| Current mood: |  exhausted |
| Current music: | Jars of Clay |
Procrastinating
I am becoming pretty damn good at procrastinating. New digital cameras are fun, I didnt think they would be as fun, I think I am having way too much fun. I really want to go places now so that I can take pictures and then play with the pictures on my computer. Today I think I spent at least an hour and a half taking pictures of my tattoos to try to get a good picture. I had fun doing it. I learned how to use different features on it. Yesterday I spent a good amount of time taking pictures of my fish, but they wouldnt hold still for very long. I wish I had my cats here they are good at posing for pictures. I am supposed to be working on a news report for my astronomy class right now, I'm not doing so good at that, as you can see I am procrastinating again. I need to stop doing this as in procrastinate, I would get a whole lot more sleep. I took a 3 hour nap today though, it was great. I am still pretty tired and the nap could have easily been twice as long if it hadnt gotten so hot in my room.
Last night I had a really good conversation with an old friend of mine, I am so happy to hear that he is doing so well.
I hate that I cant stop thinking about Josh. I want to talk to him, I want to get to know him better he seems like a fun guy. Yes I know that I only knew him for a day, and much of that time I was wasted and he was a little drunk, but I do remember liking it when I looked into his eyes and I liked it when he put his hand on my back when we were in the car to make sure I was doing okay. I really liked how he held my hair back when I was throwing up. I dont know why. There was just something about him that I liked, I wonder if I should send Rachel to Koffee Heads and have her ask for him and give him my phone number, I would like to talk to him. I dont know why, I dont even know if he was attracted to me when I was sober but I really liked his eyes and his face. Damn it here I go again I like someone else too, but I am starting to think that he is way out of my league, I don't really think that Josh would be. Why do I do this, get interested in the first guy who gives me any sort of attention? Duh, I like to think that guys think I am attractive, becuase a lot of the time I dont think that I am. Oh, and I think that I might like someone else too, but I havent even met him yet, I am going to but not till the summer, or maybe before that but not until I am in Fresno at least. I need to finish my homework now, but knowing me after I do another powerpoint slide I will probably do more procrastinating.
(361 days till I'm 21!)
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