| | Subject: | Amusing | | Time: | 01:26 pm |
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| Just because this quiz really amused me, I decided to post it :)
Oh, yeah, I am alive, in case there was any doubt :P | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment  |
| I haven't updated in a while here..
Not that I haven't been horny, I always am, but I couldn't think of much to post without repeating myself.
The thing most in front of my mind is a naked kneeling slut, me, and a bag of clothpins. ;) hmm, that is one lovely image ;)
Maybe I will next week, when I am bored in Denver. Got a whole week to kill there next week, hehe. | comments: 18 comments or Leave a comment  |
| | Subject: | Thoughs.. | | Time: | 11:22 pm |
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| A friend of mine suggested I write something on my views on D/s or M/s or whatever, since I have my own views, and I seem to read a lot of sub's journals *grin*
It seems to me, that some Masters thinks the whole Master/slave thing is about their pleasure, and getting their slave's to do obsene things and rituals, without worrying about the mental state/health of their sub. To me, being a Dom, I feel that the mental state/health is very important to take care of.
I think the relationship should be built on mutual respect and love. Sure, there is going to be limit pushing, thats part of the D/s game, but I don't think the limit pushing should go too far, I don't want to destroy the person, I want them to enjoy the experience as well.
I want to be the person my sub can come to with anything, and not have to worry about getting punished for her believes of thoughts. I want to be the one that supports her in her life, helps her grow, both as my sub, but also as a woman.
Part of what I would like a sub to be, is there for me, sending me an email when she can, so I know she is thinking of me, coming online when she can to spend time with me. I want her to send me pictures of her, showing me how she loves to show herself off for me. I get off on her doing tasks for me, be it go outside without underwear and bra, dress a certain way, or wearing a buttplug while talking to me or doing a task, or just masturbating a certain way ;)
What does not get me off is rituals, or weird tasks or mind games. I hate people that play with peoples minds and feelings, its not fair, its not nice. Feelings is not something that should be fucked with.
I also realise that subs have lives to live outside of being a sub. As a Dom, I don't think that can be ignored, and I would expect the same from any sub, since I do have a live my life too. Sometimes that means not being able to be there for my sub when she wants me, and that is unfortunate, but goes both ways, sometimes she won't have time, and thats fine too.
Ok, I'll stop rambling now ;) | comments: 23 comments or Leave a comment  |
| | Time: | 08:42 pm | | Current Mood: | irritated |
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| Today started great, with some fantastic phone sex (there are few things better on the phone than telling the slut to come for you, and she does, and you can hear her scream out in pleasure)
But the afternoon pretty much sucked. At least I had this mornings good start to use to work through it; ) | comments: 7 comments or Leave a comment  |
| | Current Music: | Its quiet! Yay! | | Subject: | Porn | | Time: | 11:44 pm | | Current Mood: | tired |
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| Topics on porn suggested by smutprincess (will also be crossposted to smut_talk)
Porn your first experiences
My dad had a huge porn collection , I stumbled across it by accident, and secretly enjoyed it when I could. It consisted of mostly German porn magasines. Things like Private, and a few others, no playboys at all, this was all full show everything porn ;) The first porn movie I watched was one my friend lended to me, I was sick, and wanted to watch it, but my (older) sister was home, so that was out of the question, well, she found the video and asked me what it was, so I told her the title and everything, she blurted out something like "I've always wanted to see that one, its supposed to be good" So we watched it together. I wonder if she even remembers this ;)
your current habbits
I never buy porn. The only time I ever did was during my first year of collage, and I bought a total of I believe 4 magazines. I find all my porn online, generally through pier to pier file sharing utilities or from Usenet. I almost exclusivly download amataur movies, or movies with BDSM / forced sex in them. 'Generic' porn does nothing for me. Probably my favorite movies are from insex.com, they make some stellar BSDM movies. In addition I have quite a few pictures sent to me by internet friends, I treasure these the most. Some of them are taken by others, some at my request, some while we are having phone sex. I love them all , and whenever I go out on town for business, thats what I bring with on my laptop ;) In addition I enjoy the picture communities here on LJ an awful lot.
your favorite movies
I don't have any favorites, really. I did fine one on the net called "trained teens" which was of 2 youngish looking girls, and a guy, them first playing in the limo, then some light bdsm play, and finally full fucking with the guy, and I loved it. Other than that, I don't remember any titles.
where to find the stuff you like
insex.com or any file sharing utility ;) I often search for key words such as 'buttplug, forced , amateur, slave" to find what I like...
My favorite is of course people on the net sending me pictures of themselves ;) | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment  |
| | Time: | 10:47 pm | | Current Mood: | amused |
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| At dinner tonight (we went out) I couldn't help but stare at the bussgirl that tended to our table.
Oh my, I wanted to get up, head for the bathroom, ,and on the way there ,just grab that cute little think, drag her in with me into a toilet stall, force her cute little mouth over my cock and make her suck it. I's grab her short black hair, and pull on it to control her head as it was forced up and down on my cock.
I'd want to pull her shirt off, to see those beutiful tits that was showing under her shirt, play with them. I'd come in her mouth, thank the little slut for her services, and get back to the table.
ohh she was a hottie.
Of course, I would have left a much higher tip with that kind of service than I did;) | comments: 4 comments or Leave a comment  |
| | Subject: | Daddy's calling | | Time: | 05:07 pm | | Current Mood: | amused |
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| You drive up your driveway, and park your soccer-mom SUV in the garage. Another long day at the office, you are tired , you are grumpy. It was a bad day. At least you can spend the evening relaxing. Your hubby took the kids to the cabin for a few days, so you've got the house to yourself. Stepping inside, you stop in the kitchen and grab a drink of water, before heading up to the office. You sit down, and turn the computer on. Ah, time to check email, and maybe see if any of your friends are online. Yahoo messanger starts up like usual, and you log in. Hmm, noone seems to be online yet, well, just a quick check of email, and you will go downstairs and relax in front of the tv.
A window pops up: "turn your web cam on little girl" it says. You are far to tired, and grumpy to deal with him right now. Of all the times he could have picked, he picked now. "no, not now" you type back, feeling pretty good about taking charge of the situation. The phone rings, and you lean over to answer it. The voice sends a shiver down your spine, "Little girl, what did you just say?". Your head gets clouded, you sink into a different mind set, after about 30 seconds you slowly speak "I am sorry daddy, yes of course I'll turn the webcam on". There is a click on the other end, and you quickly enable the web cam.
"Now thats better, but why is my little girl wearing a big girls outfit like that? Take it off, in front of me, little girl" You stand up, and slowly start removing your business outfit. First the blouse , you un-button the shirt, making sure the camera is pointed for daddy to see, the skirt follows. Then you roll down your black pantyhose, giving Daddy the show he wants. The bra and panties comes last, and you sit back down, all naked, for Daddy. "That was very good little girl, now go fetch your little girl clothes, I don't want my little girl to get cold". You shuffle off to your secret hiding spot, and take out your teddy bear panties and teddy bear shirt, you bring them back, and put them on in front of the camera. As you put them on, you feel the stress of the day being lifted, you are a little girl, Daddy's little girl.
"You where naughty for me today little girl"
"I am so sorry Daddy, it will never happen again"
"Well, you need to be punished"
"Please Daddy, I promise I will be good!"
"Enough pleading little girl, point the webcam at the corner in the back of the room, go stand there until I buzz you back here. Face the corner, and keep your hands to your side"
You move the web cam, making sure it point at the corner, and you make your way over there. You stand completly still, watching the wall. You feel totally humiliated, here you are, a business woman, a mother of 3, a wife, and some person you have never met has the power over you to make you stand here, dressed up as a little girl. You are loving it, you can feel yourself getting wet, and excited. You want to touch yourself, but you know better. It seems like an eternity, when will he let you out? did you miss the buzz? You want to go back to the computer and ask daddy, but you know better.
Eventually you hear the buzz from your computer, you run back to the keyboard, you're daddy is there, and that is all that matters right now... | comments: 19 comments or Leave a comment  |
| | Subject: | Scream | | Time: | 06:21 pm | | Current Mood: | cheerful |
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| I want to hear you scream..... ....when I bite your nipples ....for my cock in your mouth ....for me to fuck your ass ....when I spank your ass ....when I flog your tits ....for a chance to come when I tease your clit ....from the orgasm I finally awared you | comments: 13 comments or Leave a comment  |
| | Subject: | I want.... | | Time: | 09:18 pm | | Current Mood: | flirty |
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| I want you here, I want you sucking my cock, I want you laying across my lap, skirt hiked up around your waist, panties around your knees, so I can give you the spanking you deserve. I want to see your ass turn red, I want to hear you beg me to stop, only to spank you harder. I will make you stand on display for me, show me what I did to your ass.
I want to take your nipples in my mouth, I want to suck on them, I want to bite them, I want to twist them , hear you scream out. I want to see your pussy get dripping wet from what I do to you. I want to come all over your breast, I will make you lick my cock clean. I want to tie you to the bed, spread eagle, where I will start to tease your pussy, play with your lips, spread them open for me. I want to see how wet I can make you, I will find your g-spot, and tease it, drive you wild. I want to tease a finger up your ass, using your own juices as lube. I want to play with your clit, tease it with my tounge, suck on it, taste it. I want to plunge my fingers into your pussy while sucking your clit. I want to stop before you come, watch you cry out wanting more. I want to blindfold you, so you no longer know what is coming. I want to kiss your body, I want to lick my way from your head to your toe.
I want to put a dildo inside your pussy, I want to put a toy in your ass , I want you to feel filled up. I want you to be teased for a while longer, I want to make you taste your own juices. I want to return to your clit, I want you to come for me. | comments: 24 comments or Leave a comment  |
| | Subject: | Bored at work | | Time: | 12:32 pm | | Current Mood: | bored |
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| ... I really shouldn't complain, but there is NOTHING going on at work today.
And the list of work appropriate things to do is starting to run awfully low, hrmph, and my mind is racing quickly into non-work-appropriate things.
who decided porn was in-appropiate at the office anyway ? | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment  |
| | Subject: | Morning meetings are boring.... | | Time: | 09:04 am |
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| ....except when you spend them replying to LJ entries.
;) | comments: 4 comments or Leave a comment  |
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