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it beats for only you.........I wish we had never gotten caught. I wish you weren't such a jerk. Please let me let go of him.
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HAPPY NEW YEARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 2008!!!!!!!!!!
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[30 Dec 2007|02:35pm] |
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I wish my mom took me with her.....I kinda want to go home, but then I feel guilty about it. I love my grandparents, but I wish they'd let me have a friend with me here. Gahhhhh.......at least I can go shopping tomorrow. Happy New Year tomorrow!
I'm falling for a drummer whom doesn't even know me......maybe just maybe I can have a shot in the dark with him?? I'd be willing for it!! Andy Horst.......
xoxo
Me
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| I'd be so purple, I'd match his hoodie!! |
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Hi!!
Wowies it's been awhile since I've updated this thing. Welp, I'm going to the Cobra Starship "Really Really Ridiculously Good Looking" Tour on January 26th, 2008!! I'm sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo freakn' excited!! I'm GOING to kiss my Gabanti!!!!!!
I'm also giving my favorite Cobras a present....each
Gabe: a clay dradel, a kiss, and probably something else. I just haven't thought of it yet.
Vicky-T: a cute shirt.
Ryland: a comb (for Guy Ripely) and probably something else.
Nate: Awesomeifyied (don't steal my word) drumsticks
Alex: Not too sure yet.
In other news.....
I've been listening to Midtown lately and they're AMAZING!! Gabe's voice is beautiful.......as usual!! I had a BAD night last night, but I'm somehow feeling better/surviving. I am sooooooooo glad that Krystle's my bestie, because I KNOW that I can ALWAYS count on that woman!! I heart you, baby girl.
xoxo
~Me~
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| Things to say at the top of my head....... |
[16 Sep 2007|09:29pm] |
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Looking for Love.......while composing a song......
Listen to her sing as she starts to smile.....
Hold my hand as we feel the music........
You kiss me like an over dramatic actor.....
I. Love. You......
I love my best friends......
I love my family.....
I love my writings........
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| Always up or down, never down and out..... |
[10 Sep 2007|08:21pm] |
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Boys are stupid, but fun to look at. My throat hurts and I'm a little congested, but ohh well. Fall Out Boy is coming to town soon!! On November 20th, but still, I'll be able to go!! My road test is next Saturday and I'm uberly excited!! Hopefully we'll get to go back stage and meet the guys. I wish that I could just go to the Academy Is concert, but NOOOOOOOOOOO. Maybe I could convince my step-cousin to go with me?? She lives in Dayton, Ohio. We could join 'Santi's Little Helpers' and get to go backstage and meet the guys!! Yea?? I'll see what my mom says and get back to you on that one.
I've started to write a new song. Right now it's called 'If you watch closely my heart might break', but that might just be a working title. I can't wait just to start writing music and get this band going. Ya know?? Music is life and I love every second of it!!
Love ya,
~Trish~
xoxo
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[25 Aug 2007|05:25pm] |
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Went to Projekt Revolution........loved it.
Who knew how much one band and one best friend could make me feel?? Yea that's right....I'm talking about MCR and Krystle.
Damn you guys are the greatest!! Thank-You.
Honestly, MCR has been there when I was going through my rollercoaster and seeing them live just made me feel soooooooo much better!!
Love alwayz,
~Trish~
xoxo
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| I can feel the pressure.......it's getting closer now...... |
[18 Aug 2007|08:19pm] |
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I'm sick and I hate it. I just burned my popcorn and now my house smells like it. Lucky me, ehh?? Jon went to college......it's sad. I've started talking to Erin Maxick and she's amazing!! She's a dancer for Lucent Dossier Vaudeville Cirque and she's also danced for Panic! @ the Disco!!!!! If you have the Panic! box set....she's the one they call....Dusty. Anywho, check these peoples out.........
http://www.lucentdossier.com/
Love you alllllllllllllllll,
~Trishy~
xoxo
p.s Pray for my good friend, Miss Hannah, because she's having a tough time right nowz.
p.s.s Please pray that I feel better, soon!!
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| What's my age again?? |
[12 Aug 2007|05:38pm] |
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Gahhhhhh,
I feel like I have no freedom. Honestly. I have none!! It's been shut off!! COMPLETELY!!!!!!!!!!! I'm suffocating and I need to break-free. THE ONLY time I'm allowed to relax and breathe is when I'm with Jon or out with my friends. I am almost eightteen-years-old!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SERIOUSLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Can I just graduate and move on with my life?? I can't wait until the nights of chick flicks, study groups, pizza and rootbeer, in my dorm room. Fun?? YES!!!! Most deff!!
About Jon, here we go....I met him three-years-ago at Subiaco retreat house and we instantly clicked. I love him soo much. Like if he were just a part of me. He knows me. He knows when I'm loved and when I'm hurt. He gives me that fullness in the empty space in my heart. I know I sound like a cheesy romance novel, but it's true. I just can't see myself with anyone else. Other than my girlie little fantasys with the Academy Is lol (but that's a different story). No, if you want to get realistic....he's someone that really loves me and cares about me. I ned someone like thati n my life and you know what?? He's IN my life and I am soooooooo thankful and blessed to have a Heaven-sent soulmate like him.
Don't pay attention to the post if you don't want to, but this is just the confessions of a teenage romance novelest. lol. I'm a modern-day Juliet whom is hopelessly in-love with the perfect man for her.
Until next time....
Love you all,
~Trish~
xoxo
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[09 Jul 2007|11:55pm] |
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What is it with music these days?? Ever since I learned how to hear, I've LOVED music. I've NEVER been THIS passionate about a band before, but the Academy Is, is just an A-MAZING band and when I met them I pretty much DIED and went to Heaven. I just HATE the fact that I CAN'T see them again. My mom's all like "Ohh well next time you can, but it's just in a bad area" bull spit........I HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I NEED my boys!!!!!!!!!! They keep me SANE!! I'm usually listening to them or Cobra Starship or Fall Out Boy. The Honda Civic Tour had SOMETHING and it just made me fall IN-LOVE with music..........even more so. GAHHHHHHHHHH!! WHY can't I go????????????? Stupid Ponticrack!!!!!!!!!!!
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I love TAI!!!!!!!!
Love alwayz,
~Trish~
xoxo
P.S. I'm leaving for camp tomorrow, soo check my MySpace for my camp addressy!!
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| Gahh!! Now we've got a big big mess on our hands!! |
[08 Jul 2007|01:24pm] |
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alright, get ready for an all out vent. You don't even have to read this if you don't want to, but I'm going to be using language and noise!!
GAHHHHHHHH!!!!! I'm sooo pissed and sick and salty at the world right now!! I f*cking hate sailing in yet I'm up north. Ryan Fisher is a jack a*s and he RUINED my fun times up north and my love for the Barn Theatre. Yea, that's right. I HAVEN'T gone back to the barn SINCE we had a brawl. Now, I'm just sitting in this little club house thing and writing on the computer because I didn't want to go sailing. I HATE sailing with a BURNING passion!!!! I think I need a psychiatrist to talk to or maybe just a vacation. Like a REAL vacation!! Somewhere that I can just get away from everything. I CAN NOT WAIT until we have movement class again EVERYDAY!! Yoga is what puts me at ease, 'specially yoga on a stage. THAT IS WHERE I BELONG!! On-stage, at a stage, in a venue, WHERE EVER!! THAT is where I belong. NOT a sailboat, where it's hott and muggy and sticky and grotesque.
I just f*cking hate it up here!! I wanna go HOME!! I wanna sleep in my OWN bed and be comfortable. I wanna pack for my MONTH at Blue Lake. I wanna just leave for Blue Lake right NOW!!!! I hate this constant pain and tension in my shoulders. YEA!! IT'S THERE!! I've gotten a massage once and the massage therapist was WORRIED about me. She said that at my young age I SHOULDN'T have THIS much stress!! But ya know what?? IT'S THERE!! It's been there for A WHILE!! But whatever, that's just my own body taking it's stress-out on my poor shoulders!!
What do I do?? Do I just take a deep breath, think about something (or in my case SOMEONE) that makes me feel at ease and just stick it out?? I suppose, but honestly, I don't know how to calm down. I CONSTANTLY have to be doing SOMETHING!! I CAN'T just sit around doing absolutely NOTHING!! Doing NOTHING drives me INSANE!! That's WHY I'm constantly chewing on gum or listening to my iPod. It's a way for me to keep busy with NO ONE else bothering me. I just can't wait to get out on my own.
GAHH!! I said it once and I'll say it again....F*ck it I can't win anymore!! Pray for me, think about me, but don't feel sorry for me. I'm cynical, pissed-off, pessimistic, salty, annoyed, and anxious.
~Trish~
xoxo
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Hi everyone!!
What happened today?? What happened readers today?? Well today I went shopping and left my phone at Hot Topic. What happened today??
Yes, I went shopping today at Lakeside Mall with my darling mother and her fabulous credit card. Ohh yes, we had fun. Ahaha. From JC Penney's to Godiva Chocolate to losing my phone in Hot Topic. Yes. It rocked. I got some stuff for Blue Lake and some other new shirts. Or as my mom calls them "Tricia Shirts". They're my new obsession. Besides layers. I love dressy, flowy tops. They're just adorable and I've got about a handful of different tops from all over the place.
The fiasco at Hot Topic happened when I was trying on a the Academy Is t-shirt and Cobra Starship t-shirt. I apparently left my phone in the dressing room so when mi madre and I were well on our way to M-59 or whatever that road is and my mom's cell rings. She didn't recognize the ringtone at first, so she looked at it. Guess who's name was on the incoming call?? *Points to herself* YEP THAT'S RIGHT!! I thought I had a double idenity that mysteriously broke through my bathroom mirror and is now out creating havoc. (Watch the video at the end of this post to get what I mean by that). I looked in my purse for my cell and obviously couldn't find it, so she answered it, the HT person explained the situation and we headed back to the mall to take care of it. All and all that was interesting and I thank God that we weren't farther away.
Now, my good friend Krystle is over and we're having fun. At least I hope she is. lol. Hello we can just say "Spicy Food" and we'll burst out laughing then start to have fun. We're weird....I know.
If you wanna see a similar incident to mine....watch this video for me....it's quite hilarious and true.
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| Don't pretend you ever forget 'bout me |
[04 Jul 2007|10:33pm] |
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Wow, I never write in this thing as much as I'd like. I've changed around the layout. I've recently re-discovered paint and my photobucket, soo yea, it works out pretty nicely. Speaking of lay-outs.....there's something that I'd like to lay....out. And that's my best friend, Krystle. She's amazing. I can't tell you how much that girl means to me. She's CONSTANTLY trying to do what's best and she rocks at it. With trying to do stuff for TAI and FBR or even going to shows with me , she's trying to support her way through it all. Snaps to you, girl!! I hate it when people make her feel inferior. Because she's really not a stupid person. She's smarter than you all think she is. She doesn't deserve that and I think it's really low to make complete strangers feel like shit. I've gotten that before and yea it really DOES hurt. Soo you should just watch who you make fun of or play because you could be the ones that are being retarded. Krystle darling, you rock and that's why I love you.
Anywho,
I think I've found some time for realization. And that's at camp. Blue Lake next week is going to rock and I know that I'll get some time alone for myself. Time to think. Time to get to know myself, spiritually, in a place I can call home. I'll be around the right people and the right atmosphere. It's 24 days away from cellphones, internet, drama, and all the worries back home. Hopefully, I'll get some time to control my antics, anxiety, and slow down.
For once I think I need to just chill. Ya know?? It's been a crazy year and four months, since my rock was taken away from me. And since then I've found out that if I don't have SOMETHING going on, I'll go crazy. I've actually hurt some of my friends by my crazyness and short temperedment. I'm sorry and you all know who you are. It DOESN'T always have to be about me. I don't think I could go 10 minutes without saying the word I. Soo 'Princess Diaries'......I know. See there it is again. It's like saying the words "Like" or "Um". Just a bad habit that's hard to break.
I'm going to try and re-evaluate myself and my life. I'll let you all know by the end of the summer how it all turns out. What I know right now is that I have the greatest family that ANY girl could EVER ask for and the most AMAZING group of friends that I honestly couldn't breathe without. Thanks to EVERYone that's EVER helped me out with my low times and even my high times (excuse the pun).
That's it for now
Love you all,
~Trish~
xoxo
Santi
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[30 May 2007|03:25pm] |
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Dood, I can't believe this.......fate happens!! IT DOES!! Holy mother truckn' flapjacks!!
~Trish~
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I haven't updated this in awhile......I'd just like to say that I have the best of friends in the entire world. They make me think twice about my actions. They're my blessings from the Lord above and well, I just love them for that.
Soo there's this boy, Jay, I like him. I have since 'Birdie', but now I've learned that he likes me too, what's a girl to do?? Listen to her heart , that's what. I'm going to take risks, live life, come out strong, and love like there's no tomorrow!! Good plan?? Thought so....
~Trish~
xoxo
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[28 Feb 2007|04:51pm] |
Don'tcha wish you had a boyfriend that's hott like mine??
Bahahaha I WISH he were mine.......he's Simone's ex. Simone's my alter-ego, whom is currently dating Frankie Iero. She's alive at dances and at parties. I'll have pictures up of her as soon as I figure out how to use the scanner on my computer. I'm soo not talented with technology. Now the internet.......that's a WHOLE different story, my darlings!!
The Dresden Dolls are a-mazing!! Did ya know that?? If you didn't well you do now......
My music interest has changed.........dramatically........I guess. I'm into The Academy Is.... (I heart them), Death Cab for Cutie, OK GO, HelloGoodbye, Cobra Starship, Panic! @ the Disco, Fall Out Boy, My Chemical Romance, The Dresden Dolls, Cute Is What We Aim For, The Shins and The Fray, just to name a few. They're all soo a-mazing as well. And yes, I'm still completely infactuated with Broadway!! --That one HASN'T changed.......much.
 Cute Is What We Aim For
 MCR....durr
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This is a monologe that I wrote....soo NO STEALING!! I have to deliever a monologe for theatre 2, tomorrow and soo I'm just going to test it out on ya'll. Tell me whatcha think!! ~Trishy~ xoxo
I'm such an idiot. I need to be taken to jail. This is so not me. I mean, they were all fine before I came into the picture. Me, Simone Walker, from Chicago; I'm practically a stranger to these people!! Oh dear, this wasn't suppose to happen. Steph is about to have a baby and I'm ruining everything. What a great friend I've been. I can't believe what I've done. It was only one harmless phone call to London. And now, now the band's breaking up and it's all my fault!! This is so crazy, I mean I've known these people maybe a month and already I've caused chaos!! One minute, I'm shopping with Steph and Alicia and the next minute I'm on the phone with my boyfriend and he's so furious at Steph for lying to him. Then they fly home, we raise havoc, Steph goes into labor, and then we all end up in a drama fest made for TV soap opera.
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Feburary 6th, 2007....
Fall Out Boy's new album, 'Infinty on High' comes out.
It's a Tuesday.
It's a snow day.
HOLY CRAP IT'S BEEN 10 WHOLE MONTHS!!
.......Where have I been?
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Frankie Iero is a hottie mchottie girl pants!!!!!!!!!!
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I heart the Academy Is
Hayley Williams.....aka my inner- Rockstar!!
Ryland you're a very handsome man!! Vicky-T I heart you!!
G.A.B.E. gonna get you high!!....I love you!! He's SUCH a nice guy!! I'm totally a Gabe Supporta!!
SUPPORT COBRA STARSHIP!!
William Beckett.....dare I say more?? Everything we have..........is more like it!!
Snakes on a plane mutha truckas!! FANGS UP!!
