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| Tuesday, August 23rd, 2005 | | 12:12 pm |
| | Saturday, April 16th, 2005 | | 11:17 am |
Awaken in a state, not my own The only thing that's real is that amongst these walls I whisper to a fear that sleeps in my soul Waiting on my conscience but I think I know It hurt me to be angry kills me to be kind But my own torment is my own disguise Waiting on a favor only goes to show There's not much in them for you to hold Awaken to the sudden fact that I've simply wasted chances But I'm not yet to die Waiting for my temperament to calm Maybe they can't hear the cracks behind these eyes It hurt me to be angry kills me to be kind But my only torment is my own disguise Waiting for the favors they only go to show There's not much in them for you to hold It starts to become something you can't touch But you can feel There's something else surrounding me It's not easy to see Awaken to the only chance I've got, I hide behind these walls I look through the cracks I see the same mistakes That I once made, well all that I can tell you is there is a price to pay The Gits-- Bob(Cousin O.) Current Mood:  pensive | | Saturday, February 12th, 2005 | | 12:52 pm |
couldn't resist  You're known for starting trouble. But you play it cool. Besides, no one can resist your sharp eyes and quick wit. *They* eat from the palm of your hand. Though you have weaknesses, which may have deadly consequences, you, are resurrected, as if the gods themselves breathed immortality into you. Take the What Pulp Fiction Character Are You? quiz. | And just for good measure, my male side is...  You're paranoid, and perhaps a bit whacked. Your life experience has made you an introvert. Though you're a true friend, who retains promises and the past in the palm of your hand, you need to let it go -- staying anal retentive forever is not the anwer. Take the What Pulp Fiction Character Are You? quiz. | Talk about schizoid. Current Mood: sweaty from the gymCurrent Music: my anti-Valentine's Day mix | | Saturday, January 8th, 2005 | | 4:10 pm |
bwa ha ha Current Mood:  boredCurrent Music: Sinead O'Connor-Danny Boy | | Sunday, December 26th, 2004 | | 12:33 pm |
I cannot wait to kiss this year goodbye. Pain and fucked up bullshit all around, for myself and so many close to me. A year that ended with one loss after another. I have never been more eager for the new year to come. Despite the fact that it's just one arbitrary date on the calendar, I'm hoping that the change to a new year will bring positive changes along with it. Current Mood:  indescribable | | Wednesday, November 3rd, 2004 | | 12:31 pm |
I guess there's just no way of getting around a bunch of people who think that the president is on a mission from God. I have been very cynical for awhile now, but am even more so now. I have been very alienated for as long, and now feel like I'm in another universe from the majority of the people in this country. I just heard that Bush just got the highest popular vote EVER. To these evangelicals (1/3 of Americans) he can do no wrong. I say we start our own little freak country and secede from the union. Any takers? Current Mood:  gloomyCurrent Music: I'm Afraid of Americans-David Bowie | | Monday, October 11th, 2004 | | 2:14 pm |
Just when you think things can't get any worse, they do. Just when you think you're about as low as you can get, someone has to come along and kick you. I wish that just for once my negative perspective on things didn't turn out to absolutely justified and right-on. Current Mood:  crushed | | Thursday, February 26th, 2004 | | 12:22 pm |
Name analysis, for what it's worth God, I haven't updated in so long, but this just seemed like it had to go in here. Fairly accurate about certain things, actually Ganked from ![[info]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) ultraminxhttp://www.zodiacal.com/- go to "misc" and "what's in a name" Katherine: You have good recuperative abilities and strong mental determination. You are very private and dislike others prying into your affairs. You have much enthusiasm with a driving attitude toward achievement in life. Your privacy is important to you. You have a rich inner life. You work hard to achieve material success through your own efforts. You can be quite inventive and quite curious. You enjoy a challenge. You can take thought-directed actions. You are relatively demonstrative in your affections. You enjoy being stroked verbally and physically. You can handle details well. You have a methodical mind. You need to learn to be expressive. You are a person who cannot tolerate being misunderstood. Brighid: You have a tendency to resist change. Don't miss opportunities for growth. You have a love of creature comforts, but must learn to handle money. You have a lack of confidence in your mental abilities and do not like being forced into giving your opinion. You need to learn to give and receive love for love's sake. You have a need to be assured of affection. You are a hard worker when you make up your mind to do a job. You need to learn the true value of material possessions. You have a natural protection in life. You are always saved - especially from yourself. You need to learn to give and receive love for love's sake. You have a need to be assured of affection. You have a discriminating nature coupled with perseverance and family pride. Hull: You work hard to achieve material success through your own efforts. You are soft-hearted with a charitable nature. You have a diplomatic flair to your nature. Equality and fairness are important to you. You must learn the lessons of self-worth; learn to love yourself before you can love others. Current Mood:  curiousCurrent Music: the unending sound of rain | | Thursday, October 30th, 2003 | | 2:44 pm |
Well, royalewcheeze, looks like you got me back for the scratched CD. I miss you, girl. We talkie sometime soon, K? Current Mood:  hornyCurrent Music: goddamned construction outside | | Friday, October 3rd, 2003 | | 12:24 am |
Self-referential-ness Friendster can be so creepy sometimes, like when you are stalking someone in Albuquerque and then stalk one of their friends and find that they are a friend of someone you've stalked in San Francisco. The saddest part of all is that this is the most fun part of my day. My work/school schedule was basically totally berzerk and I had to "downsize", if you will, by quitting one of my THREE part-time jobs. My mom, after having had me call her sobbing two times in a row, put it to me very clearly: could I survive the next two weeks with my work commitments, my school commitments, and my sanity? And I knew that I could probably get through it with everything but my sanity, which is something that I'll probably need to make it through school. My life has been pretty much just school, work, study, sleep (poorly), and then wake up and repeat. Hopefully things will be a little better now. The good news is, I am going to a (very early) Halloween party this weekend. I am bringing an icky Halloween-y desert and Gabriel and I will be doing a dry run (heh heh, insert dirty thought here) of our costumes, Mickey and Mallory from Natural Born Killers. Yes, I am aware that couples wearing matched costumes are sickening, but I hope the toy guns and fake blood splatters will help decrease the cloyingness. I am in much need of drunken fun. Current Mood:  drainedCurrent Music: the forlorn sound of a train in the distance | | Wednesday, September 24th, 2003 | | 11:59 pm |
I can't figure out if I'm really lucky or really unlucky. Within the last two days I've gotten mauled by a feral cat at my new job at the animal shelter and practically burned my apartment down in a grease fire. Yet I am remarkably unscathed, save for a few bites, scratches, and burns. I am somewhat afraid of getting out of bed tomorrow for fear of what may befall me next. Current Mood:  weird | | Tuesday, September 23rd, 2003 | | 8:21 pm |
100% Androgynous Pretty accurate actually | | Friday, September 19th, 2003 | | 1:53 am |
Yeah, so like two weeks ago I was going insane because I didn't have anything to do. Not so much a problem anymore. I wish I'd appreciated the period of calm before the storm. Current Mood:  exhaustedCurrent Music: worries going around and around in my head | | Wednesday, September 10th, 2003 | | 5:21 pm |
I am such an assclown sometimes
After practically having a nervous breakdown/panic attack and getting all boohooey to Gabriel the other day about not having enough moeny/ how I didn't ask for enough financial aid/how I'm gonna be a homeless graduate student the other day, I realized upon receipt of my (substantial) check today that in fact I apparently just can't do math or figure out financial aid froms or soemthing. Very relieved that I'm not in as dire straits as I thought I was, but I feel so dumb for getting so freaked out about it.
I just got kicked offline by some asshole soliciting donations for the police department. Buddy, #1, I hate cops, #2 I have no money, and #3, if it had fucked up this entry, I would have hated cops even more.
Anyway, I am having issues, so I think I'll just end there.
I'm gonna buy CDS now, yay.
Current Mood: not broke
Current Music: Sex Pistols-God Save the Queen | | Wednesday, September 3rd, 2003 | | 9:33 pm |
OK, my actual post. Yes, my computer is actually fixed. It apparently had 616 viruses on it. No wonder it fucking died, geez. You never realize what an internet addict you've become until internet time is confined to a half hour a day at the library. I have a part-time job now, though it won't be quite enough hours. Still gotta find something else as well. And school starts next week, I'm actually really excited. I am such a book-loving dork schoolgirl. Luckily I have plenty of vices to help counteract my nerdiness. Speaking of which, yes, it is only 8:30, and yes, I have already had several beers. Enjoying my last bit of freedom and brain-cell killing before school starts. I've been reading this book from the 60s, Teaching As A Subversive Action, and have been amazed at how resonant and pertinent some of the issues discussed are to the present day. I've had a similar feeling listening to old Dead Kennedys and Circle Jerks; it's like they're fucking psychic or something. I mean, c'mon, they're talking about Afghanistan for crying out loud. Then I realize, it's not that they're prescient, it's that nothing has fucking changed, still the same old bullshit. This is depressing. Yes, Jello, I still think you're a fucking god, you called it, but I now know that it's easy to predict if you know that nothing ever fucking changes. Bah. Enough with the cynicism. What gives me hope is all the goodness that remains in people despite all the forces that turn us against one another. What keeps me going is having the fucking cool as hell friends that I have and now, actually being in love for the first time in my life. Oh God, drunken lj entries is a definite no-no. But oh well. Here I am, I have returned to the world of the glowing screen. Current Mood:  drunkCurrent Music: Banner of Hope-Bar Room Brawl | | Tuesday, September 2nd, 2003 | | 11:23 am |
| | Tuesday, August 26th, 2003 | | 12:39 pm |
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Burn baby burn Hipsters
Circle I Limbo Parents who bring squalling brats to R-rated movies
Circle II Whirling in a Dark & Stormy Wind Scientologists
Circle III Mud, Rain, Cold, Hail & Snow Republicans
Circle IV Rolling Weights The Pope
Circle V Stuck in Mud, Mangled River Styx Bill Gates
Circle VI Buried for Eternity River Phlegyas Creationists
Circle VII Burning Sands George Bush
Circle IIX Immersed in Excrement Rednecks
Circle IX Frozen in Ice Design your own hell | | Tuesday, August 19th, 2003 | | 3:08 pm |
I thought the conspiracy was over, looks like it's only just begun So,I ended up royally fucking up my computer the other day and went to call tech support this morning only to find that, lo and behold, my phone was also not working. So I am totally cut off from the outside world. Having no way for someone to contact you isn't exactly the best thing when you are desperately looking for a job. So, Gabriel and I were supposed to go out to lunch with his dad, but missed it because of a lack of a way to get ahold of him. Then we decided to get pizza instead, only to find the pizza place closed. Argh! This is not my day/lifetime. Must crawl up in fetal position and feel sorry for self. Current Mood:  crappyCurrent Music: worries spinning round and round in my head | | Thursday, August 7th, 2003 | | 2:00 pm |
Screams from the suburbs Long timey no update-y. I am currently writing this at the public library with various people breathing down my neck waiting for the puter. Well, fuck em. I've been in interenet withdrawal and I need my stalking time. So there. The move went as smoothly as could be expected and I'm getting acclimated to my new life in the burbs. I like my new place and my new roomie, so that's a relief. Still no job, although I do have two interviews next week. *crosses fingers* Paying rent for next month sure would be a nice thing. Everything's on the up-and-up with Gabriel. (*snicker* heh, I said 'up-and-up' *Beavis and Butthead laugh*). Yeah, in every possible meaning of up-and-up. We went up to the city to see The Gossip the other night and a good time was had by all. I love going to shows with him because we both love to dance and get sweaty and have fun instead of remaining jadedly detached from the whole thing. We have a similar show-going style. And damn can that lead singer wail. Hey, ultraminx and velvetsiren, I'd love to plan a night out with you as I have basically nothing but time on my hands right now, although not too much money to fill it with. Any club plans? Drinky drinky dancey dancey anyone? Current Mood:  contentCurrent Music: Library sounds |
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