Okay. This is just the last I can take.
I just read this totally bad fic that was just too horrible to even pass along the name. The writer shouldn't even consider themself a writer. In fact, they should go break their fingers and consider it an act of mercy to protect the rest of the world. It was in TW even and normally we're pretty together over there, you know? But this... this was bad. It was an insult and it made my head hurt.
So I've decided I give up. I'm not reading slash anymore. Srsly. There's no joy in it anymore. I mean, with het, okay, generally I get how that works. There's no impossible positions, no acrobatics, nothing defies gravity that shouldn't. With het, if they bust out of missionary for a little Discovery Channel action, it's at least legitimate. But I'm sorry, Jack is just not bendy enough to do what That Person said he did.
It all started with Sentinel and srsly, Blair has my hair. I should have seen this YEARS ago. I just ... I guess I just got a little confused because of Blair and Jim. They're just so visual and me and Blair are soul-twins, so it was just too easy to put myself there and that's just where it all started going down hill. I've spent all these years cursing the BOTW out of pure spite and jealousy and devouring all the slash I could get my eyes in to, when it was just driving my brain to the breaking point. I've ignored the reality of everything for so long, just hoping it would get better. But
vonilyn was right earlier when she said that every fandom has it's bad writers.
It's not the fandoms, it's not the writers, it's the slash.
Don't get me wrong, to each their own and I love the whole guy on guy (or girl on girl, w/e.) scenes for the whole freedom of expression, and you know I'm a total advocate of equal rights. But come on. The slash writers suck, and not in the good way.
I'm just one of your average slash-readers, right? And this stuff just makes my head
hurt.
I... I can't do it anymore. I'm sorry.
This chapter of my life is just... closed nao.