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The Official Excuse Jul. 14th, 2008 @ 05:48 am
This will be as open as my blogging will get. Safely self-edited. Essentially sincere and authentic. Hopefully poignant. A well-thought of broadcasted confessional, like a good blog should be.

I stopped working in September 2001. I turned my back on my career in the information industry. I just couldn't hack it. (Pun always intended.) It took me a while to find my path again. And, when I did, I owned up to my decision. I became a brilliant nurse.

It has been an ordeal to get my licenses and all sorts of certifications. I have clawed my way climbing caterpillar pillars to practice my profession, sweetly crabbing my way with a well-studied smile paying hospitals so they can enslave me. All this for the Great American Drem. But, it seems, the universe has some kind of sense of humor and I am still right here were I started 7 years ago. Unemployed.

I feel like a pet. I also feel like I'm on advanced retirement. Or, maybe, I'm on a misinterpreted sabbatical. Biblically, a sabbatical is a year long rest from work every 7 years. Someone got dyslexic somewhere.

Being a fanatic optimist, I must count my blessings. What have I to show for? I have a professional degree with a number of accompanying licenses and certifications. (Can you believe I have an expired Australasian EMT license and a current license as a Phlebotomist for the state of California? And, a kumare friend is even trying to get me to become a midwife!) Going back, I've had hardcore experience at the Philippine General Hospital. I've gone on extended travels immersed with adventure and local flavors of the untourist kind. (Thanks to my mom and godmom and all the guy4mountains, oh and my hosts Malaya, Alvin, Alan, Lian and Lawrence. And, I still owe my sisters for my Sydney adventures.) I've made great memories with lifelong friends. I've created art. I've done preliminary work for my book. I have a movie. I've caught up with my reading (thanks to my dad) and movie watching (thanks to the Internet pirates). And, a whole lot more of quirky things that has filled the time without any productivity whatsoever. Which, brings me to the original imperative of this post. My unemployment.

My benefectors have constantly urged me to practice my profession. I have, time nd again, been impatient with them. I have even posted an entry to explain myself. I have even distanced myself farther from an already distant relationship with my mom. I felt that we would be better off catching up when I'm already there than continue bickering now via email.

To be completely honest, I haven't done everything that I can to get some semblance of practicing my profession for resume purposes. Why? Because I didn't want to. I didn't want to force the issue. It's fantastic enough that you give them money so you could work for them. It's completely abhorrent that you are actually NOT getting good quality experience for your time, energy, resources and not to mention the health risk. Definitely, there are exceptions. But, those exceptions are no longer available to me. The best hospitals get the best candidates. Well and good, understandable and I qualify. BUT. They are also ageist. So I am filtered out.

My batchmates who are in my age group are now getting their share of patients by paying small private hospitals and clinics in the city outskirts. Mediocre resume material. If their bed capacity isn't in the hundreds, then it's useless. And, if they don't have the standard medical equipment and facilities used in the developed world, it's even more useless. If you get special cases of illnesses then your resume might find some value in that, but the good cases are not brought to small town health centers.

So, I don't want to waste my time in emergency rooms that have no budget for disposable gloves waiting for angina patients without a decent cardiac monitor. It has taken the authorities 2 years to come up with the numbers and the official statement. Read it and weep.


NO JOBS FOR RP RNS IN RP - PNA
07/08/2008 08:20 PM

MANILA, Philippines - For two years now many licensed nurses are
unemployed or underemployed due to policy change in destination
countries, oversupply, and quality problems, the Philippine Nursing
Association (PNA) revealed on Tuesday.

In an interview, PNA National Capital Region Zone II National
President Governor Leah Primitiva Samaco-Paquiz revealed that the
significant drop with the employment of professional nurses started
in 2006 when demand for Filipino nurses flat-lined due to US visa
retrogression and UK policy change, which signaled the shift to home
grown health workers instead of recruiting from overseas.

Paquiz claimed that the domestic demand is also not increasing.

"In the US alone, the quota for visas has been filled up resulting in
delayed processing of visas with current efforts focused on 2006
accepted applicants. While the domestic market is now oversaturated
with nursing pools in major hospitals as high as 1500 and with
employment waiting times ranging from six to 12 months," Paquiz
explained.

Nursing pools refer to those considered qualified by hospital
employers but waiting to be formally employed.

In St. Luke's Hospital alone, an average of 20 applicants per day
applied as walk-in and 10 per day applied through email. With a
nursing pool of 300 nurses who finished 3 months pre-hire training,
while vacancy is 6-10 persons per month since Oct 2007.

In the Philippine Heart Center, hiring has slowed down due to turn
over rates decrease to 10% since 2006.

In 2007, turnover rates remained with nursing pool of 1,500.

Meanwhile, in the Philippine General Hospital, waiting time is 10-12
months with a nursing pool of 200-250.

There are 100 applicants per exam conducted every 2 months- only
about 20-25% pass and still go over interviews. In 2007, PGH turnover
rate is .83%.

Paquiz said that the current nursing employment market is "a buyer's
market", which allows current employers to be highly selective and
quality job seekers are closely scrutinized.


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Bahay-bahayan Jun. 26th, 2008 @ 12:52 am

In the 35 summers that I have lived through, I cannot say that I have lived on my own. I have never paid rent. I have never had to be responsible for any household problem. And, I've never had to clean my room. I've rearranged furniture. I've made my opinions known in renovations. I buy a kitchen utensil or two once in a while. I've even tried to paint a wall or two. Overall, I've only been participating but not fully involved in "homemaking."

Even in my travels, I try to be of use in the homes where I have been graciously adopted. I vacuumed in New York. I washed dishes in France. I bought groceries in Sydney.  I cooked in Boracay. Right now, in Hong Kong, I just finished cleaning the stove and I'm in the process of removing the accummulated dust on my friends electric fan. Someday in the near future, I will have to deal with all of these chores and more. It might seem dreadful, but I am open-heartedly looking forward to my first plumbing problem.

It will mean that I have my own kitchen with my very own sink piled up with my very own dirty dishes. I can hardly wait.

Other entries
» HK coming soon

Day 4: Saturday: Party Night

Day 5: Sunday: Trade Show with Nins & Friends

Day 6: Monday: Rest Day... Supposedly

Day 7: Tuesday: Gym Day

Day 8: Wednesday: Typhoon Signal #8


» Travel Notes: HK Day 2 & 3

Day 2: Thursday. Getting to Know the Neighborhood

First thing in the morning, Law gave me the basic survival tools: keys to his pad, understandable. The HK guide book and how to read it, invaluable. A local sim card, practical. And, a wonderful piece of technology, The Octupus Card... wow. It's a prepaid cash card that you load with a machine at the train station or at any nearby convenient store. You can use it to get entry to the subway, you can use it to buy groceries, you can use it to get into the public swimming pool, and you can use it on any other establishment that has the octopus card reader. The beauty of its design is that you don't have to get it out of your wallet to use it. You simply wave it near the card reader and Voila! your money has been exchanged for some goods or a service. There's a mini version of the card and you can see school children wave their watches over the card readers to get into the subway. A good way to keep the bullies from getting your kids' lunch money.

So I walked around and walked around some more to get the feel of Causeway Bay. I walked all over Victoria Park and watched shirtless Chinese jog around under their summer sun.

Day 3: Friday, Hectic HK.

Law's cleaning lady was scheduled to come in this morning. I wanted to get out of her hair so I rode the $2 tram to a local market to have a look at prices of fish and vegetables. $4 for broccoli! There was a semi-traditional fan for $5 but I wasn't sold. I bought some cute fresh flowers after observing one local buy the same to see how much it was. There was no price tags like in the other shops and I didn't want to buy something that would rip me off. $21 for a big bunch. The cheapest in the area. Go! After another round around the area, I came upon a gaggle of old chinese folks bickering about something on a sidewalk. I couldn't resist the uzi urge so I tiptoed into the fray. Jade pendants and other stuff. Hmm... $3 on one side, $6 on the other. After half an hour and several calculator tapping exchange of numbers, I ended up with a bunch of small HK$1 tooth-shaped jade pendants to spread out among my good friends back home. That's a far cry from those metallic-looking plastic keychains that never get used. (Bato-bato sa langit, wag na sanang maulit! haha)

This was also the day I learned my first few Cantonese words. Tong hei, foo hei. I'm not sure that's how they're spelled, but that's how they sounded to me. They mean, inhale, exhale. I kinda caught the meaning after two hours of group exercise in one of the 4 Fitness First gyms I have access to with my Philippine membership.  How cool is that! The membership access and not really the Cantonese words.

Later that afternoon, I was still afraid to use my Octopus card so I just used a bill changing machine to change my HK$20 bill into coins. I needed HK$19 for entrance, you need to drop the exact change into the turnstile if you don't have the O card.  So there I was in a big locker room with small lockers that had keys stuck in their respective keyholes and I can't seem to turn them properly to lock the damned thing. So I looked around. Apparently, you needed to put in a $5 coin so you can lock it and take out the key. But, when I did so, I realized I still had some stuff that I needed to stash away. So, that cost me another $5 coin. A semi expensve learning experience when I could have just read the not so convenient signs hiding on the wall somewhere around the room.

The Victoria Park pool has 5 pools. One for lapping and doubles as a platform diving pool (no divers today), one for  springboard diving (a few kids and kids-at-heart having fun jumping into the water), one for women and kids, one for wading I think and one special tiled area that had just about 4-6 inches of chlorinated water... the tampisaw pool. So after 1 slow lap in the main pool, I considered doing a forward pike dive to wow the kids and take the risk of joining them in theiir clueless embarrassment of falling painfully into he water in the wrong position. I decided to take in some 4pm UV rays at the shallow pool with the other sunlovers. Surprisingly, there were about a dozen 20-something guys and only a few older men and fewer kids with their moms. I kept wondering why they weren't at work. It's nice to turn around every few minutes or so to cool the slowly baking skin without drowning yourself. I want one for the garden at home! Sadly, the pool closes at 5pm. Law says, they only clean the pools and open again around 6. But, I didn't wait to find out first hand. We had a dinner party to catch.

It was Christine's birthday. She was Law's college friend who just BOUGHT a new condo unit for around 60 Million Pesos equivalent. She's been here 9 years. It was small but the view was fantastic. We had some wine and pizza and salad and lentil curry and yummy deepfriend shrimps on sticks. After moving her capiz framed mirror around 2 different walls to figure out where best to put it. A few more small talk and we were off to another house party. We took a 45-minute train ride to Lan Tau Island. The Disney gang were there partying complete with lights and sounds. After a few cans of San Miguel (the cheapest beer in HK) I was ready to doze off, the sun was ready to wake up. It was already Saturday.


» Travel Notes: Hong Kong

Day 1: June 18, 2008

When I go on an adventure, I always consider the first step outside our gate to be the start of my trip. My story starts with a tricycle ride. I was feeling anxious and bothered with the trip. I wasn't really sure why. My itchiest inkling suggests that, left with my own resources and without external forces moving me to action, I'm really not someone who'd even consider going to this part of the world.

Getting over that blah, I thought of pizza for lunch with my best friend. I couldn't decide how to go about it. Where to eat and how to get there. So my best friend decided to go to my house and I decided to let him just pick me up so we could eat somewhere accessible to taxis. So we had pizza and pasta and it rained. Hard. The streets got flooded and two lanes became one. Good thing I left the house 5 hours ahead of time. The stress is ten times less when you know you've considered these factors in your trips. The first available cab even accepted my offer of additional 1`00 bucks to the meter. For 500 pesos, I got rescued from the downpour and got to the airport a little more than 3 hours before my flight. I was refreshed with a light nap during the longish cross-city trip.And, the short lines at the check-in counter helped create a good start for this escapade.

8:29pm The Philippine Airline Airbus flight PR310 touched Chinese land. With a respectful smile, I nodded farewell to the OFW-looking lady I was seated with. As with most of the passengers, she was in a semi-hurry to get off the plane. I've always wondered why people have to be in a near-panic to get off public transports like trains, boats and buses. There's always, always a line to get out and get on with their lives. Me, I've come to appreciate the lull moments when you are forced by circumstances to just stay put and do nothing, no longer needing to be patient to wait. I enjoy those minutes, hours or days when I move from here to there and you are limited by the situation to read a book, talk to a stranger or daydream.

I breezed through the airport and met my good friend and host, Law, at the Hong Kong Central train station of the airport express line. He got me into a cab and we drove to my first night out.

Midweek gimmick of gay Pinoys at Volume bar. The Disney performers were there and a bunch of other expats from our beloved Philippines. I got a bottle of Bud for HK$55. Later a two-handed big glass of a sweet thing on tap for HK$65, a better deal. After several handshakes and some small talk, we started dancing where we were and a couple of guys from the Disney group danced on the pole by the DJ booth. After a little more time, I met a lawyer from New York, then a Brit on a backpacking world-tour, and then a French Navy guy. Welcome to Hong Kong! Funny I haven't met a Hongky yet.

Day 2: (coming soon)

 


» You Are What You Listen To
Blogsurfing can be exhausting but fun. LIKE SO MANY THINGS. I've seen this done so many times in so many years but I don't think I've ever done it myself. Since obviously I have almost all the time in the world, I did it today.

I put my entire music library on RANDOM. All four thousand one hundred and nine files on my WinAmp. Understandably a lot are ambient sounds and a good number are duplicated. Then I started playing. I used a line or two from the song to answer the first of the 25 questions below. The next song for the 2nd question and so on. Sometimes though I get a 2nd opinion because I need some clarification. It turned out well. Too good in fact, it feels like I can give up the yijing for WinAmping. hahahaha or not. Do it for yourself and enjoy! It took a bit of time but it was fun.

1. What is your life like right now?

"Time is passing I'm asking could this be real
Cause I can't sleep I can't hold still"

- from Butterfly by Crazy Town


2. What is your biggest fear?

Nahirapan yung WinAmp! It first played, Viva! by Bond. Yeah sure I'm tired of sexy women playing on my heart strings, screaming LIFE!! So I tried again, Navras by Don Davis. Ano ba! Wala naman kasi talaga 'kong maisip na true fear except maybe maiwan or hindi isama ng friends sa isang labas. Lemme try again. Madonna!!! Material Girl! hahahahahahahahahah parang fortune teller 'tong WinAmp ko ah... better than the i-ching. "Only boys that save their pennies make my rainy day." Perfect. Hold on.... I looked up the translated lyrics of Navras and found something that I might also be afraid of, "When the five senses and the mind are still, and reason itself rests in silence..." Although, seen in another light, that might also be what I've been striving for. Peace.

3. What is one thing that would make you happy?

Oh crap, for crying out loud! How trite can Winnie get. I got NSYNC! I Drive Myself Crazy, "lying in your arms, so close together... you confessed your love."

4. What is your biggest secret?

Another instrumental, Love's Theme by Barry White. Go figure. Wala naman akong mga secret-secret na nalalaman. [Click] Hay naku! The Saint Theme (Moby Remix) by Orbital. [Click] ... [Click] ...... [Click] Oh cool, Natalie Merchant's version of One Fine Day. Letsee. "one fine day you're gonna want me for your girl" hahahahaha parang mas gusto ko yung isa pang stanza, "you'll look at me and then you'll know our love was meant to be" Yan, hindi na din tuloy secret. Oh well. Next.

5. Who are you in love with? 

Love na naman! Darn. Berlin Symphony Orchestra - Dance of The Sugar Plum Fairy. Duh. [Click] OH MY GOD!!! ANITA BAKER. DOUBLE DARN. No One In The World, "I can't get you out of my mind. Cause there's no one in the world to hold me, No one in the world's gonna move me, No one in the world can love me like you do, baby."

6. What will your future be like?

Now, this I wanna wait for. No clicking please. ...
NICE CHOICE MR. AMP. Nice choice if I say so myself, "All of my years are waking around, waking around.... Well you never really had to know." Taken from Emily by Keane.

Eeeeee, the song has started already I haven't read the question. Erasure - Always.

Aba. Match din naman pala.

7. What is your family like?

Naiyak naman ako as I read the chorus, "Always I wanna be with you. And make believe with you. And live in harmony harmony, oh love." Actually the whole song, but that cuts it pretty good.

8. What is something that makes you feel sad?
Ayan, nakakasad nga. No tears, just a swelling emptiness. That goes away right after the song. It's a cover by Ronan Keating. I think si Tracy Chapman ang original. "Sorry, is all that you can say?" I don't believe in begging for compassion and love. I just don't. As my Baguio-New-Year-2008 moment put into words, 'Love should be easy.' I agreed with him.

9. What was your childhood like?

Damon Williams cover of No Ordinary Love.  "Can we make this last forever. This can't be a dream 'coz it feels so good to me." So true. It's still not over. Still a kid. Admittedly, and I felt it just this saturday, I've grown up. I feel like I crossed some line or border or in the next age bracket.

10. What (was) school like?

X-Ray Dog - Wired. Duh. Sounds exciting though, I'll wait 'til the song finishes to get another song. Ano ba yan? Another XRD, Revelation. Sabagay dami din naman akong schools. [Click] Hala! Ayan tuloy, Janet Jackson. Miss You Much! hahahahaha title pa lang, alam mo na!! "I just know that it feels wrong, When I'm away too long" hahaha Student for life!

11. How is your love life?

Another love question. Sorry miss Janet... [Click] oh em jee!!!! hahahahah hindi ko 'to inexpect, tumambling ako pramis!!!. Lady Marmalade from the Moulin Rouge OST with Christina, Li'l Kim, Mia & Pink. I can't stop laughing as I write the line we've all heard before and asked what it meant. Well, I'm not translating it here for you. "Voulez vous coucher avec moi ce soir?" hahahaha GRRABBE.

12. What is something that excites you?

Eww. A yucky song from my heep hap sister's files. [Remove permanently after it plays.] Every Little Thing That We Do by Christina Milian feat. Ja Rule. Hey, I found something super appropriate. "The way we get away Throw away a whole day... We in the zone like
'F*ck life, we live life, this is our life, live your life.'" Cool na din! Ya, that excites me.

13. What is something you love?

hahahaha, been playing over a minute coz it took me too long to read through the last song. Spandau Ballet - Gold. Haha! The glittery kind. Wait, I'm not that shallow. Noh! Maybe time. I love time. And, time is gold! hahahaha Here's a line, "Theres something I could have learned." Nice. I love learning. Knowledge, skill, wisdom and all that. I had to repeat the song so I could write all of this before the next songs starts.

14. What is something you hate?

"I have no answers for you. I am no hero, oh not at all" I'm not into cynicism like all the children of the uncertain 90's. I also don't like clouds over people's heads so I try to see the glass half full. Right? Oh, that was from John Matthews Band - Where Are You Going?

15. What is something you find attractive in the [same] sex?

hahaha it's a tagalog song. By a choir. From Ateneo. Bukas Palad. AND. It's a Christmas song! hahahahaha Get this, "Hanap-hanap, pinapangarap Init ng pagsasalong tigib sa tuwa" O! Pwede!! Wholesome! hahahahaha

16. What is your best memory?

Eee... excited ako to get the answer. Hah?? The Roc Project feat. Tina Arena - Never (Past Tense). Ano 'to??? Some disco thing I downloaded to check out for my party last year. Google! "The one who's changed this time is me." YES. That was the best memory of all. Summer 1988 to Summer 1989. The period when I started to come out of my shell and learned to smile.

17. What is something that can make you laugh?

Ang tacky!!!! Stacy Lattisaw = I Found Love On a Two-Way Street. hahahahaha I don't think it's supposed to be funny but anyway.... "True love will never die." I don't believe in the concept of FOREVER. It can be laughable. The operative word is CAN. Some people take it seriously though. They don't even really know what happens after they die. And, don't get me started on faith. Teka. Hindi na nakakatawa or even nakakatuwa 'tong usapan. [Click]

18. What is something you're guilty of?

oh noooo!!!! Toni Basil - Street Beat! hahahahah yes I'm guilty. "Night on the town, runnin’ with the girls" No comment. Yun na yun.


19. What's the most fun you've ever had?

Oooh. Let's hear it! XRD - xtremities ... [click] ... XRD - Flacid Crumpet ano ba yan... [click] ... Cheerleader Rave Mix... duh... [Click] OH my. Buddhist Chants and Peace Music - Hanshan Temple. WOW! Most fun daw.... ano ba 'tong fortune WinAmp na 'to.... Isa pa nga. [Click] ...Ang bastos! Last Night by P.Diddy feat Keisha Cole. Hindi naman MOST yung fun na yun eh. hehe [Click] "Because the friendship that you gave, Has taught me to be brave, No matter where I go i`ll never find a better prize." Ayaaaan! Better. Friendship IS the best gift, the MOST fun and the single most important answered prayer I ever got. Basta. From what song??? Together in Electric Dreams by Human League!!! hahahahaha

20. What's something you want to do before you die?

Secret Garden - Dawn of a New Century. Aba, kahit walang lyrics, title pa lang alam mo nang very appropriate.

21. Something you want to say to your best friend:

Gumaling naman mashado 'tong si WinAmp. "Bongga Ka Day!" by Hotdog. Yun na.

22. Something you want to say to your crush:

Paimpress talaga! Kainis. The whhhole song. On The Wings Of Love ni Martin Nievera.

23. Something you want to say to someone you hate:

XRD - A New Hope. Nothing else to say. Tama lang na no lyrics. I don't really hate anyone in particular. Just the Filipinos who have given in to the systemic corruption in their society. If I were still here in 2010 I'd vote either BF, SB or Gordon for President.

24. Something you want to say to someone you admire:

Eh parang crush din 'to eh... ahh... hinahangaan, not necessarily gusto. Beyonce??? Feat. JayZ. Dejavu. Patingin nga ng lyrics! "Don't want to compare nobody to you." That sounds just right. I admire unique individuals. Incomparable.

25. Some last words you would like to give:

Bilib na 'ko sa WinAmp and sa playlist ko. Kakatayo ng balahibo. As if may balahibo akong pwedeng tumayo.... O sige, goosebumps na lang.

A beautiful song by Ms. Regine Velasquez... SHINE!

postscript: It's strange how the music you keep can define who you are. I always believed that you are everything you think, say and do. You are what you eat. You are the kind of words that come out of your mouth. You are who your friends are. And, for this moment, I am what I listen to. So, keep shining everyone.


» Life as a Sim
(Disclaimer: If you haven't played Electronic Arts' The Sims series or The Sims 2, you may not be able to relate to the grammar or to some of the allusions. Hopefully, though you will be able to relate to how my reality is revolving around the cyclic duties of my own simulated humanity.)

These days, I feel like a Sim. I wake up as if by will. I stand up from the bed at whatever time my player clicks the mouse because my Bladder needs emptying. After which I go straight to the kitchen to fill my Hunger and see if breakfast has been served by a housemate. If not, I get something from the ref to prepare on the counter top at Cooking level 9 because I don't get a big serving plate. You only get to serve something with a big serving plate at level 10. Still, people eating my food get the right to make yum-sounds.

With sleep, my Energy bar is full though not necessarily my Comfort bar. The bed rating is sort of contradictory. My Hunger bar is full with food because the ref and stove combine for a good Hunger rating. Now I take a shower to increase my Hygiene. The well kept renovation of the shower area makes for a fast Hygiene boost so I can start the day. Start to do what? My player realizes that I still don't have a real job. I read the papers, no good choices. I look up the computer, same. So I keep my Super Slacker career (it's a crack-mod job so sue me) and do nothing. I think my player hacked the game and got cheat codes off the Net.

So I go around the house and appreciate the painting on the wall. I clap at it and then stand about. My Happiness bar is always bright green I don't have to do anything. I contact a friend to get some pluses in. Sadly, the pluses don't really add up to turn into a heart. I have other friends with hearts but only pink hearts. No red heart. My player got the Hot Date expansion a looong time ago with the usual dating venues and the usual footsies and other flirting choices. But still no heart. Maybe that's why I told my player to try to upgrade to Sims 2 so I can try dating other Sims in other towns and maybe get a real job in a real career.

But noooo. He got Sims Vacation. And, get to try to do get more plus-pluses in other vacation spots. But, see, I'm still bright green. Oh no, he got the pirated expansion pack with The Sims House Party. It was kinda interesting (and fun!) for a bit, but these expansions are just too much to install and reinstall and all the waiting to see if you've done it all right. Hmmm.... I think he's just installed the basic Sims 2 version. But the game performance isn't really good. He installed it on minimum requirements. You need to install it on recommended requirements, duh, to get good performance. Still, I've started to get an Aspiration. A Fortune challenge!!! And, it's totally not in the gold range. Hmmm, I'm thinking Grilled Cheese. (oh no... he's installed the Nightlife Expansion Pack.... Or, most probably and more preferably the FreeTime giving me a Secondary Aspiration. I'm certain he can't wait to try all the new Activities.)

But, all that's on hold for now. I think he's still creating my new house in the new town. Choosing wallpapers and tiles. Downloading furniture mods and appliances with good ratings. I hope he doesn't get Sims 2 Pets. I hate cleaning up poopies. And, I promise you, I won't get plus-pluses with dogs. Or cats.

I heard Sims 2 University is a good expansion. (Quit without Saving)


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» Fear is NOT a Challenge
Yesterday, I ticked off an item from my Bucket List. I raced. We didn't place but we did pretty well at 4th. The 1st Urban Race Challenge by CEM was great fun. We walked, ran, jeeped, trained around the metro doing physical and mental challenges that tested one's fitness on so many levels.

I couldn't have put this creature in my mouht if it wasn't dead.See if you can see the tiny little hairs all over its body. Really gross. It had a leathery outer covering that burst in my mouth when I chewed on it, its insides tasted something like mud and liver.

Feb 16, 2008 will be a memorable date. One of the moments in my life. Thank you Ujin for being my teammate.


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