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first week of holidays [Oct. 5th, 2008|12:22 am]
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[Current Location |dunedin]
[mood | accomplished]

J came over to NZ and after working his way down the country met up with us last Saturday. On Monday the three of us embarked on our road trip to beautiful Fiordland. We stayed at a lovely place (Campbell Auto Lodge) in Te Anau right across from the lake. Spacious, cheap and comfy bed and pillows! Because I just got my full licence (hold the applause, it took 3 years) I drove the leg from Gore to Te Anau. Fiordland is really stunning. Unlike Wanaka which is pretty in a pleasant relaxed sort of way, the view of Lake Te Anau and the National Park beyond is quite awesome. Raw, unpredictable and breathtaking.

We did the requisite Milford cruise, my favourite part was when the boat came really close to a waterfall and I looked vertically upwards to see the water leaping over the edge. But I was somewhat sleepy due to anti-nausea medication. Sea-legs? Don't have any. Between pukey and sleepy I guess I did alright.

One of the highlights was doing a short day walk on the Kepler Track. My very first time on a Great Walk! And my first tramp of the season. :) Winter is rough in these parts so there were many fallen trees. 30 minutes into the walk we came across a massive tree fallen right across the path. Had to scramble/kinda clamber over it. Mini adventure :)
Looking forward to more tramps this summer, I'm slowly but surely collecting more and more correct gear for this country's seasons and unpredictable climate.

J left on Fri on a bus to Chch. Today, therefore, I spent getting ready to delve into work next week - cleared the house, put things in order, continued work on the garden taking advantage of the sunny weather. Winter came early and so did spring so perhaps this spate of hot weather is an early summer? I'm not complaining.

Today was really productive both inside the house and out. Relaxing fun day in domestic bliss - L was working at home but relatively relaxed so we entertained each other now and again, napped together a bit. Tomorrow I hope I'll have a chance to finish up the garden for now until the next round of work needs to be done. Got a headstart on that though this season, definitely more prepared.

In the veggie garden I have leeks, celery, cabbage, mesclun and swiss chard growing.
Still a few shallots and carrots from last season, also spinach (they didn't name it Perpetual Spinach for nothing!).
The rhubarb has come back this year, as have the chives. (And the comfrey yay!)
In the sunroom aka plant nursery chez An I have basil seedlings ready to be pricked/planted out, 9 NZ flax seedlings, a very tall dill plant, two pots of coriander, two punnets of rocket, some melon and tomato seedlings. Also one very skinny vulnerable looking stevia seedling. And a healthy looking apricot plant growing fast!
Outside I have several pear plants germinated over autumn and hardened over winter too. Though they're tiny, one put out wee flowers this spring. So cute! So precocious.
The herb/bulb garden is expanding, with various bulbs interspersed with rosemary, thyme of two sorts, two sage plants and mint currently. The oregano and two other rosemary plants are ready to go in and join the lot too.
As for the oldies, the bay tree put out flowers this year and the lemon tree is in utter confusion with baby lemons, buds and flowers all happening simultaneously! I think the move confused it very much.

There is more work to be done, more seeds to be sown, seedlings to be planted and general work such as mulching with compost, sweeping/gathering up fallen branches, leaves, wood chips etc. Not to mention lifting and separating old perennials and continuing to feed and weed!

J helped me dig out the biggest monster fennel plant and I worked on several smaller ones. Bronze fennel is unfortunately an introduced and now naturalised invasive weed! Spreads like crazy and doesn't die down in winter like it ought. Instead it produces masses of seed heads which of course is why it spreads like crazy. I'm planning to plant bulb fennel to replace bronze fennel cos we don't really use the leaves much, a pity. The roots smelled really lovely and fresh though, I haven't researched it but I'm sure it's edible. If you think dandelion roots are tenacious and fat, you ain't seen dock, but if you think dock is monstrous, you ain't seen bronze fennel! The roots were comparable in size to my forearm!

Baking a wholemeal honey cake at the man's request, better go check on it..
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time flies [Sep. 14th, 2008|12:00 am]
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[Current Location |dunedin]
[mood | sleepy]

it really has.

last thursday and friday were spent at Hui on the marae. all that hype leading up to it and we made it through. the workshops were really interesting (treaty of waitangi and flax weaving) and the food was good. and incredibly i managed to sleep surrounded by 79 other students and staff.

the whole area was really beautiful and we got some sun day two, managed to fit in a walk and saw some horses and sheep and little lambs. i love little lambs and little calves! they are so cute. i can't wait to move somewhere classed "rural" so there aren't any animal restrictions.

today was relaxed and slow though i did practice a bit of driving for friday's test. quite amused when i was reversing against a slope and lik said i sounded like i was racing backwards. i think when i grow up i'll be a boy racer.

tomorrow early start for us. B's picking us up at 0820 and then we're off to the marathon! drinks stations number one, very important job! we also spent a good part of the night making a butter cake with chocolate icing for her family to thank them for having us over for lunch last week.

then it's back to school as usual, and assignments and then holidays end sept. YAY! can't wait to drive to Fjordland. never been before so it's going to be so exciting!
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moving on [Aug. 31st, 2008|05:43 pm]
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[Current Location |dunedin]

Now's the time when assignments start to be due. This semester is going even faster than the last. Maybe the next two years will fly by too. Then I'll have to think about where to work. Will we move away? When will we move, and where to?

L plans his next few years in advance, should I too?

Weather is turning better, looking forward to being outside in fewer clothes more often. When summer comes officially and the open air salt water pool opens for the season we're hitting it for sure! I miss my tan. I am probably farther removed from my beach babe days than I can imagine but in my mind it's not that long ago or far away.

Anyway.

No major development. Still have work to be done on the house. Still no plans to return to Singapore anytime soon. Haven't acquired any new animals or skills (though lots of plants, yay!) or furniture or equipment. Met the back neighbours today! That was nice, and put out the washing for the first time in MONTHS. i love sun.
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hopefully summarized summary update [Jul. 26th, 2008|01:21 pm]
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[Current Location |home]
[mood | happy]
[music |whirr of firebox]

i've been reading other people's blogs regularly but haven't blogged in my own and today of all days finally thought better do it. think i was partly inspired by k's point form blog. i'll copy her and do point form too, hopefully in some kind of organisation.

(better try to do categories in chronological order)

1. placement in June.
week 1 was boring n slow. week 2 onwards picked up cos of proactively asking all the other staff to take me along if they had interesting patients/assessments. went well and final evaluation is glowing. flatting with a couple in a small version of our house was very nice too. my first flatting experience! went so well. we got along perfectly with common interests, could talk, same age group, similar experiences of travelling/studying. had our own space but interacted well and just enough. NO fights over tv remote or chores. i tried to leave as small a footprint as i could (which i do anyway) and they said i was their best tenant ever! we became friends and there're definitely plans for them to come stay with us next time round1

2. lik coming up to auckland.
went well, we stayed 2 nights in waitakere then moved to waterfront apartments on prince's wharf. luxury living for the week before our wedding. lots of shopping, meals at the hilton hotel, our neighbour, a big spa session before the wedding. very relaxing and weather was great, apartment was warm and very well done up

3. wedding
went beautifully. just us, two requisite witnesses, organist, priest and photographer. in a tiny chapel that couldn't have comfortably held many more people so it didn't seem so empty. a tiny historic chapel with dark wood inside. morning started with decadent long slow breakfast at hilton, then spa opposite us, then off to the church, then photo taking around town (was drizzly) then tapas and wine at a fantastic place in ponsonby. got a package from old friends in sg at the tapas bar and was so touched. they sent me tiffany pearl bracelet! felt so grown up heh. and so touched. and missed them so much! missed everyone who couldn't have been there but that upped my motivation to plan a party next year here.

4. road trip
left auckland the next morning, drove to taupo where we stayed across the lake (allegedly the area of sg) from the township in a lovely holiday village. then two nights later off to the middle of nowhere in martinborough perched on a hill overlooking vast expanses of land and a river and mountains in the distance in a designer bach. could see the entire night sky full of stars when we arrived late that night through the massive windows/glass walls. in the morning that same view transformed into landscape could be seen from bed/bathroom! almost like an open concept bath/shower i'd like one day. then wellington for a bit more big city life/culture then flew back here to dunedin.

5. school
started for a week. on thurs felt like 3-4 weeks already had passed. interesting subjects this sem especially social anthropology (taught by french butchy prof), inquiry (how to critique research), one module about design, as in product/environment design and how it enables/disables people, a longitudinal placement one afternoon a week, etc. will be fun! got more half days this sem too.

6. garden
teenage leeks outside doing well, i dug up my first organically grown carrot from seed! was very exciting indeed esp since it turned out better looking than i expected given the stony soil (they grow twisted and forked when they meet a stone in the ground, and we have many in that bit of the garden). my savoy cabbages also doing well though will take a while more to br big enough to eat. the apples weren't wasted cos though the tree was bare of leaves and the apples had all turned yellow (overripe) by time we got home from the trip the birds especially some blackbirds seem to like them and they come very tentatively when they can't see me (like, when i'm hiding behind the curtain watching from the lounge) and peck on the fallen apples. other birds (tui maybe?) are feeding on the nectar of the pink rhododendrons in the front which is really wang so everytime we come home there is a huge flurry and like maybe 5-6 tiny birds hastily fly away cos they aren't tame. i'm going to set up some food for them out back too with seeds to complement the nectar/fruit.

7. house
finally got the energy audit guy to come in, we'll have a better insulated house soon! and plans to do up the kitchen too, my first new kitchen, so exciting! never thought i'd get the chance to say what i want in my kitchen! (lately more inspired to start thinking again about efficient/eco design cos two of my lecturers (married) are building an energy efficient house from scratch including making 2000 mud bricks themselves! he brought one into class yesterday. incredible.) still, we have limitations cos of not changing the structure and too much of the layout. i enjoy living here and i love our park-like garden but i also look forward to a fully efficient well planned house that takes into account all aspects of the environment, orientation, sun direction, wind direction etc.

too long now gonna finish here. photos maybe later!
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this week [May. 21st, 2008|03:05 pm]
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[Current Location |dunedin]
[mood |whiny]
[music |You'll Never Find Another Love Like Mine - Michael Bublé]

this week my mind is all in a mess. so many things to do. had my final interview assessment on mon, 5 more deadlines within this and next week and then the very next day after handing in the last thing i fly off to auckland all by myself for a month!

scary! exciting! haven't packed yet! how to fit my pillow in my luggage! hate domestic flights with tiny luggage restrictions!

working on an essay that i have spent almost half the entire semester on. and i just started rewriting it again yesterday. too complex, too long, too many references. i must simplify. my lecturer wrote me an email to remind me that this is a level 1 paper, and the paper is "only worth 5 credits", whereas others are 10. but i think the topic (disability) is so complex and multi-textured that i find it incredibly difficult to simplify and simplistify everything into a nice level 1 easy-peasy 2000 word essay.

i've currently got two versions going. one that i can submit and meet the requirements and one that is a product of my own research and thought.

*pout*

well at least i've completed 2 other assignments, almost completed a third and only have one more that i completely haven't touched.

we got a delivery of 4 cubic metres of wood today and it's sitting outside on the driveway under the sky threatening to pour. oh no! hate soggy wood sizzling and spitting.

work work! must finish by today so i can edit/shorten tomorrow and submit tomorrow cos it's due 9am on fri and i'll be damned if i want to wake up so early and go to school just to submit the paper. yeah right. got so many better things to do.

like, transplant the leek seedlings outside. mulch and water the poor cabbage seedlings which i put outside two days ago and have been buffeted by the strong winds (poor things must want to come back in). sow oats, dig in the weeds, pull out the corn plants with no more harvest to give, and possibly debug (haha!) the basil.

i feel super procrastinate-y. (???)

and my england is like no more power. *grouch*
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busy busy [May. 2nd, 2008|04:18 pm]
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[Current Location |dunedin]
[mood | freezing!]

this two week break has felt a lot longer, which i suppose is a good sign. school starts again on monday, runs for two weeks, then two weeks of "study and assessment", which, since we don't have exams this sem, means go and do your assignments and hand in on time. nice.

i've got a headstart, for some reason been quite keen to get a real grip on one particular essay. not that it's hard, but that the word limit doesn't allow me to do justice to the topic, which is both contentious and complex. sigh.

i really love being able to locate and flip through super old classics that every other academic still alive refers to. it's like in academia, when you want to say X is because of Y, you can't just any ol' how say "I think X is because of Y". gotta say "X is because of Y, according to this or that old man" so very contemporary articles look really funny, as in, "X is because of Y, says A, quoted from B, quoted from C, and everyone quoted from old man famous professor theorist person". wonder what it would have been like for the original dude to sit down with quill in hand and go, hmmm, eureka! X is because of Y.

academic rigorousness (?sp) is what kills creative original thought. too suspicious is what i say.

anyway.

so making progress. this weekend is freezing, major hail today, all the plants are banging on the door protesting and demanding to be let in. poor things. i ran out in the hail to tie the olive tree and its stake more firmly, which were both flapping about dangerously. so who else wants to move to the mediterranean? i do! *hands up*

following the man to boring ol' T this weekend. he's going to earn money at hospital and i'm going to hole up in motel and WORK! bringing books and notes and everything. of course i predict there will be this one crucial book dating from 1962 or something languishing in a corner of the vast library that i have overlooked. whatever.

also in process of locating accommodation for a month in june in auckland where i have been posted for work placement. winter, fun! i love cold. yah right.

gotta go pack and assemble my study gear. must must work. back late sun straight to bed and then 8-4 lectures on monday. yippee.
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yay wanaka yay sun! [Apr. 20th, 2008|04:23 pm]
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[Current Location |dunedin, but not for long more!]
[mood | happy]

quick one before we go.

leaving soon to wanaka YAY! nice and sunny today after a spate of grey/rain/overcast/freezing/wintry/southerlies/hail/snow. YAY!!!! i love sun. :)

gonna be there in a nice wee apartment til wed with the man's 'rents and granma. we're all having a good time and after last week when lik and i were both rushing things to hand in, and sleeping in very very late all weekend, we're ready to play! yay!

hope the weather in wanaka is just as good. in any case i'm really looking forward to being there again! always such a good relaxing vibe around the place. so pretty :)

two weeks of holidays then back to school for another 2 weeks of classes, that's for me anyway. got assignments to hand in after, so quite glad i made a start earlier. i think last minute panicking and mugging (though that's irrelevant - no exams) is no longer for me. especially not with my urgent need to read around and search out the original sources of my lecturers' material to make sure they got it right. hmmm. maybe i'm too suspicious but i like it from the horse's mouth. also, i HAVE found some over-generalisations, out-of-date info etc. so. it's up to me to make sure i get the education i want i guess.

i see me when i was younger in a lot of the younger ones. bright eyed, easily overwhelmed, usually hungover or planning to be, finding everything amusing (still do though wahaha) and thinking what the lecturer says is TRUTH. well now i know better.
using this course as a base or to get suggestions for articles, books and theorists to read seems to be a much better use of my time and the facilities here. i LOVE LOVE LOVE direct access to free e-journals! when i was 19-23 doing my first degree i didn't even know they existed. or maybe i did but never gave it a second thought.

bringing my big huge MAO book with me to wanaka, hope to make a real dent in it while remaining relatively calm and trying not to be TOO irritated by the &$#*% man.

see yas later!!
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updates [Mar. 18th, 2008|11:26 pm]
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[Current Location |dunedin]

I thought I should update, for those who are wondering what's going on.

Well school is a lot less scary than I imagined. The work is interesting, and not that hard yet. Teachers seem keen to help. There're nice interesting people but no one I have that instant/super connection with yet. Still I've been enjoying myself.

Been working hard and making full use of resources. I must say, and the man agrees, that the uni central library (they have like heaps of libraries and I have access to all) is probably one of the top if not the most well equipped and amazing libraries we've seen. And I think we've been in quite a few. It's huge, it's thoughtfully laid out, it's got an amazing collection (ahhh... old rare books....) and seating to cater to any kind of style you prefer. Full range of facilities. Heaps and I mean heaps of computers. I think NUS/NTU pale in comparison. And all this for a smallish university town? It's fab, it's academic heaven.

I love it. :)

Half of the cohort or slightly more are "young ones", that is, 18 year old "school leavers" meaning they just got out of high school. They're behaving exactly as 18 year olds away from home for the first time would, and should. Sleeping in class a lot. Having big weekends. And not knowing what the heck the lecturer is saying, or maybe not being too bothered. After all, life's about going out and being on top of what's happening tonight, or what happened last night right?

Totally! Ah. Brings a smile to my face. Well can't count on in depth academic discussion most days but it's a nice lot of people. Only 3 guys. One of them guessed I was...18 or 19! Aww. Sweet little 21 year old.

We've got our logburner put in and lots of wood stacked outside, lovely woody smell. I think the man's pretty much got the hang of it, after much experimenting with various shapes and patterns. Got our lounge curtains and blinds too. Looked so different! Much warmer in here now in the mornings.

Been productive in the garden too. No I don't have chickens yet. Obtaining the animals isn't the hard part, it's constructing/obtaining suitable accommodation for them that's cat-proof. But this season we did enjoy beans, spinach, lots of salad, silverbeet, a range of herbs (parsley, sage, rosemary, thyme, mint, chives, assorted basil), some cute little potatoes and there's shallots and corn to come soon. Yay!

Recently sowed cabbage, mesclun and leek seeds. The little mesclun seedlings are very cute. Got two leek "teenagers" and several dill "teenagers" too. Well that's my term for plants which are older/bigger than mere seedlings and aren't quite adult yet. Oh and I managed to germinate some pear seeds. I have 7 little seedlings now, recently produced their first true leaves. Will I one day have some pear trees! Things like that make me want to keep this garden for a long long time.

This weekend, long break for Easter. Off Fri-Wed. Gonna stay here in Dunedin and relax, read, prepare assignments, garden. Relax! The hot weather's come back in full force and I'm the last to complain. Was a sweltering 30 degrees max today! But not humid so not quite like sg. Phew. Looks set to be warm and sunny for awhile longer. It's great!

Took some photos of some of our produce, but I'm too lazy to put it up. Maybe tomorrow.

The play's taken a new direction (in both senses of the word) so it's alot better now. I'll still be glad to be finished with it and hopefully take on another "ECA". Wonder how people have time to watch telly? I don't even have enough time to do all I want to do without it!

So in summary, it's been good. More when I can be bothered again!
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strange day, but i'm not complaining [Feb. 12th, 2008|07:24 pm]
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[Current Location |dunedin]
[mood |somewhat spaced out]

today was usual, grey, chilly and cloudy.
today was not usual, i got out of bed at 745 to find C sitting on a chair all packed and ready to go. was quite sad. after a series of minor anxiety attacks, i sent him off safely to the airport.

then i went back to bed, and when i woke up the house seemed like it'd been empty forever. sigh.

been productive though. whizzed through to-do list, and discovered how to talk to my computer, which is quite fun, a la space movies where you go "Computer,..." and give them a command.

yay. bit boggled now though. think i'll tell the computer to go entertain itself and i'll go read a good old print book.

oh but first, something from [info]mac_bart

For the fun of it, leave a comment and I will:

1. Tell you why I friended you.
2. Associate you with something - a song, a colour, a photo, a word, a smell, etc.
3. Tell you something I like about you.
4. Tell you a memory I have of you.
5. Ask something I've always wanted to know about you.
6. Tell you my favourite user pic of yours.
7. In return, you must post this in your LJ.
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the travelling salesman [Feb. 8th, 2008|09:42 am]
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[Current Location |Invercargill]

that's what the man feels like, and i'm like the accompanying monkey with the accordion! ha well no, not really, cos i'm not part of the money making business part.

we've been on the road a lot for L's work. had a nice relaxing (relatively, if you ignore all the housework/renovating/errands bits) january, then it was back to work for the man. well, someone's gotta earn the money right? :p i'm the dutiful supportive woman behind the hardworking man.

we spent 3 long days (long for him cos of long shift; long for me cos of boring town!) in Timaru (no offense, Timaru-ites!) and drove back very late last Sunday home. Spent the Sunday cleaning cos this weekend we've a dear friend visiting from sg. Then Sunday night drove 2.5 hours south to Invercargill, which is a lot bigger looking and modern feeling than I'd expected. L really likes the hospital here and can imagine us working together here, it's huge and very new. Well I told him wait at least 3 years for that, I haven't even started yet! Start in 2 weeks' time.

We drove down to the southern most town in NZ, Bluff. Here the State Highway 1 starts (or ends, but I think starts, since it's the oldest settlement in NZ, I think) quite undramatically. We did a nice long walk along the cliffs on a track. Got really desolate near the end, and very spectacular. Reminded me of both Italy near Cinque Terre cos of the winding path along the cliff and Greece in its raw desolate emptiness.

Where the track started was a signpost, I guess a rather famous one in tourist books. It stated we were only 300km off being equidistant from the South Pole and the equator. Strange to imagine, cos heading south from here would only take one through lots and lots of ocean. Some islands and some small S Am settlements, but that's it. Northwards from the same latitude north, would be lots and lots more land, cities, people.

Was strange to think about it, seeing as it felt we were at land's end, which technically is true, but we weren't that far from the equator at all.

No we didn't take a picture of the signpost. Heaps of pictures of it on the net though.

Looking forward to C coming to visit, we've to head off right after work today, I've got to get everything together packed and ready to zip off. He'll be at the airport waiting for us and contrary to what one would think, I really doubt it takes any time at all to get off the plane (probably walk down a flight of steps to the tarmac) and pick up luggage (might or might not be a "belt", I'm thinking they probably heap the bags in a pile and you pick!) so I hope we'll be on schedule today!

Oh and Gong Xi Fa Cai everyone!
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yay, I'm sweating! [Jan. 12th, 2008|05:13 pm]
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[Current Location |home]
[mood | happy]

in these parts, that's something to be proud of. Today is warm and balmy. When the weather is warm, you can suddenly see a visible difference in the plants. Like yesterday they were young and weak looking and today they look as if they've taken on a week's growth. :) Everyone is out and about too, hammering, drilling, BBQing, and we were out too.

We sat out in the far bit of our garden today on mats and picnicked on freshly baked cheese biscuits (Lik made the dough, we rolled and stamped out heart shapes together) and beer. Browsing through magazines and books. I was reading about salad gardening, got curious about what type of shallots we have growing and went to look. That led to looking at all the plant labels and that got me started on pottering around the veggie plot; I often and regularly get distracted by the garden (veggie plot, roses out front, any plant out back) just by simply being in the vicinity. It's like they call out to me.

Blah blah blah why I'm blogging is when I was weeding the strawberry patch I noticed from the corner of my eye a wee dead stem that hopped here and there once in awhile. That does happen, like when part of it's snagged in a cobweb. But no! It was a wee stick insect, trying to be inconspicuous. SOOO cute.

Then I tried to move the netting to do the other side and OMG! There was a huge ass one! Clinging desperately to the netting. Man I was amazed cos I didn't think the first one was a baby, which it must've been seeing the size of this second one. That, or the second one is a super sumo wrestler specimen grown large (but not fat, aren't they glamourous?) on my lovely strawberry leaves.

Such a blast to the past. I remember primary school science, learning about things that didn't exist for me, like stick insects, woodlice, backswimmers and pondskaters.

Now, I wish I'd paid some attention.

Update on my injuries. Thanks for all the well wishes. The cuts and grazes are itchy scabs now, like super itchy. This means healing, which is good, but I'm better with pain, not that I'm complaining. The bruises have started to come out in full glory. They'd been simply sore and tender before, now a week later they are bright purple, black, pink and yellow. Multicoloured pain. The one on my shin which had everyone worried I had a broken bone, is starting to show. It's looking to be about at least 10 cm long. AH! I truly look abused.

The jaw is still stiff and hurts. Don't like the sound it makes when I open my mouth either. Might have to get that checked.

okay back to the picnic mat! Shall try not to be distracted by plants wanting my attention as I walk back over.
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Hello world, hello 2008! [Jan. 8th, 2008|07:50 pm]
[Current Location |home]
[mood | optimistic]

So. *wave*

Obviously I have not been LJ-ing much. 14 weeks since my last post, says the homepage. Informative! Well seeing as the longer I leave it the more hair-raising, exciting, glamourous and happening things happen to me, so before I got so overwhelmed with it all I thought I better make a start and post a short one. Yeah right. It'll be long, and it will be mostly random, today's thoughts. I'm bad at story-telling. And my life is probably as normal as anyone else's, except what happened to me on Sunday... *sigh* but that's for later.

So happy no one deleted or inactivated or disabled my LJ account. Sometimes people take awhile to get back on track. Let me summarise: I went on holiday to Singapore, Sweden, Prague, back to Sweden and back to Singapore for 8 weeks between Oct and Nov. Once I got back we moved house. Moving house, from one city to another 5 hours away by car, from a rented townhouse to a large villa-type house we own, for those of you who have yet to experience this, is a HUGE ASS JOB. I won't even start on what has happened and all that we've had to do since. And are still doing and trying to do. Thank God it's the holidays.

So that should sorta cover my absence from then til now. Til Sunday, cos I have a story to tell about that one.

L and I are biking for the first time since we moved here. Chch is flat. Dunedin is not. A nice lazy sunny Sunday, so we head out like any other kiwi. (L's taken up tramping and I've taken up gardening. And a big fat DIY book lies open on the mantelpiece. And we are regulars at Mitre10 Mega, a home improvement warehouse. 'nuff said) At the fatal moment, I turn right and next thing I know I've lost control, I'm on the road, in pain, bleeding onto the yellow stripe and unable to move. L tries to get me to move out of the road, but I absolutely can't. (Later I tell him it was like when I'm drunk and my mind is going "Okay, gotta move, gotta move" but the body goes "Caaaannnot......" He says he's never experienced that before. Oh well) He's worried a car would come along and mow me/us over. I worry all my teeth have been smashed to bits/knocked out. Tastes bad.

A car comes along and a big hefty man probably my dad's age except he probably lifts tree trunks for fun, stops to help. He scoops me up off the road and deposits me on the pavement, so L's initial worry is over. Then a jogger runs over to help too. He's an army medic and starts assessing me, asking questions (what's your name, who's this man etc) and I comply. Then he goes to ring the ambulance at a house and the guy from the house comes out to help, gives me a blanket (I'm shaking like nobody's business. Shock and shock. Hyperventilating. Medic tells me to breathe through my nose not my mouth. I can't close my mouth, it's full of road and possibly broken tooth and tastes like blood/rust from road. People are concerned about a large bump on my shin. I'm concerned I've lost all my teeth. I spit tentatively and gently. Bloody spit. Still shaking. I overhead the call to the ambulance call centre. I've been assessed as "alert, shaking visibly and there's blood on the road". L takes over and tells them I'm low priority, no biggies like head/spine/thoracic injuries.

Ambulance comes quick anyway, I'm picked up and put on a stretcher. A first for me, usually I'm the one in uniform. I appreciate the professionalism, clean uniforms and reassuring patches on their shoulders ("Advanced Paramedic" - yay) and think maybe if I can I'd like to get back into that. On the way I give the 3rd crew info for paperwork. When he asks me if I have allergies I say "Pomegranate". It's true, and I like people's reactions. He looks surprised and asks what about medical allergies; I say none.

At ED, I half expect it to look like Chch hospital ED. It doesn't, of course. I transfer to a bed in triage (another first for me) and wait. L stays with me and rejects offers of magazines. I am touched. I know he's really concerned (though less worried now that we've sort of assessed my injuries) cos his hands are cold. My cubicle has a wash basin and a clock. I watch it go from 8 o'clock to 9 o'clock really swiftly. Patients to my left, separated from me by curtains, sound ill. One cries loudly and another pukes loudly. I talk softly to L. The doctor comes, they're short handed and busy so I'm glad I didn't have to wait so long. L and the doctor discuss me, and I say where I hurt. The doctor examines my leg (no broken bones) and jaw (sprain but not dislocated). The chin everyone agrees on - stitches. Another first for me.

He brings me 4 painkillers - I surprise myself by swallowing them without fuss. He goes away and comes back with a trolley with lots of metal things. The anaesthetic hurts going in. He injects me maybe 6, 7, 8 times? But then my chin goes numb-ish and feels dead. Weird. I expected just one big whammer. He tells me those injections hurt more than the stitches. That's supposed to make me feel better. I'm nervous because I'm worried I'll tremble at a crucial moment and not be able to stay absolutely still. I occupy myself by staring past the doctor's curly beard at the ceiling. The blue thread looks strange so near my face. I'm glad I've seen L practise so that I know what those awful sounds are - the forceps clasping and releasing the needle. It sounds much worse than it should, and really loud so close to my face. Minutes tick on. I observe the ceiling and the curly beard, and the string. L holds my hand the whole time. They discuss stitches and colleagues while I try to be a model patient. Later L says I was a good patient not flinching. After the suturing he gives me a script for antibiotics and we wait for a nurse to give me a tetanus shot. I hardly feel that, after all the pain relief. She looks surprised.

We cab home at a decent time, I'm exhausted, L's had too much excitement. We talk about it for quite awhile, then go to sleep.

I'm mending. Everyday my jaw can open slightly wider and I can bite down slightly harder with my teeth. I did chip a tooth, but can't go to the dentist till my jaw is back to normal. I have cuts and bruises on my left leg, right hipbone, right elbow and both hands. In no time I'll be good as gold.

Guess posting about the roses and rhododendrons will have to wait. :p
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garden: looking back, lessons learnt [Sep. 28th, 2007|05:07 pm]
[mood | calm]

When we moved into this rental place the garden was full of weeds. uniformly uncultivated, weeded over and, well, looked quite alright to my untrained eye.

Through the months our fledgling attempts at "gardening" have brought about efforts to weed, "improve" the soil, plant plants we actually choose/use, and compost.

Now that i'm more experienced, read a lot more and discovered more, i now know things differently, things that would have surprised me at the start:

1. Weeds are beneficial as ground cover if you're not planning to cultivate it. Prevents drying out, erosion and some plants add nitrogen back into the soil, which is good for the health of the soil. Such as clover. Or of course, beans, if you're lucky enough to have wild beans growing. HA! No, not a chance.

Lesson learnt: Since we didn't plan or realistically cannot cultivate the whole backyard, which is pretty much one square plot with two side bits on both sides of the brick paved patio, we should not have weeded ALL of it. If I were to do it again, I would probably put planks or some kind of path down and divide the big square into maybe 4 strips, allowing me to work from the paths and not have to step on the cultivated soil, because you want it to be well dug up and aerated and not undo your effort by trampling it all down again.

2. Composting is an art. You can't just chuck any ol' organic matter just like that. It helps if the items are as small as possible (I now chop up my peelings and stuff), and you need a good mixture of "greens" ie fruit/veg peelings and soft bits of plants, and "browns" ie harder stuff, dead leaves, twigs, cardboard, newspaper etc. And it has to be "layered" so that the bigger bits allow air to circulate.

Lesson learnt: I discovered from a wonderful "for-dummies" website that explained the three possible outcomes of new composters. Good compost (what we want), too dry (too much "browns") and sludgy (too much "greens"). Mine had too much "greens", plus after some months in a plastic bin which I did not think to close properly, got filled up with rain water. (Air circulation vs rain collection ah well I'll get it right next time) Meanwhile old twigs and even branches were laying about the back of the garden cos of too enthusiastic pruning of the creepers/neighbour's jasmine bush last summer (it wasn't me) and predictably, they were not simply turning themselves conveniently into lovely crumbly compost. Duh. If I left them there they would sit there indefinitely. So I rearranged the sludge and twigs (small pieces this time) in a nice heap.

Problem is now that it looks ugly. Compost does not look nice until it's done. Right now to the untrained eye it looks like twigs and sludge in a pile. With weeds scattered about from last year's weeding (obviously some bits were done better, these remained empty this year, some parts were not so well done, so they grew back. Ironically I now want them to grow back), it isn't that pretty a sight.

Which leads me to another lesson learnt. Gardening is something for the patient. The fastest result you can have is maybe planting a seed and harvesting something several weeks/months later. (Buying a mature plant from a shop and plonking it in the ground is NOT counted) It's definitely not instant gratification, not if done properly. But efforts accumulate and fruits (in both senses) increase year by year. Yes, I found that timeframe is at shortest, seasons, but more usually, years (one cycle of all seasons). If I were to try and improve the soil, it'll take years to see the result. If I were to plant anything bigger than a shrub, it'll take years to reap the fruit. And if I were to plant anything that harvests quickly, well, next year you'll have to do it all again.

If all goes well, our grandchildren will be able to swing in a hammock from the bay tree and go, "Our ancestors bought it when it was not one foot tall, and look what it's become today!"

3. Type of soil. We have planted and successfully grown all but one (creeping thyme) in the garden, either in pots or in the ground. These include (from most wang4)

i) Lemon
ii) Bay
iii) Purple sage
iv) Lavender
v) Rosemary
vi) Peppers
vii) Parsley (they self seeded! I have new baby parsley plants and I didn't have to do a thing to get them yay!)
viii) Thai chilli - seemed dormant for the longest time after the first season and now looks lots happier in a bigger pot
ix) ... and in their normal lifespan we had lettuces, coriander, basil, lemon basil and dill. And various ornamental flowers.

Lesson learnt: Not everyone likes the popular yummy looking black loamy soil. Some plants actually like lighter soil, and dryer. And it DOES make a difference. Apparently if carrots, for example, are grown in too-rich soil, it'll be deformed. I hope I never prove this right.

Well the garden looks a bit of a mess now cos of the above actions. I've tried to remedy it as much as possible, slowly. When we and the pots are gone, our legacy for the next tenants will be:

a. Better drainage cos we mixed gypsum into the soil
b. A still-maturing compost heap - but at least they don't have to start from scratch
c. Better growing creepers cos of heavy pruning last year
d. Healthy and perennial specimens of rosemary, sage and lavender
e. Moderate weed cover (this spring I'm only pulling out dandelion buds and small, whole dandelion plants)

Well. *frown* I guess that's okay.
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plastic bags are flooding the room [Sep. 28th, 2007|01:19 am]
[mood | naughty]

facebook is a marvellous way of wasting time and procrastinating, as it seems. fabulous for my requirements right now.

so i'm about....... halfway through. (hey i did a load of laundry in between too! and the phone rang)

la la la. but yeah i think these people have got something right. setting little achievable goals (send XYZ to 3, 2, 1 more person and you get more XYZs to send!) makes one strive to, well, send more XYZ to whomever and everyone.

*procrastinate*

maybe i'll watch a DVD now. just for a break. ;)
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an can't pack [Sep. 27th, 2007|11:24 pm]
[mood | distressed]

sigh. here we go again. or here i not go.

i can't remember if i was ever good at packing, but somehow the more packing/travelling i do the worse i am at packing. that is, filling the empty bags. i just sit and stare at it. why ah? i even made a comprehensive list last night so i thought it would be a simple matter of grab item on list and chuck into bag. but of course the list causes other obstacles, like, i wonder if i should bring this or that top and maybe i have too many, or perhaps i should bring more. etc etc. part of it is that it's not a simple bringyerstuff and bringyerstuffhome. cos when i get back to singapore i will look into my clothes still living there and deal with them. some of them will get to migrate to nz with me, which means.... no space in my bag!

also packing for two climates is more chuan. just the thought of wanting to go running, well, requires both shorts and long pants, both light tees and fleece jacket. last time i promised myself i would fly point to point, and this time i am. this time i shall tell myself next time i will have congruous destinations. all chilly or all sweaty.

so of course i'm procrastinating and doing anything i can to not pack when this is really my last chance. quite proud of myself for going out and buying everything i needed to buy ('cept what i couldn't find and will be able to find in sg) but this weekend will be chockablock. we're going clubbing tomorrow night and there's a party (must wear purple) on Sat. It's unavoidable that tomorrow the man will be up late. well, late as in he'll only go to bed tomorrow morning. so i can't be opening cupboards and doors and traipsing around lugging things here and there.

so i MUST pack most of it tonight. that'll give me the time to launder anything i might want to.

*deep breath* ok not going to think so much about it. just do it and quick! hope i have good news later.....
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the last week marches on [Sep. 27th, 2007|02:01 am]
[Current Location |christchurch]
[mood | sleepy]

so sleepy now cos of the wine i was trying to finish. yes i have an obsession with trying to finish things once they are open. and i tend to use things up before opening/buying new items. contrary to the man, but oh well we get along so it's fine.

slept most of the day cos when the man is on nights i inadvertently am on nights too. strange but true. i wanted to be up during the daytime to do a little gardening but that didn't go very far cos it was like 3 degree or something. i did manage to do some work on the compost heap (stirring, stamping large twigs, layering sludgy nitrogen full greens with woody browns) and checked on the mesclun seedlings. some of them have sprouted, which makes me happy, but unless more of them follow suit i'll be guilty. cos when i was last watering them i didn't take the same amount of care as with the basil seedlings so the soil got disturbed and some of the seeds must surely not be 6mm under the surface as specified on the packet anymore. :( when i think of the poor things struggling to rise to the world from, i don't know, 12 mm underground, i feel bad.

but the basil seedlings are doing well! they are SO CUTE right now. i must say this is the first time (except sprouting tow gay in primary school, which i was FORCED to do - i hate them) i have planted anything from seed. it's one thing to buy a tiny plant from a nursey and plonk it into a pot or the ground, but it's another thing altogether to plant tiny seeds (and trust me, basil seeds are not only tiny, they are black!) and hope and pray through days of waiting and nothing seems to be happening and you suspect they're too dry, too wet, too cold, too hot, and one day TADA! little wee stems and leaves. ahhhhh....

(well i was going to post the pictures but realised i've lost my previous image hosting sites cos they either closed down or i'm not a subscriber anymore. so the pictures will have to wait. any suggestions on where to host images, people?)
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it's no longer "our new house", it's now "our first home"! [Sep. 24th, 2007|11:28 pm]
[mood | excited]

it's official. settlement went through successfully today and the keys are being couriered to the lawyers overnight. i'll pick them up tomorrow. maybe then it'll really sink in!

we spent the weekend in dunedin, did the contractual inspection on sunday, saw the vendors in the midst of packing out, got introduced to the wife briefly. that was the second time we were in the house, the first being an open house day we stumbled upon. funny to think that the second time we were in it (and got the chance to see things we'd completely missed the first time, like the second toilet) our roles had changed so much.

had a better look around any way through the house and garden. there is some work to be done to spruce it up and really make it ours. lik's going to take charge of new carpets, re-doing walls, replacing some windows and a general interior design in consultation with a professional. we also want to redo the kitchen and modernise some bits which will add value to the property though currently it's of a good size and construction and location already. the essentials are there and it's exciting to think of all the potential this property has. potential for what? could be anything, that's why it's exciting! and i'm sure lik's going to make it really nice and very us. he's got the design eye so i'm trusting him to lead this endeavour.

whereas in the garden, i think i'll lead the action. there is a good sized garden in the back and beds for planting at the sides and front of the house. there is so much room! no more tiny pots or thinking we won't be around to see this through to harvest. it's really nice to know we'll be in the same place for awhile. so literally and figuratively we can sink some roots in.

i wish this week we were both there getting a feel of the house, grounds, neighbourhood. and doing some work! now's the time to be weeding and preparing the beds, and we're 5 hours away! argh! we even went to order a bed today cos i thought if we could get it delivered asap i could head down there. but we were told it would take weeks. still i was very happy with the saleslady who was very knowledgeable and very friendly and cut us a super deal on a bed frame and mattress. :) very pleased.
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will be interesting to see if my old friends discover a new me [Sep. 21st, 2007|08:15 pm]
You Are An INFJ

The Protector

You live your life with integrity, originality, vision, and creativity.
Independent and stubborn, you rarely stray from your vision - no matter what it is.
You are an excellent listener, with almost infinite patience.
You have complex, deep feelings, and you take great care to express them.

In love, you truly see relationships as an opportunity to connect and grow.
You enjoy relationships as long as they are improving and changing. You can't stand stagnation.

At work, you stay motivated and happy... as long as you are working toward a dream you support.
You would make a great photographer, alternative medicine guru, or teacher.

How you see yourself: Hardworking, ethical, and helpful

When other people don't get you, they see you as: Manipulative, weak, and unstable
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the truth, were it to exist, is in me [Sep. 21st, 2007|07:45 pm]
[mood | contemplative]
[music |lambchop - the old gold shoe]

have things changed much? i feel in limbo. not this, and not that.

but mostly things are calm, happy and i'm okay.

going to dunedin tomorrow, going to do the pre-settlement inspection. then all is done and over on Monday. officially.

looking forward to our hotel, got a good rate on wotif.com - do lots of people use it? i never have but a more than 50% reduction suits me. especially since we always do our dunedin weekends quite spontaneously/last minute. so hence the good rate.

went to the mall today. wanted to get my hair done at the "australasian salon of 2006/2007 (awarded by L'oreal, Keratase and I can't remember the third one)" but they were full! looked it, too.

so no new hair to spice up my life. so i went shopping for lingerie. on sale! can't go wrong with that. my favourite way to pick myself up. also trawled all the accessory shops, i have a new liking for blood red and olive green. in the end got a pair of dangling earrings with shiny/black stones and a silver heart on a long chain. caught in between eras i remember thinking i knew what i would have liked or used to like in the past, which isn't what i like now. but what i like now, does it suit me? draping a long chain twice around my neck in front of a mirror i felt strange, like, "what am i supposed to do with this?" i realised how subjective taste is, just with regards to myself. what i used to love i now think loud. what i now like i used to think tacky. there's no absolute truth.

have i changed a lot? i never even noticed it. i used to bedeck myself with rings on every finger, bangles galore, multiple earrings (ok this still goes on). today i hesitated at the array. going shopping today felt familiar when i first began at 4 o'clock, like something i haven't done in ages. made me remember myself. but shopping is a sport and i lost stamina after 2 hours.

what happened to my accessories? lost out to the rings bestowed by lovers?
what happened to my tank and other fun and frivolous tops? have i become boring and "safe"? or is it the weather here, never hot enough? it must be a good thing to leave one's skanky wardrobe behind, right?

was today a success? so-so lah. i bought 3 items at the lingerie shop and 2 at the accessory shop. and before that i'd been working at home...

well it was sunny and sweltering at first today so before it got cloudy i was in the garden in my bikini soaking up the sun and digging my fingers deep into the dirt. felt nice. i repotted the thai chilli and the venus fly trap in bigger homes. pulled out last year's pepper plants now brown and dry and collected the soil for more repotting. peered at the new seedlings which appeared by themselves in last year's parsley pot. the old plants were dried and removed easily. but these new spots of green, some of them look a little like baby parsley. after all i did let it go to seed so possibly they self-seeded. must wait and resist pulling them out. couple more weeks and i'll know if they're parsley or some other curly leafed weed.

my basil and mesclun have not germinated yet. *furrow brow* it's been almost a week! come on babies!
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so blessed, so grateful, so restored [Sep. 8th, 2007|12:02 am]
[mood | happy]

I am so grateful for having spent 3 lovely days with the man.

It's really felt like we were on holiday - slow slow starts, luxuriating in bed for ages, leisurely brunches, wandering around in town together, shopping, making food together, reading in cafes, being close and happy. sitting and walking in the sun, enjoying the clear blue skies. simple things, really, but very precious. oh and the pie! i made the crust, L made the filling - divine! lamb, pea and potato pie. YUM!

strange that in the midst of all that we closed the deal on the house, confirmed the contract, haggled back and forth on some terms (first time i ever negotiated with anyone for a house! so proud of myself - this for someone who normally can't even bargain in a pasar malam), calls back and forth between the real estate agent, lawyers and us.

we both felt it, i'm so grateful for God's hand in all this - making what would have been a hectic and stressful couple of days into a dreamy relaxing holiday.

now we are the happy owners of a house and our own little piece of land, every square metre of it! i'm so excited and looking forward so much to moving in there with L and starting our new chapter - students again!

L's starting another string of nights, while tomorrow I'm off to the countryside. what's in store for me? only one way to find out!
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