written test and got my permit.
Hot. Shit.
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| "Hail to the king, baby." |
[Monday
December 29th, 2003
12:38am] |
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I've done a lot the past few days. Here are the highlights:
Thursday(Christmas!!!):
-Aunt, Uncle, and Grandma came
-Presents!!! (Playstation 2, Evil Dead: A Fistful of Boomstick, Mortal Kombat: Deadly Alliance, Buffy - Season 2, Sims Double Deluxe, Ansel Adams book, clothes, gift certificates, some other stuff...)
-Kurt came over with MORE PRESENTS (A hoodie - From his parents, an AFI shirt, 2 CDs - Yellowcard and The Get Up Kids)
-Hung out with Kurt all day!
Friday:
-Played Evil Dead for half the day
-Went with Kurt, Chris, and Katie Hehl to Pizza Hut and the movies to see The Return of the King
Saturday:
-Played Evil Dead some more
-Went shopping with Lauren
-Got 2 band shirts at Hot Topic (Something Corporate, Finch)
-Got 2 CDs at Best Buy (Thursday, Finch)
-Went to K-mart, Payless, and the Shoe Dept. in an unsuccessful attempt to find cheap shoes
-Visited Katie at Fashion Bug
-Stopped at Shop Rite for some hot, hot food shopping with Laur
-Stayed up until 4:30 watching my Buffy DVD
Sunday:
-Slept until 1:30 as a result of staying up until 4:30
-Played a lot more Evil Dead
-Got new crazy-fun flip phone
-Went with Ash Z and Rosie to see Cheaper by the Dozen
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[Wednesday
December 24th, 2003
4:04pm] |
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The party was cool. I enjoyed it thoroughly. Less people showed up than I had hoped, but it's cool. We looked at the list of band people and realized we didn't really want anybody else coming. Everyone dressed up, and it was HOT! There was some dancing, and some cake and some Truth or Dare. Not going to go into great detail with that though... But it was pretty damn fun.
Yesterday, school was pointless with all that gay Renaissance crap. At least it all ended pretty quickly. After school, I went to Rosie's to exchange gifts. I like gifts. I found them very enjoyable. Then we had pizza, and we watched Better Off Dead, though I was the only one who saw the whole thing.
After Rosie's I had an eye-doctor appointment, and they put lots of stuff in my eyes. We ordered my new glasses, and came home and ate dinner (It was tastey, and I made it) and then I went to Kurt's and hung out there until 11. Fun times, fun times...
And today is Christmas Eve, and it annually characterized as a day filled with wrapping everything for my day at the last minute, watching Home Alone, and reading The Night Before Christmas.
TOMORROW'S CHRISTMAS!!! YAY!!! MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!
Have a cookie!
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| "Why do the good girls always want the bad boys..." |
[Friday
December 19th, 2003
2:26pm] |
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No Doubt - Bathwater |
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Eh, Wednesday didn't really get better actually. What can ya do?... And yesterday, school, of course, was nothing special. I hung out with Kurt after school. He left a couple times, leaving me in his house... alone, 'cause he had to go to Birch's for some band crap for a half hour, and then he had to go Christmas shopping. I felt very uncomfortable, just being all by myself in someone else's house... It's weird... Oh well.
Today wasn't that interesting either. But I'm going shopping later, so that should be sexy-hot. I ♥ shopping. So... I think I'm going to go read soon. The Giver. Haven't read it in, like, six years. It's fun stuff... Gonna go do that.
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[Saturday
December 13th, 2003
11:06am] |
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Yesterday was okay. Did the school thing. Whatever. After school, I chilled for a while. I painted actually, with my my new paint brushes. That was fun. Anyway, at 6:30ish, Laur came and we went out on a mission to find Turkish food. Unfortunately the restaurant was closed for renovations, so we headed to an Indian Restaurant. Couldn't pronounce any of the names of the food, but it's okay, it was still pretty good. Thai will always by #1 in my heart.
So, after Lauren fulfilled her desire to go into this creepy-looking Indian-Asian Market thingy, we went to the mall. The Echelon Mall. 'Cause it was closer. And even on a Friday night, that mall is dead. But I ended getting a gift for my mom, and something to wear for the 80's dance party. Not my original intention, but what can ya do? I didn't have enough money. So overall, it was a pretty unsuccessful shopping trip, and we decided next time, no matter how far away the Deptford Mall may seem, that's where we're going.
P.S. TOMORROW'S MY BIRTHDAY!!!
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| Ducks DO go MOOOO, Rosie |
[Thursday
December 11th, 2003
10:50pm] |
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School was fun 'cause of the lack of bells, and the kitchen timer was fun, too. We had the lasagna dinner, too. I decorated. It was pretty. And then Kurt and I blatantly left early, and walked to his house where I ended up falling asleep for a while. Then I came home.
At 7, went to One Acts. The Freshmen and Juniors sucked, but the other classes did very well. I laughed. I cried. It was theatrical magic, haha. And tomorrow, it's the end of the school week. Finally. And it'll be only 2 days until my birthday! YAY!
CAKE
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