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| anyway. In other (good) new, I bought an AP skirt today! It's pink and strawberry :3 I'm excited. Since I'm not doing new cosplay for Otakon, sissy and I are putting together all-out vk and lolita outfits. I still need shoes, blouse, socks and headwear. Mreow. I'll find something. OH! AND ANYONE WHO HASNT SEEN THE DARK KNIGHT MUST GO SEE IT. I saw it opening night/morning at 12 fucking AM~~~~~~~ and I saw it again Sat. *_________* I'm gonna go see it again, and again, and again. I have a huge love/crush/infatuation for Christian Bale. djalsjdlasdasdas<3333333333333 and sissy bought me American Psycho. YES NEKKID CHRISTIAN BALE FTWWWWWWWWW - Mood:aggravated
 - Music:Imaginary (Origin) by Evanscence
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| so.
I've; gone to sissy's prom, finished grad, stayed at sissy's for a week, been to chincoteague for another week
and next up is. . . ANIMENEXT AND RENTRER EN SOIIIII!!!!
My Tsuna cosplay is done, but I feel that it's bad. :[ I kinda wanna tease the wig up so it doesnt so look so shiitty and non-Tsuna like. People will only recognize me at the con because I'm with a Mukuro. Sigh. I dont even know how to pose! I have no flame for my head or x gloves. RAWRRGGGG. RAAAAAAGGEEEE.
Then I'm gonna wear lolita on Sunday of the con. Sunday's our dress-down day usually since that's when we leave.
I've watched a lot of movies in the past two weeks. haha. I finally got to see Moulin Rouge and it's one of my fav. movies EVERRR!!! <333 Still haven't seen American Psycho. >O I WANT TO SEE HALF NEKKID CHRISTIAN BALE KTHX.
Can't wait for the new Batman movie either, fuck yeaahhhhhh - Mood:hungry
 - Music:Le Tango de Roxanne from Moulin Rouge
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| Today at 4:30 is my high school graduation.
It's pretty scary. The end of an era for me and the end of my childhood.
I'm not ready to grow up.
On the brightside, tomorrow is sissy's prom. I'm excited for that. Next time I see her I'll be a high school graduation.
Wish me luck that I don't trip on the stage. :D - Mood:scared
 - Music:7 Days to the Wolves by Nightwish
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 - Music:the sound of sissy typing
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| Does anyone know how much I love that song? It's probably one of my top songs of all time. <3 Right up there with Izon no Niwa and Last Word (rerecording).
my room is totally several degrees colder than the rest of the house. it's not a frigid kind of cold, it's more like the crisp autumn cold. regardless, my nose is going to freeze off.
I wish I live in Japan so badly. not because I'm a weaboo and oh, JaPAN izz so kewwllzz. no. Because I want to be able to see all my favorite bands frequently. ;~; I always read live reports from fans living in Japan, and it always makes me so jealous reading about these people going to several lives a month. Nothing happens here, or anything close. I so badly wanna go to ToC, but it's two hours away and I SO SO SO SOSOSDJFSDFJLSDFJSL like you have no idea, badly wanna go see ReS and ichi ni in NY. BUTBUTBUT It's on a Sunday. and of course, there is no way that's gonna be happening. siigh.
I try to think on the brightside and be like, "Jrock is getting more popular here, so by the time I'm old enough to drive there will be plenty of concerts to go to!" But when sissy tells me, "what if the band's broken up by then?" I get sad again.
plzplzplzplz Jrockers plzplzplzplz to be coming to more places than just NY or California. NOT ALL OF US LIVE THERE.
in other bad news, I got laid off at work. not that I was terribly upset 'cos I was planning on quitting, but now it's become imperative I get a job. most likely I'll get hired at Roots, and the place doesnt seem too terribly bad. I saw Julia working there when I took in my app, so I should ask her what it's like there tomorrow.
for Katsucon, sissy and I decided to fix up our Die and Totchi costumes and cosplay that on Sat. Then do Hitsugi and Sakito on Sunday. :3 this means cosplay will be less expensive. We spent so much time and money on our Diru cosplays to only wear once at Otakon, so I'm excited to wear my Totchi costume again, even though it's crappy. I'm proud of it as my first costume I did all by myself. Though, neither of us are looking forward to wearing five inch heels again. motherfucker. DDDx - Mood:brrr ~_~
 - Music:slow. by Ruvie
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| I'm going FUCKING crazy. I came home, ate AND SINCE TWELVE I'VE BEEN SITTING IN FRONT OF THIS COMPUTER GOING CRAZY. see, I NEED to write a Mix Speaker's Inc., fic/story/whatever. I WANT to I KINDA have an idea but I can't get it to go. Like, nothing to make it move along. If I go with my original idea, it's going to be long. And me + long stories = not happening. It's not that I can't, my short attention span just won't allow me. So I've been trying to think of alternate plots, or something to make the story shorter, something where I can start in medias res or just ANYTHING so I can WRITE SOMETHING.
RAWRRRRGGG.
deep sigh.
okay. besides that. YAY ITS SNOOOWWWINNGGGG~~~~ I love the snow. One of the few beautiful things on this earth, besides a cloudless full moon night and my darling sleeping in bed besides me. I always go out when it's snowing, and I would have walked the dog in it too, 'cos Beo loves the snow too. But, I've been trying to write this story AND it's very wet, like, it's not freezing out so the snow is melty and really wet and I hate cold-wet. blech.
I hope it doesn't stop snowing. Please don't stop being beautiful~~
I'm going to Katsucon! as long as sissy can go, at least. I'm cosplaying with her and her friends; Air Gear. Exciting? haha. One of the reasons I need money :x I'd rather be spending money on a Jrock cosplay, but it's too short notice and hair is always an issue with Jrock cosplay. I wanna cosplay Mix Speaker's Inc.!! I can be Yuki and sissy can be Miki~ :D
Midterms ended today! yay!! :D I'm happy. Most of them were easy, except the Latin and Stagecraft (surprisingly!) Latin I didn't study for at all and it reflected. Dx Stagecraft, omg, that class is a fucking JOKE! and the midterm we had to do a scale drawling of a flat. one inch = one foot. And the actual sized on, the cornerstones were...ten inches? and I was like OMFG. HOW THE HELL DO I MAKE THAT SMALLER? I am not a math person. I have no clue how to do things like that. so. I failed the drawling 'cos I couldn't get ANYTHING on it done. DD: The other part was an essay and that was easy, 'cos lord knows I can BS essays. haha.
Sarah pisses me off. Earlier in the year, I'd invited her out a bunch of times to hang or whatever, and each time she turns them done so I eventually gave up. Today, she needed a ride home and I told her she could hang at my house if she wanted and we can watch some lives or something, and she refused. HOWEVER IN THAT SAME SENTENCE SHE SAID "WE NEED TO HANG OUT MORE". wtf. And I bet she expects me to take her to Taste of Chaos. HAH. HAH. I don't think so.
Brittany pisses the hell outta me too. She is entirely too possessive of me. WTF. I DONT LIKE HER. WRRYYY DOES SHE NOT LEAVE ME ALONE. I really thought she'd gotten the hint considering I dont talk to her unless forced into politeness. she complains I dont talk to her enough. har har. wonder why. Sarah told me something she said today that made me even more angry. Brittany hates Almy because Almy is taking me away from Brittany? WTHHH. YOU ARE NOT MY FRIEND BITCHNY. she cant be called my friend after something like that because FRIENDS supports FRIENDS relationships and wish them well.
do I complain too much? this whole entry feels like bitchbitchbitch. I'm starting to develop that internet sarcasm. THANKS V_FUCKS :D I also went CAPs crazy, hahaha. the ranting does me good. and omfg I'm dying to get on Oblivionnn. UUGGGHHHH. | |
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| Puurrr, isn't my new Sakito icon nice? I can help but think OMGHELOOKSSOFUCKINGHOT everytime I look at it.
Joann's started cutting my hours, so I'm now working on getting a new job. I got an application for Roots [health food grocery store] and hopefully I'll get a job there. They're looking for cashiers, and its a lot closer than Joanns. I could walk there even if worst came to worse. [Though I'd be a very frozen kitty cat XD]
Yesterday my dad dragged me to the MVA to get my permit again since my last one expired. It only took three hours, but the stupid test computer screwed me over and I almost freaked 'cos I thought I failed. o_o so I had to wait longer for them to set up a new computer. ugh. I almost failed the vision test, I got 20/40 and my dad bitched that I shoulda wore my contacts [I wore my glasses] 'cos my contacts are better. but DUH my glasses and contacts are the same, so..I hope my eyes are getting worse >_< I'm already at -9! How much lower can I go!? DDD: It scares me, at this rate I could go blind someday. buurrr.
Then we went to pick up my contacts and I picked up a paycheck from work. A nice shiny new $150, haha. When I saw it I thought, "I don't remember working this much o_O"
man. my dad actually made me clean today >O and I have 298392 amounts of homework that I should be starting on. >__>
I saw Sweeney Todd again on Friday! IT WAS AMAZING AS ALWAYS. I really do love that movie. SO FUCKING AMAZZZINNGGGG. Before that I hung at Sasha's house and we played Wii games until we ate dinner and her dad took us to the movies. The Icee machine was STILL broken from last week. I was angry. >OO [....staring at that icon too long makes me think naughty things..... ]
I got the sexpot stuff sissy got for me for xmas recently! I LOVES IT. :DDDDDDD Almost as much as I love her! hahah <3333
OMG. JUN GOT SO HOT. IN LOOKS AMAZING IN THE DRAMATIC PV.OMGOMGOMGOMG. HE SHOULDA KEPT HIS HAIR SHORT A LONG TIME AGO. ASDJLASJDL!!
And speaking of hotness. I DLed the Sadie Distract Againest Terrors live yesterday and watched it. AND ASDJASJD TSURUGI IS HOTTTT. Esp. when he took his jacket off and was WEARING A BEATER SADHALSDA. But Aki's arms a nicer. His are muscular whereas Tsurugi's are more wiry-asain-yet-slightly-muscley-arms. But srsly. Aki's arms are AMAZING. *___*
And wow. Mizuki seems like a such a playful flirt. He's probably the type who's enegetic in bed. XD He wears his pants super low too. like ddaayymmm. Mao eventually took his jacket off [no suprise] and I had never noticed he had a butterfly tattoo on his arm until watching that live. Not really much to say about Kei since he was drumming, but at the beginning when he came out and got on the riser he bowed really cute and prince-like. IT WAS SO CUTE.
BUT THEN TSuRUGI CAME OUT AND THE CAMERA HAD A NICE CROTCH SJDHFKJHFKSD SHOT ANGLE. asjkdhkajshdas and when he walked away I couldn't help but admire HOW NICE HIS ASS IS.asdljhaskjdas
THEN I DIED WHEN AKI CAME OUT AND DID A TONGUE THING ALSHDJASD AND FOR A SECOUND IT LOOKED LIKE HE HAD A TONGUE PIERCING AND I DIED EVEN ROEHAHRJAHSRAS MORE. askljdkhaskdjhasldas.
okay. I'm done. :D - Mood:giddy
 - Music:Dramatic by attic [OMGOMOGMG JUN IS SO HOTTTT]
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| TO MEEEE~! :DDD I turn seventeen today! I can finally see R rated movies on my own! lolol.
I hope everyone had a good xmas, 'cos I know I did. I got to see my baby and that was the best part about my break. <333 The year is also drawing to a close, it's time for those new year resolutions everyone! I've been workin' on mine for sure. I got lots of nice stuffs for xmas, mainly from my gf and her mom, hahaha. <3
Yesterday I slept most of the day 'cos I had the worst migraine of my life. x___x and it still hasnt gone away. ;~~; I really wanted to see Sweeney Todd today with Grace, but I dont think I'll be leaving bed with this migraine. WAAHH. What a great way to spend my birthday. -___-
I hope to buy my first lolita brand dress with some of the xmas and birthday money I got! >3 and some shoes. I def. want RH shoes and those Harajuku Lovers converse I saw at Journey's. *___*
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| Going to sissy's on thursday~ going to sissy's on thursday~ going to sissy's on thursday~ ps. I cant cook/bake/etc AT ALL.  pps. my Sadie tour goods came today >3 took me forever to get the damn cellphone strap on my phone >O | |
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| ugh. I'm getting too sick. My mom says I'm running a fever and I feel like I might throw up. great. =3= | |
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