For the first time in 12 years, I saw my computer dying, and it sucked big time. It's dad's lap-top, and he let the virus in, but since it's summer, it's mine too. I killed the virus, but when I got over it, lap-top didn't start again, which is the most frustrating thing ever. You KNOW your files are in there, but you can't touch them, I wanted to rip the chips apart, seriously.

I did manage it though, and got everything back together, still I don't know how. I didn't read it anywhere but I pushed it by instinct maybe? :) Luckily, I had an external drive (as I'm changing computers by seasons :P) I didn't lose anything, but the stress was horrible. It's freaky that how we connect to our files and such, even if we can manage without them. Scary.

Besides that, I did nothing for the last 15 days. I had a girls weekend which was totally needed and was well for my soul. Today, I made all of the www catch-up, pictures, news, mails and such, I'm proud of myself. For years I was a taker from hires communities, and since the last month or so, I'm making some posts as much as I can. I have so many pictures (as I cast celebrities for my books) that it is ridicilious to save them all for myself, it a fan for a fan, we go together, don't we :)

Fandom. I've watched new Heroes trailer, and I'm excited, even though no one is. I have a lot of theories, and I trust the writers, they are not stereotype, I think they can manage.

On Gossip Girl, I'm so very excited too! Not that it's the smartest show ever or such, but I love the colors, I love the visual, and I love Chuck/Blair on-and-off thing, so yeah, I love it too. Also Chace is WAY too pretty to look at. I've watched promos and saw the stills of it too, I'm all updated :)

I'm happy for Britney, saw the VMA commercials, and I truly hope that she can get throught this thing ASAP. She was laughing like her old days, and I got happy for her.

Also, I think this is far most the longest entry that I've made within months. So YAY! :))

isn't it odd that i have NOTHING to say about my life right now? I feel that i am whining, like always. I don't do that, but it feels like if i'd ever come here and talk about my life then (it was hard for this last few months) it would be like i was always coming here for attention and such. Which was not. Guess I was embarrassed.

WTF.

I'm good! I'm quite busy, my term just got started, yet i am good, and hey, look, I'm still around! I didnt check my flist though, are you going to strike? I guess I'll do it anyway because I won't post tomorrow LOL.

Since I'm a language freak, and also for CV reasons (Resume for USA guys :P), I wanted to learn an another language in addition for years.

I took Italian 2 years ago but we didn't get along very well, and I was alone, so I decided to quit. 8 years ago I took German for 3 years in high school, but it didn't work out due to my teacher. 12 years ago I took English, and we are still on each others shoulders :P

I'm not saying my English is the best, but I'm trying not to forget it, now that's a different area. For 7 years I was breathing in English, but in university it vanished all of a sudden that it hurt. My academics are in Turkish and I gave my profession in English 4 years ago, so it left me with nothing. That lead me to LJ and stuff.

I wanted to take Spanish classes after Italian ones, but I postponed it so much that in the end no one believed me that I would.

But yesterday, all of a sudden, I wanted to do it. I found livemocha.com, free with language courses, and people correcting each other, I signed up. Courses are pretty, easy and no different then language classrooms. With me, my best friend signed up too, and we are in it together now, it's nice to have someone to bug with new sentences and words that you learn :)

One of the reasons I'm back to LJing that I don't want to lose my English on the way :) I think it'll be nice to do something useful, at least more useful than the other things that I'm doing.

-- LOL, it's so funny that spell check doesn't acknowledge LJ as a word. :)

i've checked all of my friends, and i'm happy.

it's amazing that how you guys still keep me in your locked away parts, it really means something.

and people say you can't have friends over www. isn't this like real? Like i don't talk with my high school friend but when we get in touch it doesn't matter anymore? like we can continue from where we left off? it feels exactly the same.

i saw that some of you have turned over 20, the first big rank of life, congratulations. they say it's the door of life, it really is. scary it may be, but you won't understand how time passed while it wasn't moving when you get 23 in a second.

i guess i got emotional and thoughtful over these stuff by just looking over flist. but it did affect me, seeing those all together was overwhelming :)

hello all! :D

my first term is over (in case you forgot, i couldn't graduate last year and now i'm on my extended years) and for all it goes, the results are looking GOOD! i'm quite happy, but since i didn't get all of my results, i'm trying not to be SUPERhappy about it. i don't want to fall on my face again, it hurts, believe me.

i decided to get away from www in the beginning of term you know, i thought i could handle it with LJ and all other social things i was doing, but since i got caught in the act, i handled only Turkish stuff of my own, my site, my fics and things like that. the other parts i couldn't even had a breathe to do it.

and now, i'm in the middle of my term-break, I'll try to be good and talkative, i hope I can! It's like everyday I get so bored out of my mind, and I said to myself today "WHY THE HELL AM I NOT UPDATING?"

and here i am. :D

*rushes to flist, hopes to understand how are you guys holding up*

have you seen this David Anders photo before? I'm sure I didn't!



I was just surfing around on image search, and I had a heart attack :))
The page says it's a still from a movie called "Circadian Rhythm". Interesting. source

I'm so hungry like woah.

Today, I decided to study for the new term, but then I checked the schedule, I saw that I passed all of the lessons of today last year, so I'm free for today. I decided to study day by day with the current schedule. Yay me, just like high school.

I saw a girl on comments thread at ontd that her ex photoshopped one of her photos into a blowing one, she is so scared that he'll pass the fake photo to her school. he's using it at his myspace default even, what a dick. I smiled how ontd'ers decided to go all shit to him, also giving advices to girl to talk to her parents. I really really don't miss high school. boys were dicks, girls were bitches, it didn't even change for now either, but at least you can say fuck off to their faces. you couldn't do that in HS, what a commune.

Heroes tonight, yay! I saw NBC's clips, it looks good.

Heroes is going so good.

( 2x02 - Lizards )

2 days ago I asked myself what I was doing, and the answer was nothing. I was doing nothing, and it bothered me so. There were things waiting, people waiting (not just LJ of course), but I saw that I kept them away, and it bothered me so.

I'm happy with the way that I'm wasting my time, my beloved friends, my family, but realizing that I'm keeping only that circle upsets me. I didn't suddenly wanted to outside either, but things that I'd like to do, like being here, or like hanging out with my pals? Yes, I suddenly wanted to do that.

So I jumped back in. Changed my look, colors, userpics, and I'm posting this.

I didn't do many things in this lost time, I was busy with school, and happily, I find myself successful, I was so scared of not being able to do what I had to do. Besides that, I've been focusing on my career, hopefully I'll be successful on that too, I'm not only at the beginning: looking for a job.

On the fandom base, I'm following House and Grey's from old school. From the new ones, I'll follow Private Practice, and now Heroes. I wasn't into it last year, but I got hooked up on summer.

I watched House, and it was totally amazing, just the way I liked, and I'm so happy with it. House/Wilson and House/Cuddy is back in my life, who can be unhappy?

I'll watch Private Practice after dinner, or late in the night, and I seriously hope that it was good, the general reaction is bad, but we'll see.

About Heroes, I'm frustrated. I thought this fandom would be so much of a share-able, but no, I couldn't even downloaded it whole, people grabbed the links and ran-away, no one shared it more. I'm really angry, I hoped for something else.

So yes, I'm kind of back :) *reads flist*

Just one word for one of the best seasons of Ally McBeal : Larry.

So, here we go:



( Sample caps.. )


If you like them, here is the zip file..
33 caps in total, and their sizes are 770x520..

The space and bandwidth is provided by amazing cooldecade. :D
You may check my memories for my other cap posts..


Oh, and about credit! :)

- Don't claim them as your own. I did these.
- I nicely ask for credit, that is not because I'm a narsist person, just tell everyone that these caps are available, and so they can find and dowload these just like you did :D Let them download these when they're online, ok? :D
- Besides this, it would be nice if you credit me :D Who wouldn't want it :)

You will comment if you take them, wont you? See you! :D

LOL :) I had saved myself from "how did I made my layout like this?" with this tutorial, but now, I frequently answer "how did I put that gray thing in the back of my icon posts?" :D

( Lesson is about to begin ;) )

Allright. As a lot of my RL friends are using free accounts, and they are jealous because we can use that pretty moodthemes, I'm giving you the simplest guide to use moodthemes in your free account :D

you can use moodthemes in free accounts too :)
upload images to a server, and when you want to use your mood theme on your entry, use this code :


I feel : <img src=""> mood name


for example, you want to use your "tired" mood, and you mood theme is on here : http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v389/awakencordy/moodthemes/pb-awakencordy/tired.jpg you're gonna have to use this code :


I feel : <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v389/awakencordy/moodthemes/pb-awakencordy/tired.jpg"> tired


and it'll look like this :

I feel : tired

hope that helps :)

Look at my icon!!! I won first place, first place at alias_contest with that one! *gasp* yay me! :D

I love white on icons. As you'll see, I only used 2 brushes this time, and with white. I like them :D As for the result, even if you say "they look similiar!!" at least I've copied myself :)))) *g*

Well, anyways :D 80 icons, multi fandom, and a christmas set of fandoms :D

If you like these, please tell me. Because this is the simplest set I've ever posted :)

ETA: the little texts on some brushes: even I dont know what they say :)) they're tiny text brushes, ok? :D

Teaser:

   

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