| the way it is not... |
[Aug. 18th, 2005|08:26 am] |

-thanks nick |
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| just the way it is |
[Aug. 16th, 2005|10:26 am] |
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| government LSD test |
[Aug. 12th, 2005|10:11 am] |
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acid trip |
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| some new pics of me |
[Dec. 27th, 2004|05:00 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | cheerful | ] |
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| | Damageplan - New Found Power - Fuck You | ] | from 12-22-04... i made my hair more blonde and cut it shorter...



ok so i cut the boobs out...


i NEVER do this but.. its the holidays, so i am in a giving mood...if you want to see the boobies they are here. dont look if you'll get offended. its only boobs but some people are well, ya know...
i know its not much, but i dont show my boobs on lj or to just anyone!!!! its in the spirit of the holidays... happy christmas, hanukkah, kwanzaa or whatever! |
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| friends only |
[Sep. 15th, 2004|03:40 am] |
since i am going to start using my journal again, this time my journal is private, friends only posts. i am not going to bother going back and screening old stuff because the important and personal stuff was already friends only and the rest is bs quizzes and crap. but from here on out my whole journal is private. if you are interested in reading my journal then add me or just start commenting here... i will add you back if we have something in common. i wish i didn't feel the need to make posts friends only, but that's what happens when you have had a live journal STALKER, i am not interested in the drama. |
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| dead journal |
[Nov. 24th, 2003|02:18 pm] |
a few people emailed me with live journal codes.. ty so much! but to clarify my last post.. i have plenty of lj codes and am willing to swap one for a dead journal code if anyone has a dead journal and can spare a code... http://www.deadjournal.com/ |
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[Nov. 24th, 2003|10:13 am] |
does anyone have a dead journal code? pretty please!! i have a live journal code in exchange :D if you have one please email me candyangel@justmailz.com |
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[Nov. 17th, 2003|10:11 pm] |
 You Are a Switch!Top. Bottom. Giver. Taker. You can't make up your mind. And truth is, why should you? Kink is wildest when you can switch roles. You're ability to get off in all sorts of ways makes you a versitile lover. You can get along with a sub or dom(me) - but another switch is what really blow your mind Are You Dominant or Submissive?More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva |
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| my big fat birthday party |
[Nov. 17th, 2003|07:17 pm] |
i went out over the weekend with some friends to celebrate my birthday. it was skata's birthday too. we went to this place called taverna opa, a greek restaurant/nightclub.. its like a take off on the movie 'my big fat greek wedding'. meaning its absolutely nuts. they made skata and i dance on the bar... you have to wonder about a bunch of drunk people dancing on the tables and the bar... law suits... ah well, they do drag you up there. the waiters come at you and just grab you. then they come and tip your head back and make you do shots of ouzo which looks like windex. for anyone who saw the movie, you would appreciate the windex remark... they throw napkins at you all night... i was paranoid someone would flick a cig and set the place on fire. the part of the place where we were was sort of outside on the water. with all the craziness my purse was missplaced for a while. the waiter told me "it will turn up". WHAT????? it will turn up??? hahahaha. well it finally did, it wound up sitting at someone else's table with a bunch of other homeless bags. it was really loud, so there was not much in the way of conversation other then the occassional "WHAT???". my friend tara barely got to eat any of her food, when the waiters came and cleared our table so other people could dance on it... we went out last night and picked her up the same thing she had ordered at opa to make up for her having to starve all night.. hehe. we wound up down at beach place in some piano bar afterwards. i was pretty tipsy from all the wine and the shots of ouzo. so i dont remember much after that. the fact that i really do not drink anymore, well... i got toasted pretty fast. i was still buzzed when i woke up the next day. all in all i had a really great time, but its kinda like this... ok we went, we saw.. we got fucked up...next. i dont think i'd want to lose my purse, dance drunk on a bar, guzzle what looked and tasted like window cleaner and have my food cleared before i get to eat it on a regular basis. i'll post pics soon.
-i cut my hair last wed, they took off 3.5 inches... -i reached my goal weight this week. it probably had something to do with the root canal i had last thurs, but whatever works right?!?! |
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| i hate going to the dentist... |
[Nov. 6th, 2003|04:15 pm] |
i was supposed to go see a new dentist today. i have never been to him before. well today he tripped and hurt his knee. he had to leave and go to the doctors and my appointment was changed to tomorrow morning... ok i feel bad he tripped and all, but i have to think of myself here. what if he is a klutz? what if he trips while drilling my tooth? i could wind up with a hole in my face.... as if i didn't already hate going to the dentist, now i have to worry about getting plastic surgery on my face by accident. |
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[Nov. 6th, 2003|01:01 am] |
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| | in pain | ] |
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| | Gong-Shapeshifter-Goddess Invocation | ] | i have the worst toothache in the world. i have to be at the dentist at 7 am. nice, since i wont get to bed till at least 3 or 4 am... i checked on that web site, the 55 page one i fixed... 37 out of 55 pages not working today.he is absolutely the website owner from hell. i found out today that our best friends are moving towards the beginning of next year. he is going back into the army, they asked him to re-enlist, he'll be on the front lines setting up communications. so his girl will be going with him wherever he winds up being stationed. my bf and i are both kind of bummed about it. they really are our best friends. its like looking in a mirror, when i look at them. we are all so much a like. |
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[Nov. 4th, 2003|09:29 pm] |
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| | tired | ] | i skipped out on working tonight, i am sooo tired. i worked last night and didn't get to bed till around 5am. i just cant seem to wake up today. i quit coffee months ago, but i am tempted. i spent the day linking a website... someone i know has 55 pages on his site, something like 300 photos and all bad links, hehe. he had them pointing at files on his comp. no matter how many times i tried to explain it to him, he didn't get it... so i just went in and did it for him... what a pain in the ass. for some odd reason, he decided to rename all his pics from .bmp to .jpg, without converting them in a photo editor. he just renamed the file extensions. so the photos were all corrupt. i had to dl all the photos from his host, rename them back to bmp, then save them as jpg. then reupload them and link them. it took me all damn day. then about 1/2 hour ago, i go to check the first page that i did early today, its back to the links being pointed at his machine!!! i called him and asked if he was changing anything, he said he was just trying to upload something, hahahahaha.... i give up! frustrating!!!!
a few friends just stopped over to watch a movie... i am not really in the mood right now for movies, i think i will fall asleep... |
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| Today's thought is... |
[Aug. 28th, 2003|02:00 pm] |
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| | anxious | ] | One way to become enthusiastic is to look for the plus sign. To make progress in any difficult situation, you have to start with what's right about it and build on that. --Norman Vincent Peale --------------------- If i could remember this daily, i think i could learn to control my panic attacks without medication. Today i hope i can find the one good thing and let go of fear and negativity.
Beginning our days with a positive mental outlook is a great depression-chaser. we can train ourselves to look for the best in ourselves and others.
Even in the middle of difficulty or pain, we have choices. We can choose a gloom-and-doom attitude and endlessly replay the thoughts that accompany it. Or we can step back and find the one good thing. We may be blinded with pain. The situation may appear hopeless, utterly bleak. But recovery guarantees that we are equal to it, that in our pain there is at least one good thing.
We are the masters of our fate. We can change even the most difficult situations with an attitude of hope and positive expectation. Approaching each day with a hopeful heart will give us a different approach to our troubles. |
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[Jul. 28th, 2003|01:08 am] |
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btw.. i dont quite know how i feel about putting my username or IP into this data base... lol. what if its a way to gather your info??? |
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