o... hai gaiz.

Somehow I managed to... draw stuff. Work gives me time to actually bother doing this.

( So, have sum artz )

Work is balls. And if you have to go grocery shopping any earlier than 9 o'clock in the morning, I hate you ㅎ_ㅎ

What's been on the schedule the past few days: sleep, sleep, and more sleep, because I'm just incapable of doing that when I'm supposed to. And I've been unmotivated to do anything in general, really, so sleeping is much easier than making myself do stuff.

Thanks to everyone who replied to my last post, though. Not that this is anything new, but lately I've been feeling astoundingly shitty so it's nice to be able to look at something filled with warm fuzzies.

Uhg, I've got so much to do, and I have no idea where to begin. Not that most of it is anything extremely important, but... yeah. Stuff I'd like to work on. Or should just do because I committed myself to it. Blah blah stuff that doesn't make sense since I just woke up. Again.

Okay, that's all on today's Extremely Exciting Life Update, tune in for next time when I might actually have something interesting to read \o/

One little compliment can make you feel amazing. So give me a compliment, anything in the entire world, even that my shoelaces are pretty. Put this in your journal. And once you get some comments, put that entry in a memory or tag and when you are feeling down, just go to that entry and this will remind that you're not so bad in other people's eyes after all.

There's a handful of things I should be doing right now. Instead, I'm going to cling to Mr. Fishy and enjoy my nice comfy bed. I could not sleep to save my life last night orz

It's been forever since I've stayed up until stupid o'clock marathoning video games @_@ So uh.. my sister's TV has been out here for a while, and for some reason it took me up until yesterday to realize I could drag out my PS2 here. So I've been playing games since \o/ Um. Sorry if it seems like I've been ignoring everyone. I'm here! Honest. Just... game. You lost it.

After all this time I've finally picked up Devil Summoner again, and I'm pretty close to beating it now! Needless to say I've been enjoying the crap out of it. It's really whack, but of the good sort. Bah, what am I saying, it's Megaten for christsake.

Well, I've got until Thursday night to marathon stuff. And boy is it gonna suck trying to get to bed, I have the retarded early shift on Friday... Curse my hobbies ~_~

AND WITH THAT I SLEEP. \o/

went to video games live last night. like last year, it was pretty freakin' amazing :| i wish they could play like six hours of stuff bawww it's all so good, even the stuff I'm not really familiar with TAT sob.

i'm too sleepy to capslock about it though DX floors suck for sleeping on. i'd go take a nap but i just started washing my bedsheets so... B|

and um... yeah \o/ last night was v. fun and awesome.

how's everyone else :x

http://www.square-enix.co.jp/ctds/

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oh yeah also hi to everyone I met at the f!s friending meme ♥

DEAR DIARY

TODAY WAS A GOOD DAY *A*

so today I did the impossible seen the invisible broke the unbreakable by doodling something out I didn't think sucked beyond all comprehension. this is quite a feat for me because I thought I convinced myself that I gave up on drawing, but apparently I still get bored enough to doodle stuff out--?!
I LIKE THE RESULTS, SO HERE, LET ME SHOW YOU IT:
in b4 duski you predictable whore

The hand(s?) is/are kind of fail, but as much as I like drawing them they require EXTREME CONCENTRATION to get right, and that is unfortunately something I cannot put effort into in between customers. Unless I want my manager to bitch at me or something. So you get a half-assed one and the other one hidden. :|b

My P3 doujin also came in today *___* It is very cute and adorable and I need to buy more doujins from this fandom. HELLO I... I am... a lost cause, aren't I :(

sigh maybe someday I'll talk about something that isn't related to this stupid game >:(

....... So. Uh.

I THINK SPAMBOTS GOT MY E-MAIL LOLOL.

I haven't even bothered to read the entire thing because I saw the ENTIRE LIST OF ADDRESSES it sent spam to and now I'm kind of really really embarrassed about it. Mostly because a good chunk of those people are from like rps and shit as opposed to people I actually know. AAAUUUUGH.

So if you got one, that's why.

Today is looking promising already.

It's been four days already. Can you stop being sore now?


And because charmwitch is a perv, no, I have not been deep throating :||||

Redid my profile, lulz. It's simple, as usual, but I had to do an absolute crapton of redrawing parts of the image. You can probably tell where, hurr. Anyway, I'm happy with the turnout, so yaaay.

And I should probably say what I did down at A-kon, before I put it off and forget like I did last year. SO--!

While my previous years at A-kon have been more fun, at least everything this year went incredibly smoothly compared to them.

( Friday )

( Saturday )

SUNDAY
Nothing exciting here hahaha. Chilled with Carrie some more before we left early. The three of us were pretty wiped so we didn't stay long. We made it home in a little under three hours again, thankfully, I was pretty grumpy and crabby myself XD;;;;

And that's it! Sorry I don't really have any images, but I didn't bring my own camera because I didn't have batteries and I was too lazy to buy a memory card for it. Jamie's got a lot of them uploaded in her journal if you wanna take a peek, though.

Now I'm just waiting for AFest in August! I'm looking forward to hanging out with everyone again.

uhg home

I am so tired & sore and my head feels like it's gonna explode djdkjsk

I'll make a real post about it later when I'm not feeling like death =A=

brb, a-kon

If you wanna look for me, I'll be cosplaying as Shino from .hack//G.U. on friday and Ema Skye (1-5 version) from Phoenix Wright on Saturday! Or you can text me your cell #, I set it up in my profile so you can just send it through there! (Be sure to tell me who you are though :v) I... think that should work!

Anyway, for anyone interested in coming/watching, there's gonna be a PW photoshoot on Saturday @ 12:30 pm, down by the artists' alley. Later that night we're (being kihanna, alycorn and meee) having a PW party in our room, much in the same fashion that we did at AFest! Most of the people from last year's A-kon and AFest should be there, or so we're hoping!

TL;DR SEEYA GUYS SUNDAY NIGHT \o\

SIGH.

That's generally how I feel about life right now. I'm so lethargic and unmotivated to do anything and ffff.
At least A-kon is this weekend. Will post more about it later.

and the friggin' bird won't stop trying to fly into my hair

me: ahahaha oh my god
mitsu: we could!
mitsu: and what happened kouhai?
me: I... totally didn't set my alarm clock but I somehow woke up when I needed to anyway.
mitsu: lol
mitsu: your inner cock is epic
mitsu: ...
mitsu: *clock
mitsu: *CLOCK
mitsu: YOU SEE NOTHING
me: .....

fujitsubo makes my day sometimes.

Does anyone want a $5 coupon for Play Asia? The offer expires at the end of June and I'm pretty sure I won't be using it by then, considering I've been spending a lot of money on games and will probably be continuing that for con adventures at the end of the month. Hopefully. So yeah, whoever wants it and will use it, hit me up :T

Umm, yeah. I'm more or less finished with Episode Aegis, so I started DDS. I really should finish Devil Summoner first since it's the shorter game out of P3/DDS/Nocturne (which arrived in the mail today, whee). Eh, idk, I'll get around to it. Maybe I should stop RPing so much so I can concentrate on my games.

Aaaaaaand Duski continues being a nerd, as usual \o\~

Okay, still playing Episode Aegis, and I'm pretty close to flipping tables everywhere because JESUS H. CHRIST AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

My thoughts on yaoi the game so far, in AIM transcript format, mainly because I'm usually spazzing at people in chatrooms while I play.

This... this is how I feel most of the time:

me: all magic null + stupid high physical defense + mudo and hama + magarudyne raep = DO NOT WANT
jo: wow that sounds like fantastic fun
delphi: ....oh orz that's horrible D8
jo: if you're into prison rape
me: oh yeah I'm having a blast
me: kind of like bashing my head into a pointed brick wall
jo: don't get too excited and hurt yourself in your joy, Duski

( and now for more story specific ones )

I AM SUCH A NERD, GOD. I PROMISE TO A GIVEN DEITY OF YOUR CHOICE I'LL STOP TALKING ABOUT THIS GAME EVENTUALLY.

Soooo mom tells me that in the big foresty lot of land across the road behind our house, they're planning on building a.... gas station?! (I haven't bothered looking yet, but she says there's this huge sign out there saying COMING SOON, WHATEVER.) god wtf. Four years ago there was NO road behind our house, then they paved a tiny one, then 389,345,457,237,456,734 people started driving back there, so they're currently expanding the road, and... uhg.

I mean, I can sleep through the world ending, but I kind of miss the days where I didn't have to listen to cars driving by and stereos blaring and lights glaring through my window and all that jazz. GB2/DOWNTOWN/ YOU WHORES.

It rained forever today. Not that I minded. I like rain! Except when it floods everything. But otherwise I like rain!

My oldest sister and her boyfriend copied all my video games, lol. I don't know why, all I have are mostly RPGs save for like, Katamari and whatever else. I really don't think those would interest them at all, nor do they have the time to invest in them. Ah well.

Dnhurr I'm not sure what else. Except this!
✖✔ POSITIVE+NEGATIVE MEME - RP EDITION ✔✖
lol memes. I'll go comment on the people I know if I see you \o\

Umm. Today was a surprisingly good day~ ♪

I only got three hours of sleep before work but I didn't feel like death, yay. I uh, had a very awkward moment at work today... >_> Walked into the restroom, but the lady in there left it unlocked and she was still doing her thing and asdfhj; yeah it was. Awkward. ... Please lock the door before using, people.

Anyway not long after my break, the power went out. When everyone fell silent (y'know, that moment of "wtf just happened") I accidentally went "\o/ YES" too loud, hahaha |D We couldn't do anything for the next few hours so we all just sat around and talked and stuff. ... Going down the frozen food asile was creepy, the freezer lights were all flickering like something out of a horror movie in a dark hallway. c_c;;;; About a half hour before the end of the shift the manager was like :| GO HOME so I went \o\

After that my dad and I went to the mall. EB Games Gamestop had DDS1!!!!111 YOU BET YOUR ASS I BOUGHT THE HELL OUT OF THAT THING. Because I totally need another game on my TO PLAY list, huh? Hey, maybe I can get one of those backlog things now... All I gotta find is DDS2 and I'll have all the Megaten games I want! So far. I'm sure there's more but they're for like... the old Nintendo lol. Oh, I ordered Nocturne!! I'm feeling less and less like a SMT noob as the days go by! Now just gotta... y'know, play them :'D;;; Which will be soon.

Then we walked around for a while and got food 'cause I was hungry. ... Then my oldest sister and my niece walked by rotfl. So they chilled with us. ... Then my other sister walked by so she chilled with us. This was totally a crazy coincidence hahaha ):

AND HOME /o/

It's crazy how I can talk about what I did today when I actually did things!!

Er yeah. I had something else to say, I think, but I don't remember it. Ah well. Eventful Sunday was eventful.

( FES goes here )

Aaaand that's with that |D

Um... MEME TIME, because. Yeah. Memewhore, you know how I roll by now.

second annual "think positive" meme

I'll make my rounds on everyone I know eventually if you comment to the meme too ;w;b

But holy shit, FES!!

For the curious, I started on Episode Aegis first. I'm reeeeally tempted to just go AWFUCKIT and boot up Episode Yourself, but... ahahah I have really shallow reasons why I want to do the sequel first. *coughs* It's, uh, KIND OF STRANGE. It's all the same characters but it just feels weird. I'll put my thoughts into words later, right now I'm... I'm trying NOT TO DIE. Auuuuugh. Can I have Tartarus back? They let you heal before semi-bosses there! NOPE, NOT THIS TIME. Let's travel eight friggin' floors and then fight the boss right afterwards sdfhklajksdhsdk godddddd.

Ahahahaha. I- I love this game. I really do. But that right there is a little frustrating... Kind of a disadvantage.

Whoo! Okay. Must play must play must play. Sigh, I wish I didn't have work so early tomorrow, I'm gonna be up all night, aaaaa.

In unrelated news, happy birthday to that nutcase albireo! Stay crazy and all that jazz.

I would do anything for some painkillers right now. anything.

( tmi cut lol )

nnngh

Haha, my workplace is definitely screwed... as in, it's getting no business at all. Well, this was obvious before, but. They've made a completely new schedule of shifts, lowering the amount of people working per day, and cut just about everybody's hours in half. Ironically, I have more hours now. I was a bit grumpy over working 12-8 now (I hate that that shift. uhg), but looking at the other shifts like the nosy bastard I am... it's actually one of the better ones, haah.

AWESOME.

So uh, other than that, I've got no other terribly exciting news to report. Well, aside that I am v. v. v.x999999999.99 tired. Getting up at seven am is JUST AS AWESOME. Especially when nobody even comes in the store until like 9. Ahurhur.

That's all, because I'm sure you guys care SO MUCH about my job :'D

Aah~ I've done nothing but dabbled in video games for the past week. I wish there were more hours in the day so I could do more of it without time FLYING BY like a rocket on speed, sheesh. (i.e. "WHAT, IT'S ALMOST THREE ALREADY?!") Devil Summoner is proving to be pretty interesting so far, although all the district names... are still confusing me. (... There's a shrine I need to go to next but five seconds after learning it the name completely escaped me.) So, lest I want Death by Bossadant, I booted up Mana Khemia. HELLO BRIGHT AND HAPPY ANEEMOO ARR-PEE-JEE, HOW R U 2DAY. If I close my eyes, it's Akihiko mumbling to a kitty. God why. But considering how gay half of Island chat is for the game, I've no doubts it'll be at least an entertaining play.

Siiiigh, I feel like I have so much I need to do, but when I think about it, I really don't. Why do I feel so overwhelmed when I'm not XD;;;

Mm-mmm~ I've seen this floating around for a while, and I wonder if anyone would do this meme. Call it curiosity! Although it could turn out to be interesting. Here goes:

"Leave me an anonymous comment pouring your heart out. Say anything. Tell me your stories, your secrets, those things no one ever asks but you wish to tell. Tell me about your love, your hate, your indifference, your joy. Tell me about what's inside of you when you're reading through these entries on your friends list, and tell me why you continue to come back here. Tell me anything. Tell me what you really think of me or yourself. Anything.

Post anonymously. Speak honestly. Post as many times as you like."

... Basically, a long winded way of saying 'SUP ANONYMOUS MEME. So, if anyone cares to, hit me up.

Despite the fact I have quite the array of games I need to finish, I went and bought more of them to play. Hahaha oh why, I swear these could keep me entertained for the next year...

I got Mana Khemia and... the game with the longest title ever, which I must type out to prove so, Shin Megami Tensei: Devil Summoner: Raidou Kuzunoha vs the Soulless Army. (that one is all your fault, aigis -A-) Anyway! I'm really excited to have found another Megaten game. I really want to get into the rest of the franchise, but holy jesus god Nocturne and DDS1&2 are beyond fucking impossible to find. I hate you, Atlus, for your limited supply of games you make. Bawww, etc.

Uhg, my credit card bill is gonna be so high this month, I've been spending a lot of money. 9_9 good thing I can afford it, aha ha ha...

Oh, right, before all that though, since I apparently win at posting things on time... I acquired Apollo Justice a while ago. I loved that game. It was really, really fun (and after the chore that was JFA, incredibly refreshing). Now I, uh, just need to play T&T, which I've been meaning to mooch borrow from Jamie. I forgot to last time! Whoooops. Oh well. *is a bad fan :C*

Not that I mean to end this off in a negative note, but, uhg. After recent events, I have this bad feeling things are gonna start getting really, really rough. Funny how one little choice you make in life, can send you spiraling down this path of ngghh god whyyyy.

I love this icon. Lisa's so cute ♥

Something you normally don't expect to happen five minutes before you have to leave for work:

Me: *out of shower \o/*
Mom: .. oh! oh! Can I cut your hair?
Me: ... wha
Mom: Pleeeease?
Me: B- but... I have to get ready for work.
Mom: C'mooon let me cut it.
Me: But--
Mom: :(!!1
Me: .. oh fine.

So now I have a haircut -3-;;;

Work itself, however, frustrated me to no end today. Everyone, for the love of god, please fucking learn English before you have every question under the moon for me. AGE LONG LANGUAGE DEBATE GOES HERE, LOL. Somebody then called the store asking how one would write a letter to Mr. Hodge (the owner). Umm... IDK, ANY WAY YOU WANT???? Auuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuugh.

Right now pasta is helping to alleviate work raeg. Thank god I have off tomorrow.

Nghh I had to wake up early so I could stuff myself silly with dericious bbq -3-v For me and my oldest sister's birthdays, whoo. (Hers is on the 23rd, mine is on the 26th :B) Ahaha I will admit it's sort of a pain getting me out of the house, I'm such a hermit, but I like hanging out with my family when we do. Except when somebody gets bitchy. c.c

We're gonna have cake later from La Madeline. Fuck yes you are the best cake ever and better not be a lie or I will cry.

And now I will kill myself trying to get as much done with this app today as possible orz. Because I am apparently insane, I'm writing another app for damned. It should probably be really easy to guess who it is, for I am HIGHLY PREDICTABLE and a dork. I only started it last night procrastinator much hurr and I need to finish it within a week. Bah. D8 NOVEL APPS POR QUE.

OH CARRIE! CARRIIEEE! I got your card like... two days ago XD I totally laughed myself silly, you dork ♥ ilu.

And... a meme, because I am a meme whore 8D

☏ ☎ IF YOU WERE atoli ☎ ☏

I am so tired. Uhg.

So aahhh... Thank you to everyone for the birthday wishes -3-// I turn 20 today. orz I'm getting old. Where did my childhood go? D8

Today I WORKED! Which is why I'm tired.

Also? .HACK//G.U. TRILOGY GETTO DAZE FUCK YES It was very pretty. The plot was... it.. was okay, I guess. BUT THAT'S OKAY, IT WAS VERY PRETTY. ;3; *STARTS CAPPING THE HELL OUT OF IT*

Hmmhmm... XD

SO YEAH, IT'S NOT ONLY MY BIRTHDAY TODAY, IT'S ALSO jigglygrlcarrie's, TOO! HAPPY BIRTHDAY, CARRIE 8D I LOVE YOU LONG TIME ♥ ♥ ♥ And tomorrow is clover_magic's! We're just one big clusterfuck of birthdays, aren't we.

Whoooooooooo.

Okay so I AM HOME \o/

Matsuri was fun -3- Not epic, but fun. All I really did was wander around aimlessly or fall asleep at kihanna's table in the artist's alley XD I didn't get much sleep this weekend. Umm, Friday I went around in my Ema Skye costume (I think the wig is officially dead... well not dead, but it's gotten really frizzy now). Saturday I wore my Shino costume for the first time.. it got WAY more attention than I ever expected XD Maybe it was the hat! I don't know. Either way I didn't expect so many people to be familiar with the character. I got harassed for photographs like every five minutes and even managed to get my own personal creepy guy finding me everywhere I went and trying to start a conversation every time and it was very DO NOT WANT D:

THAT ASIDE it was pretty fun, I was happy to know that it wasn't that obscure! XD (I had like everyone asking me WHERE'S YOUR HASEO. I was the only .hack cosplayer orz no Haseo, sorry.)

And, as expected when attending at ANY con, I got swag!

( swag ahoy )

That's all |D;; No photos because I forgot my camera at home (and I had no batteries anyway).

And now I am really effen tired, time to get ready for bed -3-v

holy ahir I CAN'T Type on this laptop for shit and I'm like falling asleep on the keubard so mind the typos because the light is off and I hve no idea where the backspace key i ANYWAY

day one- fun day was fun. walked around a lot and sat around even more at kihanna's bitchin' artist alley's table. I bought a crapload of figures, my most exciting find being the Aigis figure. From rhe.. Kobayawhatever line, not the other one... er. I'll take pictures when I get home, I forgot my camera.

I kinda forgot to post yesterdat I was gonna be gone and I didn't think I'd get to yoink a laptop for a while, so here it is now. Hiatusing in all my rps until I get home for obvious reasons.

hfhfdhhj teag ut' dnt eif ved I am so friggin' tired g'night everyne.

Thank you Ropei :') I WILL WIN IT SOMEDAY, JUST YOU WATCH.

orz still need to unlock bank account, but I don't want to call anyone -A- Nrrgh. I hate banks so much. And for some reason my flist is messing up now-- entries are showing up on the sidebar and sdjkfhsdk aaauugghhh

I have a million stuff to do but I've been so tired lately. I need to work on my resume but I really don't want to do that sdfhjkl. It needs to write itself. And Anime Matsuri is this weekend, yaaaay. Finally, a con *3* I know I don't have many people in the Houston area on my flist but... anyone going?!

And um... that's about it. \o\ Pointless post is pointless.

fuck you security questions. just. fuck you.

oh hello weather when did it get to be in the middle of frickin' july.

Needless to say it is REALLY HOT and I want it to be winter again already. orz I'm not looking forward to the summer coming up.

Anyway. In more rockin' news, I can has P2 working in all it's crappy PSX graphics glory \o/ So much for the three other games I still need to play and beat! :9

Augh I need to redo my icons, too much .hack and persona crap. Blehhh. I wish we had more space, 118 slots is lamesauce.

OH RIGHT I have a lot of new people on my flist so I kinda forgot to mention. Or if you missed it last time. I have an RP filter that I use to spam everybody with my adventures and whatever in... RP, lulz. I know I'm a geek. So if you want on or off just lemme know. Anyone's allowed in it, I just don't wanna spam people who don't want to be with it.

Mrff I bought lots of food tonight, Imma eat that -3-v

LJ, GET RID OF EXPAND

I WANT TO FREAKIN' USE UNFOLD AGAIN, BUT I CAN'T BECAUSE EXPAND SCREWS IT UP

I FEEL LIKE MY CHILD HAS BEEN TAKEN AWAY FROM ME OR SOMETHING EQUALLY DRASTIC AND HEARTBREAKING

askf kjshkshkwfwjoweowfj02sdn

[/pointless frustrated post of the morning]

me: I have my own failure story to convey
deji: wut duski.
deji: :o!!
me: so last night I was going to bed
me: and I turned my ceiling light on
me: mind you it's very effen bright
me: anyway so it's like 5 am so of course it's dark outside
me: so I crawl into bed
me: and get comfy and stuff
me: and something feels TERRIBLY AMISS
me: like something is very, very clearly off but I can't tell what it is
me: it took me like ten minutes to realize I forgot to turn off the light
izzy: ...
gunther: LAUL
leah: ....
izzy: rofl
kai: ........d-duski
deji: ....
deji: ah.
deji: duski
me: ...
kai: [p-pats]
kai: ):
deji: duski-tan is cute in a sad way ):
me: I- I know I failed.

sob.

I know I posted like... an hour ago, but I'm in a talkative mood today it seems. And I want to do fandom tarding, k.

Poked through episode seven of Trinity Soul again because it was actually somewhat interesting. Man, if this series was actually its own thing instead of being set in the P3verse, I wouldn't have as many issues as I do about it. But... bleeeh, from the way things are going I don't think they're gonna explain anything. I'm guessing they only did it because of how popular the game got, eheh. (Is it just me, or is TS more similar to the first two/three/lol Persona games, anyway?)

And Jun continues to be adorable 8D

I put down my replay of P3 now because, omg, FES in April, I will replay it with all the extra badassery. I'm so happy it's coming XD I HOPED SO MUCH IT WOULD...! So yeah, Disgaea things. GUYS GUYS GUYS. I FINALLY BEAT MIDBOSS. A few days ago. Or maybe longer. STILL THIS IS AN ACCOMPLISHMENT. Do you know how many times his stupid mage and archer killed me before. STUPID GEOBLOCKS. STUPID... FORGETTING YOU CAN THROW PEOPLE ACROSS THE MAP XO STUPID STUPID STRATEGY.

lol it will take me a million years before I get to Phantom Brave. Who knows if I'll ever get to play Odin Sphere because MY CONTROLLER STILL WON'T WORK FOR THIS ONE, SINGLE GAME, WTF.

And holy crap, next month, Trilogy will come out. FINALLY. I am psyched about it, no matter how many people are saying it sucks/it's going to suck. THIS IS ME NOT CARING K.

I am obviously in a much better mood than I was when we came home -A-;;;

To end things off, because once again I am a whore for memes, --->tell me stuff anonymously derp<--- 'Cause... yeah, why not. These kinda things can be entertaining, and I'm bored. |D

Whooooo need to do tags and stuff I am falling behiiiiiind.

Lesse... Woke up fifteen minutes after I was supposed to leave for work.* Managed to fling glasses across the room when grabbing at them.** Was late. Nobody cared.

*This was intentional.
**This was not. Don't ask me how long it took me to FIND them.

To-Do List:
- Punch Teddi in the face next time I see her
- Put in two weeks notice on Wednesday
- Get the hell out of there

That's right, you heard me. I'm quitting. I've had enough. If my job is making me dread my very existence, I think it's time to go. I'm sure my mom is thrilled to know this. My dad will probably be more so.

Life, let's try to make things better for us.

[fangirl mode]

OH EM GEE orphen said FES showed up in their systems at her store *A*A*A*A*A* IT'LL BE OUT IN APRIL *A*A*A*A* BRB HYPERVENTELLATING

[/fangirl mode]

D| I couldn't sleep for crap last night. My insides kept on being cranky and angry and urghhh.

Okay time to... get stuff done today! (hahaha.)

On this fine night experienced and I were quite bored, so she hit up crunchyroll for another ~*azn movie*~ for us to entertain ourselves with.

The movie in question? Suicide Club. How did I feel about this movie? I'll copypasta the IM conversation to say this:

lita: LOL THE END
me: what
lita: you heard me
me: .... WHAT WAS THIS.
lita: mindfuck :>
me: ... I WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND YOU JAPAN
me: NEVER
lita: so :V
lita: how was it
me: well lita.
me: that was...
me: the most fucked up hour and a half I ever had to experience.

/)__(\

OKAY SO I ACTUALLY DID ENJOY THE MOVIE, b- but, wow. It was really, really... morbid? Gruesome? What?

Sobbbb I want chocolate and we have none. TAT

After not touching Disgaea since November (... oops), I've decided that hey, I should probably play the damn game, considering I kind of really want to. So I did, and dare I say I think I finally got the stupid thing figured out? (Realization #1: No, you don't actually need to bring out your entire party to successfully clear a map... that made leveling quite a problem.) This is one game that requires some serious GRINDAN, it took me a few hours just to boost Laharl, Etna, and three Prinnies from level 6 to 9~10. It gets faster to level eventually, right?

Should level my Cleric too D: And.. probably trash my axe dude (I'm tempted to call him a Merchant.. Also, I had no idea what I was doing when I made him), then make a better party. Also, what level would any of you suggest to start rolling around the Item World at? I'm a little hesitant to start doing so so soon XD

Now that I was finally not ripping out my hair in confusion, I enjoyed playing it :< Hooray.

I need to seriously start beating myself to sleep instead of thinking BUT I DUN WAAAAANNA GO TO BED D8 on nights before I work. /ded ded ded 4srs.

Today was okay though, the lot of us were being nerds for most of the day and it was kinda slow.

um okay I had something I wanted to say but I forgot, three hours of sleep does not make a coherent duski.

So I'll be an attention whore instead 8D!!

☆ THE ROLEPLAYERS LOVE MEME ☆

if you want to ahah. I'm trying to find everyone else I raburabu in ze world of rp to comment on so... lemme give you love too :O

I've decided to join the ranks of the cool kids and make my own Tegaki account. It looks like fun \o/ And entertaining... hopefully it'll give me something to do when bored XD

A few days ago I started rereading Detective Conan XD; I've forgotten how much I missed this series... although not how awesome it is \o\ I need to catch up on all the chapters I've been missing.

And... that's about it :v

t- trap-tan~~~ ♥ ;w; ♥ ♥ ♥

THINGS ARE LOOKING UP TwT

Batteries have died in wireless mouse.

No other AA batteries in this house exist.

I'd raid the remote controls but I seem to have done that already in previous "oh dammit need batteries for mouse" adventures.

Ask me how many AAA and D batteries we have. I dare you.

While it's not impossible, it is such a huge pain in the ass to navigate Firefox with the keyboard alone.

I hate wireless mice/mouses/things so much.

Note to bird: I am going to guess you really, really like my hair. Even so, please stop flying into my hair at every chance you get D: Thank you.

So I had this really weird dream last night where I lied down to take a nap and... woke up ten years later rotfl. (SOUNDS FAMILIAR, DOESN'T IT.) My dad was like OH MY GOD YOU'VE FINALLY WOKEN UP!!1 meanwhile I was like "what the hell, I just went to take a nap." and yeah it was pretty weird. He also scared me by saying he sold all my stuff because they thought I'd never wake up wtf. But he didn't so yay. STILL D8 THAT WASN'T COOL.

Also, I went to go play Odin Sphere last night (finally), but for some reason it won't... respond to my controller? I- I have no idea! I hit start or X or anything and nothing works. But it still works with all my other games. I'm really confused :(;; And mad, because I really want to play that game. It's still not working either. |||orz how do I fix this ;A;

jksdf sjsd BIRD IS TRYING TO MAUL ME AGAIN

Alright Trinity Soul, you have managed to redeem yourself... for now. If only because you made Trap-tan adorable in this episode and I wibbled. YES I WIBBLED OKAY they were being a jerk to him.

Oh, Jun. I'll give you a hug, dear ;_;

I will continue watching this series if only for Trap-tan. ♥ ♥ ♥

So much brotherly dramu in this series so far.

The compliments that... I can't really think of anything aside "weird me out", the most, are the ones I know I totally don't deserve at all. Not out of modesty, but because in this particular case I feel like I've been a crappy friend towards this person. I just want to say I'm sorry over and over and make it up to them, but the circumstances now make that difficult to do. Y'never know what you got until it's too late, huh? Sometimes I wonder how people put up with me.

Mm, I guess even after months of not working the booth, it's gotten a little easier for me to manage. I just hate the telephone and lotto machine enough to dislike working in there (and really, people are the rudest when it comes to the lotto... not to mention it's really embarrassing to tell people you don't know how to do, y'know, something that's a part of your job). My verbal communication is fail and I always somehow make myself sound like a moron one way or another on the phone. The most frustrating thing about everything is that when you need help with something, there's nobody there to do so, because the three other people (see also: the other booth workers) who would know aren't there. So, yeah, a lot of people are SOL with their needs and wants when I'm there. Hooray.

I complain my job way too much (_ _;;

Right. Sorry for the rambly post, especially since an unusual amount of new people have made their way to my journal these past couple of days o_o; (h- hi guys. I hope my xtreeeeeeme excitement doesn't scare you off, or anything.)

To make this post slightly worth more of... something, have a picture I doodled out during work today.

( hooray )

Mmkay, bedtime for me x_X;

Time to play guess who I'm whipping up in Painter:

HAAAAAAAIR. Because that's all I've got done so far. Been working on it all day but I've had many, many distractions in between XD

In somewhat related news, Persona: Trinity Soul better get real badass real quick, because it's not impressing me so far. I know only three episodes have been released, but I hate it when a series tries too hard to be ~*mysterious*~. I can't say I'm expecting this to be an incredibly amazing show or anything (anime based on a game, folks, we know how those roll), but it's disappointing ;_;

I... should probably eat today. And I need to redo my icons, I've realized I don't have much variety in my selection.

Because AMS inspires the crack.

To keep this from being an entirely GIP, I uhh... let's see how my day went. I had work! Kinda blew 'cause I only had three hours of sleep, but really what's new by now :( Also had a v. grumpy old guy come through my line but he came back later and apologized c: I DREW ANOTHER PICTURE TOO. I ACTUALLY REALLY LIKE IT FOR NOW. :( I AM AWESOME.

Nrrghhh I have to work the customer service booth tomorrow after like four months of not doing so sdfjkh3 I DON'T WANNA GO BACK D8 |||orz

That's about it, I think, aside from the canker sore in my mouth that is causing me much agonizing paaain whyyyyy.

I AM SO
EXCITING

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Okay apparently this has turned into let's spam duski with RP journals. Again. Have at it, kids D:

Sorry everyone, I won't be logging on to AIM tonight, mostly because there's a few things I want to get done and all the chatrooms I usually hang out in get distracting D8 So no, I have not died yet, and if you have any BURNING DUSKI NEEDS, poke me here or something :B

Today I managed to actually finish a CG. From now on I'm most likely going to shove all my works over there. But Duski, weren't you just whining not too long ago about not drawing?! 8| Well, yes. But I really do want to get back into the swing of things, so I've gotta try >:[ It's just a matter of knowing I won't get everything exactly the way I want it to (admittedly, I think her face looks stupid in that picture... but I like how the rest of it came out, so.).

>O *determined!*

Also, omg. I don't think I mentioned that about a month and a half ago, my sister got a cockatiel. It's really cute ;w; But I didn't really pay any mind to it at first. I started to feel bad for it though because it's always by himself since my sister is never home, so I started to take him out and play with him and dsk sdkfwlp3i I am in love with this bird. I don't think my sister ever named him (lamer) B| but fdjshj he's so cute and will jump from ridiculous heights just to run all over my keyboard and try to find ways on my shoulder and is such an attention whore and chirps a lot (AND LOUDLY) if you walk out of his sight and TwT ♥♥♥♥♥♥ aaaaaaaaa. Right now he's in the living room with my mom, and is being a real goofhead.

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( interview meme olol )

Well today I got everything I wanted to get done except for one thing, which is okay because I could finish that tomorrow *A*!

sdkahs Nightshift starts at Damned tomorrow (today?!) and I'm excited for it ): So far it's been a smooth run, I thiiiink... Although I am still somewhat D8 D8 D8 about it but I'm just being nervous bleeeh. Seeeeve thank you for helping me get into the flow of stuff in the game ;A; I would have been djkhakll23o if the first person who tagged me was a total stranger dfhahk *is a huge idiot*

sdfhakdu and then I was posted at that love train meme thing here thank you all T__Tb ilu guys ♥♥♥ Thanks for being there even though I'm a huge dorky spazz and sometimes dumb and never talk about anything important and just fangirl all over the place and a million other things :( ♥