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[Monday, July 21st, 2008 @ 12:04am] |
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[Sunday, July 20th, 2008 @ 11:22am] |
Alright..so I figured I'd elaborate on my last entry. Basically I don't feel like myself lately. I miserably walk around with my head down. I was stronger than this. I thought that being in a relationship again was the right answer, but it reversed the hard work I put forth to become independent. I can't do this. I need to be single. I need myself back.
I thought I was ready.
I thought wrong.
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[Saturday, July 19th, 2008 @ 5:02pm] |
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I'm not as happy as I'm pretending.
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[Sunday, April 13th, 2008 @ 4:11pm] |
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| NEWEST POEM |
[Sunday, December 9th, 2007 @ 9:36pm] |
when all the drugs run out and the bartender locks the doors from the inside you're the only sorry son of a bitch left swaying from the barstool to the exit sign
and no amount of quarters in the jukebox will lessen the blow from a lover long gone past, your hearts won't let you forget and god damnit these nights don't get any easier
when you stumble out the door the parking meters are your only means of support like the long haired ghost of your past who held an entiere country of your mistakes between her breast plate
and you swore to yourself you'd never regret a single memory you'd wanna forget and now you can't even find the courage to look at yourself in shimmering, parked cars
and when the rain starts to fall you shield your eyes with a swollen temper afraid the droplets will reflect something less than a miracle
Before all this, everything was so heavenly
and you sweat, and you sweat it out but this is unlike any other illness infectious, hazardous, cancerous you'd rather die young than have her look the other way she swore she'd grow old and you'd grow old too and the ink your flesh would never get old
but you heard from a friend of a friend of her's she already made an appointment at the rundown shop at the corner you met and you'd rather die young, you'd rather die young
so this is all you have now your memories are only drunken casualties spread across the dark roadway as you drag your feet to the beat of the barking dogs who strayed away from home
and in this moment you realize everyone strays from home or else how would they ever know a house doesn't make a home because in a huge house, you sit alone but when your heart sits in someone else's ribs and they care for it as if it was theirs you are finally home
and you'd kill to go home.
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[Sunday, November 18th, 2007 @ 11:24pm] |
also friend cleanup.. so if you can see this and only a couple of my other entries it means you were deleted.
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[Tuesday, November 13th, 2007 @ 1:46am] |
I don't get why people get famous
while people like this are stuck playing at coffee shops.
i just randomly found this.
Her voice is amazing/
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[Tuesday, November 6th, 2007 @ 9:47pm] |

sweeet face!!

OBV NOT DONE YET!
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[Saturday, November 3rd, 2007 @ 12:52pm] |
I gotta get ready for work.
but don't worry.
Halloween pics WILL be up.
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| GREGORY AND THE HAWK |
[Friday, August 31st, 2007 @ 9:50pm] |
Such beautiful music. I don't feel like talking about whats been going on in my life.
just listen to this song if you ever get a chance.
SEASON POEM gregory and the hawk ___________________________ One by one, the days fall beside us like yellow leaves We have no conscience Oh, what we're becoming
Month by month, the rings on our tree trunks, like old wise eyes, grow wider and winter lends them a dead disguise
Now time- like an ocean knows tide - like a notion to toss about the house and lose inside the couch And piles of our thoughts run miles in the dark just tryin to get home
Age by age, we rhyme with our seasons' rehearsed routines Still turning and returning
Now I'm wide as the ocean Now I bleed roses And you are just a mark on the map of my past But I am a road I wind along alone all day until the coast
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| SIDEKICK |
[Monday, August 20th, 2007 @ 1:49pm] |
I tricked out my sidekick ID..oooh yah!
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