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[14 Oct 2005|09:18pm] |
Playlist: First Twenty: Line of Best Fit
1. "And those that don't belive don't care don't recognize the word, until he's won"
2. "Wish I knew everyone's nickname, all their slang and all their sayings, every way to show affection, how to dress to fit the occasion"
3. "jump forward to twelve years time those dreams and a sad decline I'd just thought leaving would leave it alone"
4. "If we already knew everything that everybody knows we would have nothing to learn tonight"
5. "This life is shining more forever in the sun"
6. "The sun just slipped its note below my door and I can't hide beneath my sheets"
7. "What are you fightin’ for? Just make some noise, go away"
8. "and in twenty years we'll put you behind glass for all the people to come see"
9. "Is it tomorrow, or just the end of time?"
10."am i a freight train or am i just the caboose, too much time tied to the rails"
11."We won our goals in a liberal world living in times when I could stand it, babe"
12."'Cause you're livin' in a world that you're best forgotten"
13."No man is ever born alone, only a fool dies on his own. Don't say you're scared to death 'cos that's like being terrified to live"
14."There's a weight dragging through my days that I spend trying to fill the space"
15."and all the hate that rises through the cracks in the pavement, as the temperature falls"
16."Is it a disorder a doctor can fix or are you just a violent mother fucking son of a bitch"
17."man was she a sight Sometimes I would sneak into her bedroom late at night. Now shes not there Im told her family long since left the town"
18."My, seat, of choice, had been taken up by someone's corpse...Guess I'll just stand"
19."I'll do Graffiti if you sing to me in French, what are we doing here if romance isn't dead?"
20."Peaceful loving youth against the brutality of plastic existence. Pushing little children with their fully automatics"
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[09 Oct 2005|08:56pm] |
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1) Bold what is true about you.
2) Italicize what you wish was true about you.
3) Add one true thing about you in the list./at the end of the list.
4) Delete a useless or unnecessary item from earlier in the list.
5) Tag five LJ friends.
* I miss somebody right now.
* I don't watch much TV these days.
* I own lots of books.
* I wear glasses or contact lenses.
* I love to play video games.
* I've tried marijuana.
* I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
* I believe honesty is usually always the best policy.
* I curse sometimes. As opposed to constantly.
* I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
* I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
* I have broken someone's bones.
* I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
* I hate the rain.
* I'm paranoid at times.
* I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
* I need/want money right now.
* I love sushi.
* I talk really, really fast.
* I have long hair.
* I have lost money in Las Vegas.
* I have at least one sibling.
* I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
* I like the way that I look.
* I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.
* I am usually pessimistic.
* I have a lot of mood swings.
* I think prostitution should be legalized.
* I slept with a roommate.
* I have a hidden talent.
* I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
* I have a lot of friends.
* I have pecked someone of the same sex.
* I enjoy talking on the phone.
* I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
* I love to shop and/or window shop.
* I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal.
* I don't hate anyone. I dislike them
* I'm a pretty good dancer.
* I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
* I have a cell phone.
* I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
* I've rejected someone before.
* I currently like/love someone.
* I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. (50/50)
* I want to have children in the future.
* I have changed a diaper before.
* I've called the cops on a friend before.
* I'm not allergic to anything.
* I have a lot to learn.
* I’m online 24/7, even as an away message.
* I have at least 5 away messages saved.
* I have tried alcohol or drugs before.
* I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
* I own the "South Park" movie.
* I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal.
* I enjoy some country music.
* I would die for my best friends.
* I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist.
* I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
* Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
* I have dated a close friend's ex.
* I am happy at this moment.
* I’m obsessed with guys.
* Democrat.
* Conservative Republican.
* I am punk rockish.
* I go for older guys/girls, not younger.
* I study for tests most of the time.
* I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I’ve ever met.
* I can work on a car.
* I love my job.
* I am comfortable with who I am right now.
* I have more than just my ears pierced.
* I walk barefoot wherever I can.
* I have jumped off a bridge.
* I love sea turtles.
* I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup.
* I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
* I am proficient on a musical instrument.
* I hate office jobs.
* I went to college out of state.
* I am adopted.
* I am a pyro.
* I have thrown up from crying too much.
* I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved.
* I fall for the worst people and have been hurt every time.
* I adore bright colors.
* I usually like covers better than originals.
* I hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays.
* I can pick up things with my toes.
* I can't whistle.
* I have ridden/owned a horse.
* I still have every journal I’ve ever written in.
* I talk in my sleep. (used to)
* I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century.
* I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
* I wear a toe ring.
* I have a tattoo.
* I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
* I am a caffeine junkie.
* I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all.
* If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder.
* I cosplayed or know what cosplaying is.
* I have been to over 15 conventions.
* I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
* I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner.
* I'm an artist.
* I am ambidextrous.
* I sleep with so many stuffed animals, I can hardly fit on my bed.
* If it weren't for having to see other people naked, I'd live in a nudist colony.
* I have terrible teeth.
* I hate my toes.
* I did this Meme even though I wasn't tagged by the person who took it before me.
* I have more friends on the internet than in real life.
* I have lived in either three different states or countries.
* I am extremely flexible.
* I love hugs more than kisses.
* I want to own my own business.
* I smoke.
* Nobody has ever said I'm normal.
* Sad movies, games, fics and the like can cause a trickle of tears every now and then.
* I am proficient in the use of many types firearms and combat weapons.
* I like the way women look in stylized men's suits.
* I don't like it when people are unpleased or seem unpleased with me.
* I have been described as a dreamer or likely to have my head up in the clouds.
* I have played strip poker with someone else before.
* I have had emotional problems for which I have sought professional help.
* I believe in ghosts and the paranormal.
* I can't stand being alone.
* I have at least one obsession at any given time.
* I weigh myself, pee/poo, and then weigh myself again.
* I consistently spend way too much money on obsessions-of-the-moment.
* I'm a judgmental asshole.
* I'm a HUGE drama-queen.
* I have traveled on more than one continent.
* I sometimes wish my father would just disappear.
* I need people to tell me I'm good at something in order to feel that I am.
* I am a Libertarian.
* I can speak more than one language.
* I can fall asleep even if the whole room is as noisy as it can be.
* I would rather read than watch TV.
* I like reading fact more than fiction. (about the same though)
* I have pulled an all-nighter on an assignment I was given a month to do. (primary school, year 6, antarctica)
* I have no piercings.
* I have spent the night in a train station or other public place.
* I have been so upset over my physical gender that I cried.
* I once spent Christmas completely alone because there was a miscommunication on which parent was supposed to have me that night.
* I've been married and am now divorced.
* There have been times when I have wondered "Why was I born?" and may/may not have cried over it.
* I like most animals better than most people.
* I own a collection of retro games consoles. It's a small collection.
* I have an Obsessive Compulsive Disorder
* The thought of physical exercise makes me shiver.
* I have hit someone with a dead fish.
* I am compulsively honest.
* I was born with a congenital birth defect that has never been repaired.
* I have danced topless in front of dozens of complete strangers. And not been ashamed.
* I have gone from wishing I was a boy to revelling in being a girl to feeling like a boy again in the span of five minutes, and not cared a whit for my actual sex.
* I am unashamedly bisexual, and have different motivations for my desires for different genders.
* I sometimes won't sleep a whole night or eat a whole day because I forget to.
* I find it impossible to get to sleep without some kind of music on.
* I dislike milk.
* I obsessively wash my hands.
* I always carry that something significant around with me.
* Sometimes I'd rather wear a wig in day-to-day life than use my own hair.
* I've pushed myself to become more self-aware and thereby more aware of others.
* Even though I live on my own I still cry sometimes because I miss my mother.
* I hand wrote all the HTML tags in this document.
* I've liked something which a majority of people claimed was either bad or weird.
* I have been clinically dead for a brief period of time.
* Instead of feeling sympathy/empathy with people and their problems, I simply become annoyed.
* I participate/have participated in auto drag races and won.
* I do not 'get' most comedy acts.
* I don't think strippers are money-greedy or slutty for dancing.
* I don't like to chew gum.
* I am obsessed with history/historical things and can't wait for someone to build a time machine so I can be the first to use it.
* I can never remember for the life of me where I parked the car.
* Had the TEEN ANGST thing going for at least 2-3 years.
* Wishes people would be more empathic and honest with each other.
* I play Dungeons and Dragons weekly.
* I love to sing.
* I have a custom-built computer.
* I'm Irish. (partly)
* I only have one parent due to either a divorce or death.
* I have had an argument with someone over the logic in a cartoon.
* I love the series Firefly and hate Fox for cheating it out of a chance to become great.
* I have a pacemaker
* I have fallen down and landed on the ceiling before.
* I have been laid off from my job one week and re-hired the next.
* I have surgical (non-cosmetic) implants.
* I now have something I never thought I would have.
* I now have something I always knew I would have, eventually
* I go to church regularly
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[01 Oct 2005|01:35pm] |
Today was a real downer. Like you...
I got out of bed really early because I had terrible stomach cramps.
I feel sad, because Sarah and Britney are complete bitches. They told everyone I have an STD, just because I slept with both of their boyfriends on Saturday night.
I'm so sad. My kitten got run over this afternoon. I found him when I was coming home from school. His head was all squished. I took some photos. I'll miss him. Poor kitty.
I want to tell the world that I'm gay.
I am updating this journal for the first time in ages, because I've been in prison.
Today, I got a digital camera! Yes! But I don't know how to work it. Can you help me?
I want to say thanks to Babybob556 for making the background and icons for my journal. Thanks hon, ur super special!
I went to the doctor yesterday, and he said I have bipolar disorder, which makes me different enough to be interesting, but the same as all the other cool people with bipolar disorder.
That's enough for now. But I'll leave you with this thought - sharing your life with strangers on the internet is the cheapest form of therapy available. Leave a comment and tell me I'm beautiful.
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| never would have guessed... |
[08 Jun 2005|08:31am] |
| You scored as Divine Command. Your life is directed by Divine Command: Your god and religion give you meaning and direction.
“Know therefore that the LORD thy God, he is God, the faithful God, which keepeth covenant and mercy with them that love him and keep his commandments to a thousand generations.”
--King James Version of the Bible
“Even as a tree has a single trunk but many branches and leaves, there is one religion--human religion--but any number of faiths.”
--Mahatma Gandhi
More info at Arocoun's Wikipedia User Page...
Divine Command | | 95% | Utilitarianism | | 75% | Hedonism | | 75% | Existentialism | | 65% | Justice (Fairness) | | 55% | Kantianism | | 35% | Apathy | | 25% | Strong Egoism | | 10% | Nihilism | | 0% | </td>
What philosophy do you follow? (v1.03)
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[04 May 2005|10:09am] |
Your Taste in Music:
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| Alternative Rock: Highest Influence | | Punk: Highest Influence | | Ska: Highest Influence | | 80's Alternative: High Influence | | 90's Alternative: High Influence | | Adult Alternative: High Influence | | Classic Rock: Medium Influence | | Hair Bands: Medium Influence | | Progressive Rock: Medium Influence | | 80's Pop: Low Influence | | 80's R&B: Low Influence | | 90's R&B: Low Influence | | 90's Rock: Low Influence | | Dance: Low Influence | | Heavy Metal: Low Influence |
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[06 Feb 2005|09:38pm] |
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im tired :)
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[17 Jul 2004|12:07am] |
mmmmmmk. today was boring. and so was yesterday. my fault i suppose. im way too lazy. only thing of note was a phone convo i had with sarah and ivana. altho it was definitely more listen in on their squealing about stuff (yes, you were both squealing). but it was fun and interesting. well...some fun anyway. and while i was involved in this oh so involving conversation, i was doooodling. and i doodled a dragon. hehe that sounds funny, and probably perverted if you swing that way. anyway. its under the cut.
( Purply/Pinky )
annnnnd by special request of sarah i drew some for of cupcake/muffin...with arms and legs. also he stinks. like sarah. or is hot like sarah. either way...
( Cup'n'cake! )
yep thats all i think...oh, also i for some reason, started to feel incredibly sick when i was first rung by sarah/ivana. i dont know why, but as i was talking to them i felt like passing out. :D good times, great classic hits, FM 107.5......*ahem*
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[11 Jul 2004|03:24pm] |
Vampires or ppl-who-make-stuff-up-about-themselves-then-make-up-fake-"supporting"-evidence-to-cover-up-how-desperately-lonely-and-sad-they-really-are?
I'm sorry if anyone who reads this actually believes in vampires or psyvampires in the sense that some people need to drink blood or feed off of other peoples auras to keep themselves alive....but if anyone is a believer your afool. i may be hypocritical, i may not know what im talking about but seriously? look at the signs they give of what a vampire would be like.
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They have extremely sensitive eyes and do not like much direct sunlight.
May burn easy in the sunlight.
They have some kind of psychic ability.
Some days they are moody and hostile.
Move towards an alternate religion.
Can sense others like them (but do not interact much with their own kind).
Have trouble eating gassy foods, dairy products and citric drinks such as orange juice.
Their own energy levels seem to bounce; one minute they want to go out and do something active, the next they want to sit around or sleep.
They keep telling you bad things that have happened in their life (to make you feel sorry for them and then feed on your emotional energy)
Unpredictable, moody, temperamental, overwhelming, intense.
They say they have some kind of magical ability although nothing concrete is normally proven.
They like to be the leader of a group although says they aren't and hide behind someone who is easy to manipulate.
They give you small gifts all the time
They show deep powerful emotions.
They are often loners, because they feel different from those around them, and because they have to control the amount of contact they have with sources of energy.
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oh ok, i get it. reading that we can obviously see that.....every human is most likely to be at some point a vampire. because.....having emotions means you need to steal other peoples energy. yeah thats all i really want to say about that. read through the site, its interesting at least. but be sure to check out the three picture "proof" of "vampire battles". changing photo contrast + adding lights/photoshop effects = vampire attacks
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[10 Jul 2004|03:51pm] |
BAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAhahahahahahahahahahaHAHAHAHAHAHAahahahahahahaHAHAHAHAHAHAahahaaaaaaaaaahaaaaahehehehehehehehehehehe....
AHHAAHHAHAHAahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah
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lifes just too funny sometimes.
Edit:
I know it doesnt make it as fun, but sometimes there isnt a deeper meaning. Things often exist without a facade.
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[05 Jul 2004|05:07pm] |
woo! today was fun. started off with lots of work in the morning but thats ok, cos i eventually got let out for a headland walk! heheh it was organised at about midnight too. strange that ppl still had the wits to actually respond to anything then to but anyway. walked all the way around the headland from dee why to manly. a walk that usually takes about an hour or so took about 3 hours 10 minutes. lotso f rock climbing! and running into old people on the tracks. and having chats with rock fishingmen. i got shown a new thing today. i dunno how many ppl already knew about this but on the rocks on the headland between freshie and manly theres a cave that goes thru them, from one side to the other. maaaan its cool.
-mango boost juice is better than the berry one
-lots of tiny scratches hurt more than large cuts
-water gets "drinked" too fast.
-ians sister is stalking me.
-hahah not very many good looking chicks at manly :P
-nice old people are crazy, the sane ones are the ones that hate you.
-sitting on rocks in the sun overlooking the ocean, together, is nice. more than nice.
-falling off cliffs is NOT healthy. ow.
Rowena, how does one centre/manipulate images again?
hope everyone had a good day! and the soccers probably alreayd over and im late but who cares, go portugal!
Update
Well, if its the new thing I may as well join in.
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[04 Jul 2004|10:12pm] |
iiii dont trust myself in writing in this anymore so i guess il start writing short entries. at least then there will be something as opposed to my usual nothing.
i didnt like spiderman at all. maybe its them ood i was in, or maybe its just that the acting/dialogue/plotline sucked a whole load....of.....bad...stuff. like...you know, really bad. it had some good animation sequences and fight scenes...but im not really for it all said.
but it was good fun. going there i mean. seeing ppl. i keep losing my train of thought just as i realise ihad one. ill stop now.
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[04 Jul 2004|02:30pm] |
Top Commenters on ![[info]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) catken's LiveJournal
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[26 Jun 2004|11:47pm] |
answer these questions anonymously, then put them in your journal to see what others say about you.
be as truthful as possible, doesn't matter if it's mean or nice. it's anonymous and i'm asking, so spill! (you dont have to anonymous it though. i just ask that you answer)
what do you think of:
my face:
my body:
my humour:
my personality:
my intelligence:
my outlook on life:
my friendship (or lack of) with you:
what should i go to the formal as?
anything additional:
my weekends has been pretty good suprisingly. even with all the work i had to do i went to yoyos and saw shrek. yoyos was definitely worth the $10! (even thoguh its double what it used to be...bastards). gyroscope were really reeeeally good. i love them. haha well not really, but they rocked pretty hard. the band who played before them had a lead singer with a mullet however. and they got rejected by the crowd, which is both sad and funny at the same time. i had a lot of fun there. then today after finishing most ofm y huuuuge art assignment i went to see shrek. shrek is a really funny movie. and bede sucks at time crisis 3. he got wasted, in comparison to matt. shrek has a few lame parts, which are a bit scary if you thin kabout them. thats all i got.
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[21 Jun 2004|05:24pm] |
im still incredibly baffled. as in....what the hell? you all know me. your aware that im a) incredibly lazy b) dont do a single bit of work, and c) that most teachers have this thing where they getp issed at me yeah? so then why the fuck wont a single one of them come out of denial and give me a shitty report! like.....holy crap! ill do what ivana did and go through each subject cos you all care so VERY much. oh you might not realise it but you do.
( Even if you didn't care you'd still click to be let in. )
hmmm today was actually a rather good day at school. with not many ppl there ididnt end up having to do any work, and for some reasons all my classes (except maths extension) turned into rather large forums of popular opinions and debates on philosiphy and such. it was actually a rather enjoyable day. you physics people should leave more often. naaaah just kidding. i missed y'all. well...most of you...the ones who arent jerks. *pointedly looks at the ivana.* :P sooo happy to have my english speech out of the way. no more worrying over that and i can concentrate more fully on not doing anymore work. except that stupid reflection statem,ent, as it stands. still, that means i get ot listen to lots of speeches, hopefully some of them will be funny. liz millers speech scared me. she yelled rather a bit.
its over!...for now.
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[16 Jun 2004|05:31pm] |
| How to make a catken |
Ingredients:
3 parts friendliness
1 part arrogance
5 parts beauty |
Method:
Blend at a low speed for 30 seconds. Add sadness to taste! Do not overindulge! |
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[13 Jun 2004|04:02pm] |
Harry Potter was an ok movie. i agree with sharpe and his friend in saying that they cut too much out. and changed too many things. i think if someone were to see it who hasnt read the books or at least seen the first two movies itd be completely random, and horribly worse. i also agree with corinne and reuben who were heard to remark "theres no feeling in it" or close enough to that. and thats true. it was defintiely better then the first two, but could have been much better if it had some feeling behind it. still, i had a good time going to see it on saturday with some people. alot of funny stuff happened, but im guessing you had to be there so im not gonna write it down.
i really need to do some study and some work for art. atl east its a public holiday tomorrow. but i have art work due on tuesday and i havent started. go me. and knowing me as i do, i wont even begin it till ...well..ever. and im going to getscrewed over again. but all my own fault so thats ok.
( so spare me the details, if you don't mind )
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[29 May 2004|09:46pm] |
yeah i havent written in here for a bit. but then, i talk to most of you so its all good.
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[18 May 2004|08:04pm] |
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hehehe just reading random journal and i swear at least 1 out of 3 journals are mostly made up of hate and depression. and its not even teenage angst all the time either. half of them are 45 year olds etc. so it looks like one out of every three of us can look forward to being fucked up individuals, that is if you dont take the cynics (realist) viewpoint in that everyone is screwed up anyway, but only 1 out of 3 of us can voice(type) it.
yeah anyway. im bored. coding things in flash is incredibly hard when you dont actually know any flash actionscript. anyone who reads this wouldnt happen to be some form of actionscript/flash guuuru would they? cos i mean....that would help rather a lot. feel bad about asking shaun all about it. ah well.
well ima stop rambling and go and think....thoughts. you know..deep stuff, or something....ahh so bored. heh.
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Recommend to me:
1. A movie:
2. A book:
3. A musical artist/band, song, or album:
4. A LiveJournal user not on my friends list:
5. What I should have for dinner"
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[13 May 2004|10:38pm] |
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update for the hell of it. i wish i could express myself better. i sink maybe you all do. but theres so many thoughts inside which make sense to me but as soon as i want them to come out...nothing. its evil. see even then. no idea what im righting and not what i really want to say. maybe it has something to do with the fact that so many ppl read these things. stalkers, all of you. maybe not actively but definitely passively. what do you suppose it is that makes ppl so..interested in what other ppl are doing (evident by reality tv, which isnt reality but works as an example)? and does anyone ever get that thought about what it is that everyone else they know could be doing and the insecurity that its going to be or is much better then what you are doing? i get that. alot. i guess i really am insecure. bleh.
*edit*
ahhhhh! when did i say i was depressed or sad?! geesh.
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