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[04 May 2004|09:42pm] |
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i suck when it comes to posting now. lack of words will do it to you.
meh.
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| popcorn. |
[13 Apr 2004|11:16pm] |
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the one the best things life has to offer is the EnJoY that pops up on my microwave after i hit the popcorn bag is done. the trick to get it to say that though is you really have to hit the popcorn one-touch button. my buttery fingers are sticking to my keyboard on top of it; but i still am enjoying it. i always used to eat butter popcorn, but then i stoped for two years with all popcorn in general. Then in the 9th grade i had an older friend who only ate (pause as the other half of the bag is in my mouth) non-buttered, plain popcorn. she enjoyed this, so i ate popcorn again, her way, nonbuttered and plain. to this day i think of her when i see unbuttered,super plain popcorn. then for some reason i picked up the superbuttered popcorn habit again. im not friends i suppose you could say with her anymore either. but now i can appresate(spelling on that???) the enjoy thing also, which i never did before or after the plain popcorn episode. does anyone follow me on my popcorn theory???
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| woohoo |
[28 Mar 2004|10:10am] |
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nas-made ya look |
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yep yep its a beautiful day out there. im dieing to get out. i get to go to the park today (!!!!!) i love parks. i actully just love spring. im so sick ofthe fucking cold weather. woohop!
nething new other wise. i lost a bit of wieght so i can fit into other pants now. yessums go me. i get to go to vegas next week any takes want to come? im going with mammadukes and stuff like aunts.
i need a car too. i want something new but HA. not goign to happen, ill be lucky if i get likean oldsmobile. like you know that hoopdy ass ride. kinda like the car my mother had when i was younger. i really want like a truck, like big. i want scarfaces pink cady too. pimpmobiles. cant ever go wrong right?
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| garfield bandaids. |
[17 Feb 2004|02:42pm] |
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i wish i posted more but when it comes down to it i have like nothing to say even thought theres a windwhirl in my head. i do read lj thou like everyday. i read everyone eles but i never share mine. kinda selfish i suppose. i think you could get addicited to not posting but just reading others and knowing all their grimy details just as much as some people are addicted to posting in general.. follow me?
i just drank a litter of diet lime coke and its really yummie too. ive smoked weed once since the new year. i have like really no reason either. i just havnt for the most part of it. ihavnt actully drank either. im not a big drinker. ill maybe i have one or two drinks at a party. its sorta werid cos i used to be like the one whod drink the keg and smoke an oz to themsevles. its funny how people change isnt it? even over just a short period of time.
i have a garfield bandaid on from prior blood work 2day. its kinda funky. i like it alot. im also sitting in the pitch dark even thought its sorta kinda half way decently sunny out there.
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| white trash |
[08 Jan 2004|07:30pm] |
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b r right-luda |
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men suck. like superly.
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| past subjects. |
[06 Dec 2003|10:06pm] |
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so its really snowing out here. my girl jessie and i were snowed in the entire day.
and reading has made me done some thinking; i really dont even know what but i believe im trying to dig up something in the past.i was going thorough a not a former friend, but i suppose a friend from a while ago entries. and i remember when she wrote her first one and that was her junior year and my freshmen. I think back to then and its so long ago but then again that was my only other highschool ish experience in a way since iwas locked up my 10th grade year. its almost as if im still picking up from that year, the end of my freshmen but now im only a junior and 16. like i dont know exacatly how to word what i want to say. i dont even know what mad me go back. my friend jessie wiped out one particular cd that my friend and i used to listen to NON-stop and it kinda freaked me out. i remember dancing around her room to these songs freshly just high. i remember it like yesterday and i was retartedly high but i still rememeber. andn ow it brings me back to now; i can only visit this past in my memories and no where else. im no longer anything like i was back then but i dont know who i am. i feel since i got out of that place im still trying to pick (insert pause of time here cos i just realized that i put hairdye in my hair and its been like a hour.)(back)something out. i think thought maybe i need to try out still living the status quo high school life as much as i dont want to. maybe im trying to move to fast to get away from it but maybe i need it to get from one place to another. i sure many would agree with me on this. i have to go through the toutrue of it all cos thats just how it is. though im not usually theone to go for things of just how they are.
my friend had the same bond with trees that i have at this age and i read through her justafcations at 16 and i couldnt agree anymore; today her views are different and maybe ill be there in my future. i admire her, as i always have (maybe almost like an oldersiste)to this day; i want to almost go the same direction with my life the whole college thing as her; but then again i dont want to. i dont think ill be done partying when i turn 18 but only merly start as another friend of mine who turned 18. these two friends are the same age but took totally different paths in life. i sit here comparing and trying to figure out which one i will fall in. i think though the best bet for me is just to let go of it all and let maybe my soul find its own way. maybe my heart needs to lead me instead of my head. i mean for all i know i could be a mom at 18 and not chose either of those( NOT implying anything).
and one last thing; what dents my uprise is that i love my downfall.
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| ha. |
[27 Nov 2003|06:09pm] |
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get um' girl |
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"Top 10 Things that Sound Dirty at Thanksgiving But Aren't
10. "Talk about a huge breast!"
9. "It's a little dry, do you still want to eat it?"
8. "Don't play with your meat."
7. "Just spread the legs open & stuff it in."
6. "I didn't expect everyone to come at once!"
5. "You still have a little bit on your chin."
4. "How long will it take after you stick it in?"
3. "You'll know it's ready when it pops up."
2. "That's the biggest one I've ever seen!"
1. "How long do I beat it before it's ready?""
woohoo.
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| jerseys here!!!! |
[23 Nov 2003|10:06am] |
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jagged edge-outta heaven |
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I scored a 91% on the "how fucking JERSEY are you?" Quizie! What about you?</b>
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| .....-love up-........ |
[14 Oct 2003|10:08pm] |
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opposite of december -(guess who!) |
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ive figured it all, all out. go.
my face numb still.
this way.
i figured out all the right combination's, so listen
it wont hurt, i promise.
want it to face this way forever.
portrait.
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| life. |
[12 Oct 2003|09:36pm] |
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i lack a motivation for life in general.
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| sleep. |
[03 Oct 2003|09:27pm] |
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i havnt fucking slept since september ended. today is october the fucking thrid. im like getting to the point were im so fucking wired and shit that like im bouncy. ha and im seeing things. lol ir eally think my eyes are like trippin wit my head. fucks ups.
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| mah day |
[02 Oct 2003|11:12pm] |
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you ever get one of those days that just suck. like you try to make it good but it just sucks anyway?
ah.
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| my future |
[28 Sep 2003|10:40pm] |
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soad-mr jack |
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ha. you know you dont have hope hopes or expectations for yourself when you make this statement:
"OH REALLY?!? I WANNA BE THE TOP SHOT GIRL AT HOT22!!!"
maybe its my lack of motivation or like, everything.
like you would think things about everyone being at college and have the time of their life and dit dita da would make me want to do something; it i think actually does the opposite for me. i dont want to go to like some huge college with like a billion people and frats and UGH. yuk.
in a sense it makes me what to puke.
and it doesnt bother me that i wont amount to much more then like the top shot girl at some strip bar.it really doesnt. i think i would be a lot happier doing that then the whole college shit.
i mean its hard enough for me going to an alternative school in which you dont do shit thats from nine to 1:45.. i barely make those hours..
no way would i be able to like fucking be on my own for school.
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| eh. |
[26 Sep 2003|04:29pm] |
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fire-joe budden & busta |
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noone ever comments on my shit.
lol i feel like a loser and shit.
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| eh. |
[21 Sep 2003|03:07pm] |
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if you dont give a damn, we dont give a fuck |
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you know what really sucks balls?
when your court case got dissmissed friday and you get bagged saturday night.
lifes a bitch.
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| salmon |
[18 Sep 2003|10:49pm] |
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ive meet a very dear person
today we finally didnt inhale our life
but he did before
and it makes me wonder why i even am drawn to you
nothing on our outer worlds match
but our spirit is together and we see it
i want you to lose that one thing deep inside me
im sorry i could not give you mine
the winds were beautiful tonight
the death i want to have you already touched and turned away
water can be ours but you dont want to ride it
One day we will dance upon the trees in the sky
and make love
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| and it goes on |
[13 Aug 2003|05:28pm] |
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so im trying to hold on to something that has changed so much.
i wont even sleep in my own bed because my room has changed
i dont know anyone anylonger.
its funny thou that people that i thought i have let go years ago are still willing, willing to love.
life is so very differnt.
i think i will pick up and leave too.
In the future everybody will be world famous for fifteen minutes.
andy warhol
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| ahh!! |
[23 May 2002|04:29pm] |
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its gonna be alright-jlo nas |
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im so freakin burned its not even funny. I went to a tanning salon and stuff so i could get a bit of a color.. well hmm i got more then i was looking for! ;asldkfjasd;!
thats about all thats new
i cant wait till this weekend.
mwahahhahha
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| eh. |
[21 May 2002|09:16pm] |
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i hear my hampsters running in the cage |
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2day was just another day.
-pointless
-stupid
-boring
-retarted
-and fulled with ppl i most hate
::sigh::
first of lets clear some things up:
a) I DID NOT have sex with sharif
b) I DID NOT tell anyone that i did and for all those who claim to have say i did - lemme see what i said
c) I DID NOT skip the entire day of school
d) I did drive ruben's car around ]
e) I FULLED ruben's car with gas since he had NONE
I cant believe people are so stupid and ignorant.
And yasi for the most part, its not any of your business what my realionship is with your twin brother. You can go ahead call me a crackwhore. It just shows me how low of a level you stoop down to. And i know your dieing for me to say something and i Know for a fact your going to leave 3654233424234254 comments on this. But hey, this is for everyone, not you.
and on a futher note thanks dj for the ride home:D
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