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[26 Mar 2004|01:07pm] |
my apathy pushes hard against my chest my rhapsody sits unfinished on my desk
i'm not asking for much just the secrets of the universe with the keys to happiness and the answer to success
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[30 Jan 2004|05:21pm] |
the image inside is animated. darwinne told me it gave her a headache after viewing it. you've been warned.
( inside )
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[30 Jan 2004|05:16pm] |
i remember the first time i put on a watch. my mom handed it to me and i started to put it on my right arm, for me that was what seemed natural.
my mother corrected me saying, "you wear your watch on your left arm" and of course i asked my ever favorite question, "why?" she told me, "that's just the way it's done."
i was never totally comfortable wearing much jewelry and watches were something altogether baffling for me. i felt i didn't want to be rushed, so why wear a watch. i felt, there is no need to worry myself into a rushing tizzy, so why wear a watch. i also can't often find a watch that fits my arm and i won't wear children's watches. i usually will not purchase a watch, so all i've ever had have been gifts. so for many years of dead batteries, ill-fitting garbage and down right annoying watches i stopped wearing a watch.
it's been about two years or more since i'd worn a watch. i purchased one recently, one of my own taste, not a gift like every other watch i've ever owned. this watch is perfect. my first instinct was to put it on my left arm, and i did. one day though, last week, i decided i will wear my watch on my right hand, as instinct made me feel. after so many years of not wearing a watch at all, i will retrain my mind back to the instinctual feeling i had.
and now to share some poetry i wrote today. ( inside here )
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[14 Jan 2004|02:51pm] |
your voice coming through a landline reverberating the saddness of a life never sated goals not attained and as i hang up the tears come held back away i just want to go farther blurring the lines between here and there and you don't even know the genesis of this.
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[11 Jan 2004|02:41am] |
i touched you slowly from across the rainy grass we came together
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[11 Jan 2004|12:14am] |
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( poetry )
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| The Convergence of the Clouds *old* |
[03 Sep 2003|12:36am] |
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( this is older )
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[02 Sep 2003|10:23pm] |
it's often very difficult for you to be here breathing my air
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