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[May. 13th, 2005|10:42 am] |
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| | anxious | ] | Mom brought me a brochure this morning. I've been laying on the bed looking at it for a while.
Art school. In Italy.
It's really expensive, I told her that when she showed it to me. She said... if that was what I really wanted to do, we'd find a way to make it work.
Italy. Florence, Rome, Venice... maybe trips into France and mainland Europe... or even Greece.
I'd hoped to maybe do this if I went to college. I never expected it now.
I'm not sure what I want to do. I wonder if I can get 'Sushi to come home this weekend... I need to talk to him.
I'm not sure I'm ready for this. |
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[May. 10th, 2005|12:20 am] |
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[May. 6th, 2005|02:58 pm] |
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[May. 3rd, 2005|09:09 pm] |
i'm sitting on my desk.
if I touch teh flor th spiders will eat me
i don want them to eat me
i feel sick and my hed hrts
cnt slp spders wil et me
afraid... alone... |
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[May. 3rd, 2005|07:28 pm] |
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| | distressed | ] | Wh-where are alll these coming from? They're everywhere? I locked the door and stuffed a blanket under it and they're still coming.
I keep thinking I feel them on me. It hurts and itches all over.
I keep thinking maybe I should call mom... but I don't want to bother her at work.
OH MY GOD! FUCK! There is one ON iklsdgkll;ds;'g |
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[May. 3rd, 2005|06:18 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | anxious | ] | *blinks*
It's not the time of year for spiders, is it? |
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[Apr. 29th, 2005|10:00 pm] |
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[Apr. 25th, 2005|12:20 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | numb | ] | Mom's talking about having me tutored at home now.
She asked me what I thought about that.
I said I didn't really care.
She said she'd think about it, and for now to just work on the assignments my teachers have sent me.
I said that's fine.
I guess... it's fine. |
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[Apr. 18th, 2005|12:48 am] |
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[Apr. 17th, 2005|08:00 pm] |
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| | blah | ] | I'm home.
Have been for a few days.
I'm not sure when I'll be back at school.
That's it... I guess. |
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[Apr. 3rd, 2005|11:04 pm] |
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| | indescribable | ] | [Remote post from cellphone]:
( Bane )
Goodnight, baby. |
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[Apr. 3rd, 2005|12:12 am] |
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[Mar. 27th, 2005|11:54 pm] |
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| | flirty | ] | Sengoku-san, thank you so much, I had a wonderful time. *giggle* Maybe I'll have to let you feed me fudge again some time. ^_~ |
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[Mar. 21st, 2005|12:54 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | aggravated | ] | Well, that settles it.
( Private ) |
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| *giggles* It's just past midnight~ |
[Mar. 14th, 2005|12:13 am] |
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[Mar. 9th, 2005|09:54 am] |
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[Mar. 7th, 2005|10:42 pm] |
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[Mar. 5th, 2005|10:01 am] |
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[Mar. 2nd, 2005|08:10 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | numb | ] | Fuck.
( Private ) |
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