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[14 Dec 2005|09:08pm] |
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new journal... add me there because my friends page is unbeleiveable now so i'm going over to ![[info]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) watashi_wa_mae now... hope to see you all there love love you ^o^
<3 Mae-chan
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| FIRE!? eto... nihogo... anou... WAKARINAI! |
[11 Dec 2005|01:48am] |
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I survived
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there was a fire in the dormatory tonight ^^; long story but quite exciting lmfao...
i was at a party 2 doors down from Juice's room and we were playing a Christmas Party game and suddenly we heard this ringing over everyones drunken laughter and screaming of answers... and then we all grabbed us stuff in a slight panic and headed into the hall to find a smoke in the hallway... some people tried to figure out what it was coming from and i was trying to get everyone outside and stuff but then i saw Currey-san open the apartment door and apparently saw the fire by the look of him from down the hallway... so i headed outside trying to bring people with (no one listens to me, and they think i'm crazy for playing with fire, at least i'm not attracted to it as easily as you all are *hmph* >>)... i tried to direct what people deceided to come outside to the area we had been taught and told to go to at the beginning of the year... sadly not many followed +_+;;... then i knew we were told to go call for the fire department at the Prince Hotel next door so me and Claire-san (?) headed to the Prince Hotel running through the large parking lot with me only in socks... i didn't even have enough time to grab shoes or slippers... oh well...
as we approached the front of the hotel there were either 2 or 3 motorcoaches full of japanese people that had been unboarded and were standing in front of the hotel... it must've been quite the site to them when 2 geijin (foreigners) young women came running up to the hotel (one in socks) and panting out of breath trying to explain we needed them to call the fire department... but even with Claire being able to speak much better japanese, we were still having a hard time trying to explain our situation... then as the man at the desk calmly turned to get someone else to talk to us i screamed at him "1-1-9!" which is the same as our "911"... but i feel stupid now because i said in english XD;;; i was so -calmly- paniced that i said it in english... either way it made him stop dead in his tracks and turn to us with the face of "did you just say-!?" then with the paper of the school's address i snatched his pen oh so kindly and drew a tiny building on fire... i think he got the point... so then he called the fire department... Claire ran back to the school to find another 3rd year to help us out... but our desk manager after making the call ran over to the school so i followed after with the crowd of japanese travelers eyes following me ^^;;;;
when we arrived he got back on his cell and did some calling i ran back to the overpass near the school and found many of the students standing there and i asked what was happening... i was told that "everything was under control now"... not for long apparently... i heard the sirens and noticed 2 fire trucks come racing through the tiny parking lot to the dormatory and run inside they were coming and going in through the front and side door and everything... then i noticed that they were getting hecktick over something... turns out the fire had restarted... at this point i learned how it happened... at the party Juice made tempura (deep fried veggies or food of all sorts) and apparently when turning off the stove didn't turn it off all the way and the hot grease caused a fire that would burn and be put out and catch again so it was a few times that it happened in succession during our 15 minutes of standing outside... or was it longer? huh dunno *shrug*...
as we all waited outside we watched 2 police cars pull up, 1 fire truck leave, 2 fire rescue vehicles, and another 4 fire trucks arrive... for our little stovetop grease fire... heh, it was funny to watch those that were now drunk from our party wander around and get pictures... i think Marlin-kun was the most random... we were a distance away from the vehicles but he stands near us infront of the the scene and had a group of other people get in and someone take a picture... wtf?! its funny but totally random... didn't help that he was drunk =3=;; *sigh*... i ran around and since i was in a tshirt, skirt, and socks i was rather hyper/freezing/jingling/cold so i told everyone how i described our fire situtation with my lil doodle LMFAO! everyone was like "O _ O;" lmfao XDDDD and after my body was numb i couldn't feel the cold anymore *becomes popsicle* :D
after a while we headed back indoors because the repeat of the flame up had been destroyed... and they were packing up... so i headed into my room and grabbed my cellphone and headed to the lobby which is next to the burnt room... and as we passed all the personel i saw in and saw not much damaged... except for lots of powder on the floor (the extinguisher anti-flame chemicals)... and i stood with many of the other students in the lobby watching the fire fighters and people walk around... turns out not only were there fire fighters but also 2 representatives from the gas company, a city offical, and the people from the alarm company... heh, i got a few pics of that but not many like everyone else XD;;; lmfao... ended up heading back to my room after talking with Juice after all the people left and they were starting to clean up so i ran to my room grabbed my broom and rags and headed to Juice's room and helped clean... after a while Lang-kun lent me a handkercheif to cover my mouth since i was coughing up a storm from the extinguisher residue and nearly hacked up my lung and stomach at the same time #___#; so that helped... note to self: clean handkercheif and return it ASAP :D... and this was all while i was still in my skirt, socks w/ slippers now, and tshirt... sadly not many of the students helped out with the cleaning but i can't account for everyone since many were outside beating the bed sheets of the pink fire extinguisher poweder... i think Juice's japanese roommate Kazu-san got the worst of it in his room... not damage just powder on everything from the extinguisher...
after we almost finished cleaning Kazu-san's room they kicked us out so as to close off the room... so after nearly finishing all of Kazu-san's room and most of the kitchen floor we left Juice's room... i headed back to my room and washed my hands and went over to Sue's room to see if the party was still going again... and it was so i invited everyone from the party to come get the dessert i was assigned to contribute to the party... and sadly Marlin-kun knocked over a glass and broke it, and for some reason i swore up a storm because i saw it about to fall and couldn't catch it in time... and everyone left after about 5 minutes, oh well... and then Hiroko-chan got back from dropping Amanda-chan off at the train station... we talked about the incident some more and i was for some reason in a bad mood and stuff so yeah... i ate alot of ice cream to compensate XD;; eheh
but Sue-chan's party was very very VERY very VERY VERY very VERY nice... her room was so beautifully decorated and so Christmasy *cries in joy* it made me so happy TT^TT *huggles Sue-chan and Ashley-chan* <333333... laughed alot and sipped some wine... didn't like it actually, not like that sweet and pathetic church wine i have so little of XD;; this was strong and probebly the cheap stuff from Lawson's ;p and i got a gift! i got Hello Kitty erasers! ^o^ which i left in their room ._. eheh...
so yeah... just talked to my mom and told her there was a fire and she kinda panicked (if you can tell that over MSN messenger lmfao)... but its all good since it was just one room's kitchen luckily ^^ and everyone was fine!
quite the interesting saturday i must add... first presentations, party, fire, and broken glass... oh yeah so nice indeed... i so wanna sleep in tomorrow but i have to write so many papers =____=;; mehhh... i need a vacation... sad to say ne? but i'll be home in 6 days :D yaaay!
<3 Mae-chan
p.s. long time no see ne? XD;; almost totally forgot my LJ ^^;; i luvs you all? ;___; i bet you all hate me now *sniffles* TTATT;
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[20 Sep 2005|01:57am] |
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sorry for the late update >>;; been so busy this weekend *sigh* so here is the major update from my GJ :D i'll leave out the one with my screaming about a spider ^^;;;
since i'm too lazy to convert this update to my dad into a more shortened understandable one for YOU guys... i'll just leave it the way it is :} so deal with it...
the following consists of a rundation of my beautiful cellphone (i've included a link to a picture of it) that i'm hoping to get/pickup on Tuesday... depending on if my parents allow me ^^;;
also included is a brief layout of the events that ensued with attempting to talk to sales personnel about the cellphones... of which none really new english ^^;;
( email i sent to my Dad )
picture of my cellphone to be *dreams*
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now that i've fnished with that *ahem* on with some more BASIC news! XD
today i tired a Peach Milkshake from McDonald's... but i asked for melon XD;; i think they ran out or received a new flavor today... eitherway it was delicous!!! :9 honto oishii desu yo! i also tried a Melon Milkshake at McDonald's YESTERDAY and Melon pocky today! both were excellent as well!! ^o^ they like their Melon flavor here... i mean, they have frickin MELON BUNS for goodness sake! lmfao!!!
ummmm... went out and got my Ribon original special thingy like i wanted :D and like i said earlier i took a few pictures as well ^^ not great but still interesting ne? (i'll be getting those up my Monday i hope)
tomorrow morning i'm wakin up at 5am... so that me and Brittney can leave early and catch our 6:15am train to Nagoya! we're going to meet her friend Tyrese and all go to the WORLD EXPO! there was a group of students who went today and they said it was awesome! and really fun! :D they even went to the America Expo station and got to go to the front of the link since we're JCMU students!!! (and the lines are ALWAYS long for the America Exhibit!!) dude... we frickin kick arse >:D its because we're such cool JCMU students... not like its the JCMU students that came here earlier this spring to train and become guides FOR the American Exhibit or anythin XD;;; but yeah... once we get to Nagoya station we get off and take a subway to another stop (Brittney knows waht she's doing... i think o-o;; eep) and there Tyrese is going to meet us... then we take a bus to the Expo :D
we've also changed our idea to Tokyo... we've deceided to take the over-night bus instead of bullet train... because its MUCH MUCH cheaper... that way we save money and can shop for lots more stuffs :} tee hee
errr >>;;; i guess that's it for now.... so yup... oyasumi nasai!! ^o^
<3 Mae-chan
p.s. latest update on this... i went to pickup my phone today but they got a wrong order, so i was told to go back tomorrow :3 oki doki, since my daddy said yes *fist in air* i gets it tomorrows! X3 MUAHAHAHAAA!!
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| WTF IT MOVED!!! |
[09 Sep 2005|09:01pm] |
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it happened on Thursday September 8th at 8:44pm Tokyo time...
Mae-chan walked to the fridge, and opened it unsuspectingly to look for some type of sugary goodness... (since she finished her mint-creme oreos earlier) and what did she find?
none other then Brittney's package of clams she had just bought from the store... but what was so terrifying about this? besides the fact that when she opened the fridge and saw, for the first time, the package of clams... that they
FRICKIN MOVED!!! THE CLAMS MOVED!!! I NEARLY SCREAMED!!!! ><;;;;;; not only did i not know that there were clams in the fridge, but when i peered closer at them out of curiosity, did i then see half of these 30 lil buggers SHUT THEIR CLAMMY LITTLE SHELLS ALL AT ONCE!!!!! *passes out*
i thought it was rather odd until the thought hit me... OMG THEIR STILL ALIVE!!!!!!!!! HO'SHIT!!!!!!!! *slams fridge shut* OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOGM #_____#;;; *peers over at Brittney*
me: "*pops into Brittney's room* eto..."
brit: "hai?"
me: "you have clams in the fridge... yes?"
brit: "hai"
me: "did you knooooow... they're still alive??"
brit: "..."
me: "..."
brit: "... no."
me: "... they are."
brit: "o_o; *peers at them in the fridge*"
me: "*pokes them and it closes on their own* see..."
brit: "OMG! I DIDN'T KNOW THEY WERE ALIVE!"
me: "^^; well... they are."
brit: "I DON'T WANT LIVE CLAMS!! HOW DO I EAT THOSE!??!!"
me: "ano... boil them? i think it kills them..."
brit: "boil em?! AND THEN I GOTTA PULL THEM OUTTA THE SHELLS?!"
me: "... yes?"
brit: "i don't want them anymore."
me: "... eh?! oO;"
brit: "i should've bought the already removed ones... even if they were alil more expensive... or the frozen ones"
us: "o-o; *pokes the clams*"
(clams move and shut)
us: "eeeeeeeew..."
me: "ok i'm gone."
brit: "huh?"
me: "*shuts sliding door to room* they can't get me now."
brit: "^^; they're not gonna eat you"
me: "no... but they might kill me in my sleep..."
brit: "..."
me: "i wonder if they can get through the door..."
brit: "*goes back to studying* right..."
XD LMFAO!!! beware the live clams...
<3 Mae-chan
p.s. this was an older update that i forgot to post on my LJ ^^; somimasen
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[05 Sep 2005|07:05am] |
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( a repost of my latest updates of my journies to JAPAN... )
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i apologize for not updating this journal too much ^^; i've fallen in love with GJ's 2,000 icon uploads and image hosting... and i apologize u___u i miss you guys on here as well...
even if i came back to LJ it wouldn't be often right now... because of the fact that i'm now enlisted in INTENSIVE JAPANESE LANGUAGE STUDY here in Hikone... so yeah... bear with for a while long... ^^;;
if any of you guys are makin your way here then come and stop by! :D miss ya all!... i wonder if i should do a friends-list clean out >>;;
<3 Mae-chan
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[20 Jun 2005|11:43pm] |
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hey all, long time no chat ne? :D
just wanted to update with some news... heh not much news ever happens... not even like this is important or whatever but still...
i'm thinkin about gettin my hair cut tomarrow :D its currently mid-back length... and i wanna cut it off to the point of all my dyed hair is gone... so that should be just above my shoulders ^^;;; its gonna be weird for a while but i wanna get it cut before i leave for Japan :D that way it can grow out a bit :} *nods*
at work today i remembered something that made me laugh at the ironicness of customer stupidity... we have little signs we put on our tills for when we're closed or are underage to sell alcohol... i've realised customer's are possitively STUPID. e___e; now now don't be too shocked... not all customers i will add, but still the majority... i've had MANY occasions EACH day of customers' PURPOSELY ignoring the sign or reading it and forgetting it in no time-flat =x=;;
what i find ironic is the signs have alil advertisement above the "CLOSED" part... it reads:
Detroit News
Read it.
Understand it.
Use it.
CLOSED
e_______e *ahem* now if you were to read that all correctly it sounds like its just for the Detroit Free Press newspaper... but i see it as "Read, understand, NOW USE IT! I'M CLOSED!!!!!" ^^ but customer's are too stupid to understand any of the sign >>; its silly because they read the sign... look at me... glance at the sign... look at me and say, "are you open? ._." wtf?! Oo;;;; OBVIOUSLY I'M CLOSED YOU BAKA!!!!!! ><;;;;
but yes... i've been working about 38 hour each week too... i'm so tired ;^; i just wish i could sleep in one day or another a week TT^TT but i've been volunteering at the Tea House so i have to wake up before noon >>;;
but tomarrow i gotta take my car in and get my brakes looked at, most likely replace the brakes, eat the pizza buffet at Pizza Hut, then go volunteer at the Tea House... i'll most likely be late too since Pizza Hut opens at 11am and i arrive at the Tea House around noon but it takes me 45 minutes to drive there e.e;;;;; and my sis has deceided to take me lunch hostage tomarrow too -_-;;; but i actually don't mind... because i get to eat the PIZZA BUFFET!!!! *______* mmmmm pizza~ Pizza Hut pizza is so good! i like the way they put so much pepperoni on the pepperoni pizzas <333333333333333333333333333 but that's just me ;D
XD ahahahaaa! its pink and a double sideded one w00t!!! why do i think that's cool that its double sided? :3 well because i have a weapon idea for my friend Deanna's Saiyuki Fanfic (its called SAIYUKI LAND... she couldn't think of anythin else ^^;; lol) so that's cool ^^
how's everyone been? :D i'm sorry its been so long >>; but with work and all i tend to get home late and all... and i'm so exhausted u____________u i hope your all doing well!!!!!!!!!!! *GWOMPsu*
i guess not much else to say now >>; not much ever happens anywayz lol talk to ya all later :D
<3 Mae-chan
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[17 May 2005|01:18am] |
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:.:.: CROSS POSTED FROM GJ :.:.:
-post started at 9:25pm-
ok ok! to ease all your wondering mindz... i'll start my update for the trip to ACen ^^
FRIDAY...
well, i had a really "eventful" friday the 13th e_____e;;;;; i woke up early and finished making my costume after going to Wal-mart at 7am to get the piping i ran out of hte night before hand... i had checked out Wal-mart (closed early now for SUPER Wal-mart remodeling... figures), Kroger (closes at midnight, and i go there 5 after!), Meijer (had none... stupid non-fabric friendly Meijers... *pokes with spork*)... so yeah, got my piping and finished everything else and left for Saginaw for my cellphone... (THANK GOD FOR CELLPHONES!) then OFFICALLY went on my way around noon... i got lost in Lansing when i took a wrong exit... i was supposed to stay on I-69 but got confused and went dislexic when i saw the exit for I-96 >>;;; watashi wa baka ne? lmfao... either way, i took the wrong exit (waaaay before when i should have, i just got scared it was my exit and took it anywayz XD lol) and ended up stopping at the first exit on I-96 and filled up my gas tank with gas for only $1.98!!! so yeah... when i got to Lansing i took the I-69 BR... *bonks head on desk* i didn't know there was that big a difference when it came to I-69 and I-69 BUISNESS ROUTE! WAAAAAAAH! i ended driving around Lansing and tried to find my way back to I-69west NORMAL... i found I-69east and followed that hoping to find a sign for I-69west e.e;;; i deceided to pull over at a Rally's and call my dad... i did this periodically along the trip to keep my dad updated since he was off all week! (yaaay!) and stuff... as i was talking to him i saw the sign for I-69WEST!!! it was right at the intersection at Rally's!!!! oO;; i was like "dad... i found it." he was like what? and i was like "... its right here. eheh? ^^;; sry??" lmfao!!! got back onto I-69west and proceeded on... it was all good from there for a bit... found my way back to I-69 and worked my way to Chicago... did ok for a while... then i took the exit before the Chicago SKYWAY toll road... i wanted to make sure i was supposed to take the toll... when i got that figured out i went to start my car and it wouldn't o___o;; i had deceided against backing up into the front parking spot and all and it figures that my car would play "oops i didn't start again"... *stabs car*... *puts bandaid on it and hugs it* sry... i tried 3 times to get it to start and wouldn't... so i let the key sit for a second and tried again since it did a shimmy but didn't turn over... it finally started... GAH! i nearly cried ;____; got onto the toll road and headed to Chicago... umm... HOLY WAAAH EH!? (yoopanese saying same as "HOLY SH*T!" lol) DUDE CHICAGO'S SKYLINE IS FRICKIN GORGEOUS FROM THE SKYWAY! O___O i was like "...o...m...g....!!! *gasp*" but yeah... i ended up paying 3 tolls to get to the hotel... $.30, $.50, and $2.50 e.e;;; luckily i had change... but i wasn't prepared for that... and holy wah! Chicago has like 5 exits every other second on both side of the skyway/expressway!!!!! @.@;;;;; eeeep. luckily i didn't take the wrong way in Chicago... yet... >>;; but yeah... found Addison Road to the I-190EXP... followed that to my exit to the hotel and stuff... frickin traffic killed my brakes RAWR! now they're all squeaky... stupid stop and go traffic on friday at 7:45pm or something like that... took my exit to the hotel which is right THERE. but i turned left when i read the directions that said right... stupid dislexia (not really dislexic... just stupid)... got lost and called Vern and Lysa when i tried to find the hotel... i found a Hyatt... just the one we'd be staying at Saturday night! i needed the other Hyatt for friday night and the con! i called and they had no idea where they were or where i was TT^TT caused me to stress out and cry a little... but i told myself to hold it in until i found the hotel at least and got situated... stopped for direction at the gas station next to McD's... before i could ask the guy i saw some guys come in with ACen badges... O.O *gasp*... i asked them if they knew where the Hyatt was with the con... they said on the otherside of the express way and on the left... o_____o o-other side? >>;; *drives down road further*... *finds Hyatt and almost couldn't find the street for it*.... *pays $20 for 2 nights parking*... *finds awesome parking spot on level 5 really close to elevators*... *parks and calls Lysa&Verni*... *calls again*... *and again*... *once more to make sure*... WTF!? i couldn't get a hold of them!!! this was the last straw... i began to cry... yup, i cried really nicely into my NMU zip-up hoodie... i never fully LET IT ALL OUT though... sad... i really wanted to but i was afraid of being too loud ^^;; and i would've been too! XD lol finally reached them after trying for HALF A FRICKIN HOUR as i sat in my car crying... so far Friday the 13th was living up to its name... heh... finally got through and said i'd meet them at our room in about 10 minutes... Lysa was in the room so i grabbed my 2 suitcases and bags of crap and stuff... since i wasn't sure what was going on... took me 20 minutes to get there... 4 elevators that never seemed to arrive when you needed them >>;; our room was on the 4th floor... got there and put my stuff in the closet... i was so stressed... Lysa decieded to walk with me to get Pre-Registered... i had my paper and everything set! YOSH!... *walks about 1/2 a mile through cooridors and skywalks to the convention center next door*... *goes down to the main area*... *walks to door and greeted* "can i help you?" 'yes... i wanna register?' "sry, we're closed for the day"... 'o____o; huh?' "come back tomarrow morning... we open at 8am, come at 7am"... 'oooook... *sniffles*' Lysa said on the way down that if they were closed she was gonna kill someone... and she most definetlly had that look too oO;; everyone had their badges but me... they closed registration at 8pm... it was like 15 after T^T; stupid friday the 13th! so i went back to my room... deceided to sit there and maybe sleep since i was whipped good... had some Ramune, Koala bear cookies, and whatnot and just sat there and talked with Lysa and Skippy (Lysa's older brother Kyle)... i deceided to get up at 6am and dress as Tohru and go down and get a good spot... went to sleep around 11pm? maybe?? can't remember... pillow, stuffed doggie, Happy Bunny fleece blanket and the floor... mmmm, bed? e.e;;; oh well... i ended up freezing my arms off and stuff... *sigh* oh well, there WAS 9 of us in the room though :p no biggie :3 not something important...
SATURDAY
woke up and got dressed and all... left after nudging Jesser to tell her i was leaving... she had said last night she had wanted to keep me company... awww how sweet! X3 sankuu!!!... anywayz... left around 6:45am i think? i got done early and everyone else was asleep and i was bored so i decieded to go down :p lol... started my way over and as i reached one of the doorways in the skywalk over from the hotel to convention center i found like 5 people ahead of me as the doors were unlocked by security... yatta! only a few people!... *gets to main area* o___o HEY HOW DID THEY GET HERE BEFORE US!?... there was already a small group of people lined up... they had been let in through the other doors >>;... but i got to about the first turn in the line... not as bad as the snaking lines i had seen friday night oO;; so i was extremely happy with my seat :3 lol after a while i got to talking with the girl and guy next to me... they were younger then me and i think friends of different ages... the girl seemed like Jayna, and the boy like a lil brother to her lol it was quite funny ^^ we got to talking and playing cards lol... then Jesser showed up and we all played, along with this guy behind the guy/girl... he was a Furuba fan :D he asked if i was Tohru and i said yeah... he said he loves Tohru! XD lmfao!! he had a Furuba bag... mmmmm, Furuba bag *____* lol... then the lines opened up and i got to enter the room after about 5 more minutes... not bad... since the Pre-Reg line was about 5 people and everyone else was in the "yet to register" line! XD so i got through pretty fast! ^^ my guy who got my badge had been up like all night or something and was living off of "Bull... it gives you WINGS~!" lmfao! or whatever its called ;D he was cool... grabbed my bag... and headed out to Jesser, went to head into hte Dealer room and was told it was closed till 10am... e___e grrrr... nothing else to do so we went and packed our stuff in the cars for checkout, came back to the main area and got our Pillow concert tickets, and then sat outside the dealers room and looked at everyone... and i got pics of all the cool cosplayers! PICS PICS!!! X3 look under cut for the pics and descriptions ;}... then we went into the Dealers room and i ended up losing Jesser! XD i'm sorry... but i get easily distracted by shinny/pretty/sparkly/expensive/cheap/cute/OMG/sweet stuffs XD lmfao! i ended up forgetting about Jesser and just plain shopping! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAY! muahahahahaaa! it was awesome *____* anywayz... pics of the shopping items and descriptions are below as well ^^... when i realized it was getting close to the Pillows concert i decieded to stay in the dealers room... is that bad? ^^;;; that i wanna shop more then watching them sing? i don't really know their music well, and i got a ticket already (free to people with badges) but i deceided shopping and looking at the Artists Alley was higher up on my list of "stuff to do" lol... having the ticket is good enough for me actually ^^ nyahahaa... after shoppping i tried to find Jesser but i couldn't find her anywhere! apparently she had been looking for me at the concert ^^;; figures ne? XD but i found Skippy and Travis on my way back to stop at my car and load my purchased items >D and they went to a panel thing... i think i ended up shopping more and looking around the Artist Alley, so many awesome shops! and artists!!!! i should definetlly go to one of these cons and just sit with my own booth in the Artists Alley ^__^ but my art isn't worth the $5 most art is going for u__u; besides... i'm not that good yet ^^; eheh anywayz... stories about that and whatnot with pics that correspond... ended up finding Jesser and headed over to the other hotel and unpacked what stuff i needed... we ended up discusing where to eat for like 1/2 an HOUR! we wanted food but not to drive or wait... so we ate at McD's :9 lol i got 2 burgers plain, medium frieds (that i ate like 3 and never ate any more), 2 apple pies, and a white milk! <3333 mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm tasty!!!!!!! i don't drink much pop except for like Jones Soda and Ramune... but not really Pepsi/Coke or anything like that anymore ^^; went back to our room and went to sleep pretty much... deceided against the Funimation Preview showings since i was tired and didn't wanna leave for it... i actually went to bed pretty early this weekend too! Oo;;; how weeeeeird! then again it might've been the time difference... but still i felt so good to have so many people ask to take my picture!! i walked around all day as Tohru... but it wasn't until after i dropped off the stuff i bought and walked out carrying my new Kyo plushi did anyone ask to take my pic XD... 2 feet down the skywalk from the parking garage to the hotel and some girl was like "omg! can i take your pic!!" i was like "sure! -^^-" lol and it happened all day! XD
SUNDAY
got up and showered, dressed in my "Saiyuki cosplay" :D nyahahaaa! DEANNA LOOKI LOOKI!!! i cosplayed as my character in your fanfic!!!! didn't it turn out GREAT!!!! -^_____________^- *is very happy* lol... we left and rode the transport over to the HyattCON from the 2nd Hyatt (that i originally went to like Steve and the others had lmfao)... i ended up putting my stuff in my car at the 2nd Hyatt since parking was alot nicer and easier then at the HyattCON, called Sammi and wished her happy birthday! (omg she's frickin 13 oO;;;; lol)... so yeah, we checked out and headed over... ended up walked a lil bit since the Hyatt bus system was heading to the airport but dropped us off about a block away... so we walked... i was the only one cosplayin >>;; lmfao!!! so there's a bunch of semi-normal looking kids and one dressed in a black chinese styled dress... XDDDDD i went to run across one lane since the light was good and a car was coming but i ended up losing as shoe along the way XD *dies of laughter and embarassment*... *grabs shoe and runs bare-footed* it was nice until my feet hurt after about 10 feet :p so i put my shoes back on... Jesser walks alot slower and doesn't like to scamper like i do across roads ^^ SEE DEANNA! I SCAMPER!!! and yes i still love to play FROGGER even in Chicago :p lol... finally got to the Con and went to the dealers room since the rest of the group for Marq. was leaving around noon... lost Steve in the dealers room since he wanted me to show him the Furuba stuff i got from the Artists Alley... lol, he ended up getting the DVD of a series he previewed the night before called "Marou Marou Kato" or something... i'm bad with names so bear with (story is about a guy who's sent to another world after he gets a swirlie from some ebil kids... and there's abunch of guys trying to get with him and stuff... i've read about it but never read it long story with this bout Steve's love for it! XD lmfao) but yeah, he said it was ok it he didn't get to see the Furuba stuff since he got his loved DVD... i ended up having to lend Jesser $25 for a rabbit/cat thingy from Tenchi Muyo plushi... she always wanted one.... so i got her one and she's gonna pay me back ^_^ she was happy happy! yaaay for a happy Jesser! xDDD they left about noon and i went back to sit in line to get my autograph from Greg Ayres... the line was already pretty long and so i was glad to have gotten there an hour early to wait in line... *phew*! it wasn't all that long once they let the group into the room... thank goodness for my SPOT TOO!!! dude it took me 1/2 an hour to get his autograph! oO;;;; i was so afraid i wouldn't have u__u but i did! =^^= *squeeegasm* HE'S SO KICKASS!!!!!!!!!!!! i've read that he can be rather rude and stuff... and that the other day he did signing he had to leave to take a smoke out by the pool outside the room... lmfao! for some reason i think of Deanna/Bekki/Becka when i heard that from a guy ahead of me in line! XDDD lol *sigh* good thing i'm used to it and i lub Deanna/Bekki/Becka... but i got his autograph and stuff and a pic with him *dies happily* story with images -^_____^- tee hee hee *passes out* (no i didn't get kissed if that's what your all thinking e_e lmfao) then i got back to my car and left by 2pm... yup, that long... finally got back onto the expressway and stuff... some stop and go traffic but i guess it could've been alot worse... safely made my way through all the exits, did miss one because it looks different and is numbered differently on the return... so i took one exit too late but easily found my way... DIDN'T get lost in Lansing... and i made it home on time! YOSH!!! :D... and i had alot of people complement me on my outfit too!!! i had one guy say he like my back (the wings) and said it was really cool! i had one girl take a pic of me and my outfit too =^______^= and i even had Skippy and Travis from our group ask for pictures of me X3 tee hee *blushes profusely* IT FELT SO GOOD TO BE ASKED~!!!!
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so yeah i guess it was an awesome weekend! ^^ now for the pics! :D
( COSPLAY! :O *GASP* dude... you look awesome! )
( mmmmm... SHOPPING~! *_____* i lub to spend money on teh anime/manga goodness )
~~~ back to semi-normal update ~~~
i hope you found that all long, boring... and stupid of course! XD lol *siiiiiiiiiiiiiiigh*... i can't wait to go to another! X3
well... besides all that... i had a weird dream last night... it felt like a rather long dream with alot more detail then what i can remember... but all i can remember is this one part from before i woke up... i think i was riding in a car through a neighborhood with some peeps in Marq... but i was sitting in the back right seat i think? or front right... either way, i was looking up and out hte window at the sky above the passing houses, i saw lightning through these storm clouds that kinda look almost like an anvil-cloud... and i saw spider lightning through the cloud... then i saw a guy and girl couple sitting ontop of a passing electrical pole... weird yes but that's what i saw... they were holding each other as if watching the storm/us together... then i noticed hte lightning and thought "i hope they don't get hit by-" and the couple on the pole got struck by lightning as we drove by! i freaked out and looked back and up and saw they were gone... i'm not sure if i remember seeing their bodies on the ground or not, but they weren't at hte top anymore so i paniced and yelled/said i had to call 911 so i got out my cellphone all in a hurry as we were driving and tried/went to call 911 but i'm not sure if it was working or not... i ended up waking up at that point... weird... i'm not sure what else happened in the dream, but that's what i remember of it...
i work thursday and saturday this week at jack's... yaaay! so i'm gonna go apply at Lone Star over by the mall... they're hiring and all, so i'm thinking of working there since my dad said i should "think" about getting a 2nd job... which he really mans is "GET ANOTHER JOB!" lol... so yeah... gonna go apply tomarrow at Lone Star, Meijer, and stuff :3
if anythin else pops up i'll update it in another post ;D
-post end at 1:17am-
<3 Mae-chan
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*sucks in warmth of dorm room* uwa~ its kinda cool outside >>;
oh gomen ne? ^^; just got back from a talk with God... when i was eating dinner i suddenly became quite depressed unexpectedly ^^;; eheh... nothing to get alarmed about... but i think the actual somewhat sunny look outside and the nice 102.5WIOG styled music playing made me think of home... it kinda made me happy...
then i remembered my Dad might come up to get me with my Mom... i'd like that... but when i move back home next weekend there's alot of stuff going on... my sister Nicci has prom, Samantha has a track meet, i think Mom's working maybe, my Dad's gonna be busy at work with it being Mother's Day, the fact that that weekend includes MOTHER'S DAY, and i'm moving back home! there's alot to going on... and my Dad was going to stay home since he has to work... but he was telling Kevin at work (equal, if not a higher-up, manager in the Meat Department with my dad) about how there's so much going on... Kevin then told my Dad to take friday off and come to get me... but my dad said he couldn't, and again Kevin told him too, and my Dad said he couldn't... this continued several times before my Dad didn't respond (all accorinding to Nicci) so it sounds like there's a slight possibility my Dad will accompany my Mom to get me -^^- yatta!!
so i was sitting in the Marketplace with Bekki and Deanna when i started to stare off outside and the music seemed so sad and brought back the feeling of me going off in my car for a ride with Nicci blaring the radio... i suddenly got up and told them i had to go... i just needed to think so badly... to wonder... to cry...
i walked out of the Marketplace and proceeded to the area where they go to smoke normally after eating... but i just sat down in the corner behind the door... didn't want them to see me... i need "me" time... i was sitting there and saw a Dodge truck much the same style as my Dad's (excluding the fact it didn't have a cap or was green)... i didn't like sitting there looking at all the rooms... i wanted sun, and i was in the shade... so i decieded to walk outside of the courtyard to the trees by my window... i went out there and sat staring off at the LRC and New Science Building...
i sat there in what sun there was... just thinking... talking to God... and crying a little... i guess being around Bekki, Deanna, Becka, and everyone was too much for little Mae-chan... i'm not really used to it... its not that i didn't like it, i just never grew up that close to so many different people... they're always over in my room laughing, relaxing, sleeping, and having fun... and i DO REALLY enjoy that... but still... i've always been rather suclusive as a kid... so not having "me" time as much as i did has ,at moments, taken a toll on me... so i had to go off and "hide"...
as i sat there on the base of the tree i stared at the beautiful green grass... the wonderful pine trees... and the dark yet brightened clouds... the wind was cool and soft and it made me happy... and i sat there talking to God about everything... i know i didn't get straight A's in my classes... and i could've probebly done really well... but it seems that i've found myself caring about those around me then my own future... then i went into the whole "do i have a future?" type things... and i wandered around to my feelings for Marquette, my home... and how i have to go back down state... its so open and it feels so desolate... but here in Marquette i'm so happy... everything that i've been neglecting finally came to mind and i had to sit there and sort it out... i shed some tears for some questions... and i smiled for others... but i was happy sitting there seeing Marquette before me... and then the sun shoned brightly as it came out behind the clouds... it was so warm on me, even with the cold breeze... i still felt the warmth of the sun
it reminded me of someone holding me... kinda like my parents and also not... it felt like nothing but love around me... i day-dream alot about the perfect love story, but i know i'll never be able to fully love a guy... i'm just too shy and i've never truly expereienced love... just like... and for that i know if i do fall in love i won't give in... i have too much doubt in it to truly love... i love everyone around me, but i won't marry or have children... i'm more of the silent wishful love... love that i know can't possibly exist untouched in this world... its weird though... if someone were to ever confess to me, i'd deny it and i'd feel i couldn't possibly be the one for them... i'd sub-conciously trample their feelings and do it only to myself... it would harm them, but i'd be destroyed... i can't live this life with another... i'm too scared... gah! why am i saying this! i'll probebly look back at this and totally disagree... i'm sure i've probebly typed something incorrectly since its really hard for me to explain what i mean in words... its just a feeling and knowledge that lies in my heart... don't let my thoughts discourage you from love! please don't!! this is just... this is just how i am... this is the person I AM... not you, i guess... i guess i just needed to get that all off my chest as well... its been a while since i've expressed my thoughts on love... i have a feeling it was brought around by watching Cardcaptor Sakura Movie 2... sad ne? i don't want love, but its the one thing i truly wish i could have... the kind of love i dream, read, and see in the stories i enjoy... heh, i'm a tricky one ne? ^^;
anywayz! past that subject... after thinking that outside, i took the symbolism of the sun and its warmth to that of "hope"... like this world and those i care for in it are my substitute for an individual love... and i remembered just how many guys i had "liked" as a kid... only 3 have ever hit my "like" list... not that it matters... all 3 of them i knew i'd never marry, date, or love... it was just a feeling i got from them... and since it doesn't matter i guess i could mention it ^^; Dan my neighbor i like since i was really little, Lance as that cute smart classmate i had at ILS, and Todd another cute smart guy from high school... looking back, i feel kinda silly... i have no idea why i'm telling anyone this... but... again, i guess i needed to get it off my shoulders... >< man i've gone back into that whole love thing again! *sigh* this is one of my many repetative topics of thought... i'm always dreaming of a story of true love... but that's where my true-love lives i guess... simply in my dreams...
but the sun... it truly was warm and gorgeous... i sat there sucking in every single drop that hit me... i wanted to sprawl out onto the grass and soak in the warmth from the earth... i wanted to cry so bad... all the tears that have built up from little reasons... and i began to ponder... "do i truly love this world as much as i tell myself i do?"... i'm always thinking "God... please give them my health/strength in exchange... let me take their burden"... i then took my friend Rachel for example... she fell down Sugarloaf Mountain (aka Mt. Marquette to me) and has stitches down the front of her face... i then asked myself if i would've traded spots with her injuries if God had offered... would've i actually taken the fall, the fear, the pain? would i actually willingly trade places with her?... when i first heard and saw what happened i had thought that... but was it all just a reflex now? like in the stories i read?... do i TRULY want what i say i would've done to happen?... i felt so bad... i knew deep down i didn't want the pain... but... i don't want those around me to feel it... that's what makes me say to myself that i'd trade places willingly... i don't want to see them in pain!...
so many thoughts... so many fears... everything of the year to come came crashing down on me... no tears of regret came with it... but i knew i had to realize what was to come at one point or another... i wanted it to come crashing down when i was talking to God, in the city i was born in... in my true home... looking around at Marquette i feel so calm... so happy... so free. everything seems to touch me in one way... i've been told by Deanna i'm not a Yooper since i was raised for most of my live in the Lower Penninsula (LP of Michigan)... but, does a Yooper truly have to be raised up here? isn't being born here and shairng a blood bond with the land good enough?... i shed more tears on the thought of leaving my home again... it took me 18 whole years to get back up here... and now i have to leave, and won't return for over a year... its sad... its so sad to me since i've been waiting desperetly to live here since i was 5 years old... but to be here and find so much to love, and be taken away again i cry... i'm happy to go home, to see my family and Buddy... but all i see and feel in Bay City is lonelyness (besides my family)... just when i've come to seeing so many familiar faces and TRUE CARING friends... it makes me sad that i have to leave... i don't know half the number of people downstate like i do here... so many people i care about are here, and they too have to leave... there are people i love there in Bay City but... its so much different from here... i can already see how my summer will be and its so depressing... i see myself working at Jack's (no matter how much i LOVE to work with my Dad... Jack's just isn't the feeling i want...) and staying home or something... i live out in the sticks there and i don't connect with Dan next door as much as we did when i was little... not like we really did i guess... but still... i only have my family to look forward too... and for me i guess its all i need, but still... i guess my heart is wishing for a little bit more...
its definetlly going to be a long summer... not in time i mean... but in feeling... i'm sure in no time i'll be off for Japan... but my Mom seems so easily irritated... and i love her dearly, but i can already see the fights that will break out, the harsh words we don't mean, and the silence that follows... i'm scared... i'm actually truly scared of this summer... all i have to do this summer is work... and its sad to know that's all i have... i won't have time to do anything else... barely enough time on the computer since my parents are quite easily irritated by how much time i spend on here... its sad... i can feel myself already being sucked into my laptop over the summer... but... i'm sure that everything that happens, happens for a reason...
heh... some philosophical moments ne? i also seemed to notice that no one here really knows me... they only know the ditzy, stupid, crazy, hyper Liz that i was like back in middle school... and i was strongly disliked as a kid because of it... but now... i have friends who like me this way... i try so hard to make them happy... to hear them laugh... for me to laugh... but now... but right now i just want to cry into my slobber pillow that has brought around so much laughter and shudders from them... those that i care about... but do they truly know how philosophical i can be? do they know how much i care for everyone else? do they know how truly intelligent i am?... do they know how much i love this world?... i'm sure they have some idea... but its no where as large as the truth... do they know me?... its impossible to truly know me... in real life i'm always on what seems to be a sugar high... i tend to forget what i'm thinking or saying... i tend to say the wrong thing then what i meant... i do stupid things... i laugh... all this to make them happy with me... i just want them all to smile and i enjoy being that way... but when i have my quiet moments... when i talk correctly and stuff... it seems so weird to them... am i truly showing the real me?... i know when i'm by myself i'm not like that... i think deeply of the world around me... the people around me... and everything that goes on. i find myself being so grealy intrigued by simple things of nature... the clouds, wind, how my body works, the grass, animals... people... i smile so genuinely at the world with God as i sit there in silence... everything as it is... and i'm there to watch and admire it all... i laugh at such little things that bring me true happiness and love... *tear* heh... its weird... all this typing is no where as detailed as my mind is right now... *wipes eyes* ^^ i'm really happy! i love to just stare off into the wind... into the lake... into the trees... into the eyes of animals... into my heart. everything i hold dear brings me the greatest joy from everyday things... but do they know this? does anyone know?... or is it just a secret shared between me and God? is He the only one who truly understands when i tell my family how truly gorgeous and amazing a single cloud is?... does anyone else feel that overwhelming awww of the world when i lay and stare at the stars... when you feel the wind wip through your hair so quickly, likes its lifting you into the sky... does anyone else feel like an Angel on earth?
i truly love this world... and all the little things that make it this way... but... does anyone else see that shock, that aw, that "breath-taken away" look in my eyes when they see me? do they truly see into my heart how much i love them and everyone else?... i remember once i told God that i wish i could've been there with him sacrificing myself for this world too... i had told Him that i wish i could've been so lucky to die with him sharing the love to cleanse the world... but i'm tainted... i'm a sinner and i'm only half-heartedly true in my wish... the other half was given to me by God when he sacrificed himself on the cross... its weird though... when being a Christian, you are told to share the love and spread his word... but... when i look at my friends who aren't i can't bring myself to over power their opinoins on God... i want them see them in heaven and everything, but i want to respect their opinoins... but what can i do? i won't force God on them like a bad lecture... its very nerve wracking to others, and i'm not the type of person to go on and on and on... i can only express God thorugh my feelings and actions i guess... i do find myself mentioning "it must be a sign from God" and "it all happens for a reason" but either way... i do pray that God will help find a way, since i'm sure i can't possibly convert them... i guess i'm strong in my own beleif, but not my ability to share it with other ne?... i'm not saying i've given up, but as i thought at one point when i was younger... my "way of faith" is through my writting and art... i truly beleive my way to share God is through my art... alot of drawings i do are of Angels and crosses... and i also see alot of influence of God and Angels in my writting too... my favorite story is where i'm the main character who's half angel and half human, protecting everyone she loves from demons... its weird... all my sketches and character ideas revert back to the angelic styled person... i guess, my way to share the faith is most definetlly though my art and writing... so i guess my faith isn't worthless to those around me... i'll share it in my own way...
but i'm gonna stop for now... Deanna just came in and has offered to go for a random walk somewhere... it seems like something i really need right now... hopefully the sky will be clear for me to see some stars... maybe i'll find some nice grass and lay down to stare at the universe and world with an open heart again like i do every time...
God... please let me protect them...
<3 Mae-chan
p.s. "moment brought to you in part by... PMS, the monthly excuse for random unexplained mood swings and... Ibuprophen, the medicine that takes away PMS' cramps and ebil pains... and thank YOU for reading this presentation by Mae-chan"
that was a joke on PBS's sponsor broacasts before/after shows lol... its now 9:14pm and i started at 8:06pm... a 1 hour and 8 minute post... i typed that long for a straight time... no stops... no idle sitting and thinking... just plain typing... sad ne? ^^;
i need some anime spoof and filler episodes to get my low mood swing back up! >>;;;
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its been a while ne? i wonder if anyone remembers me ^^; eheh... but yeah, mercurianangel reminded me that i haven't posted since... what... like March 18 or something XD;;
yeah... i guess not to much has happened then for a while to the point where i've remembered (bonks head on desk) to post on my LJ also... i'm sorry guys... i'm just so used to posting on my GJ alot more now... but to each their own ne?
today something a little sadder happened... my sister called me this afternoon and informed me a former classmate (didn't know very well) had died in a car accident last night, along with a senior high student... they were passengers... i won't go into the whole story right now, but it definetlly makes one think ne? it wasn't a drunken car accidnet or anything... it was a T-Bone hit when they were pulling through the intersection... *sigh*... my heart and sympathy goes out to their family and every one who knew them so well...
there are now 2 weeks of school left and i'm rather sad about it oddly... i'm gonna miss da UP here... so beautiful, calming and everything... but i'll be back here in a little over a year, when i get back from studying abroad in Japan... as long as everything goes well :p
well... if you guys do want me to remember to post, i'll do my best ^^ i might do a friend's cut since many people probebly have been releived at my absence... why i'm not sure, i'm just a stupid gal and all XDD lmfao so yeah... its just an idea for now... its hard to for me to keep up with everyone on my friend's page since i have so many... so yeah, post if you'd prefer NOT to be on my friend's list ^^ to each their own...
i guess i'll go for now :D talk to ya all soon again i hope!
<3 Mae-chan
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I'M ALIVE!
... yeah... any updates ya wanna know just check out my gj (http://www.greatestjournal.com/users/mae_chan) ^^
*gwomps for all*
<3 Mae-chan
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NO DIRECT LINKING!!... and credit isn't a demand... but comments are loved ^^;
here are some Ah! My Goddess TV icons i just made... enjoy
( 5 animated Ah! MY Goddess TV icons... )
and some slight editing to some past icons and here they are... (PreCure)
( 2 animated PreCure icons... )
<3 Mae-chan
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*is wearing a big red ribbon on head* eheh... o______o *looks around sheepishly* well...
^____________^ HUGGLES AND GLOMPS FOR ALL~!!! *tosses lil red confetti* HAPPY V-DAY MY WONDERFUL LJ FRIENDS! *hands out heart shaped sweets*
<333
Mae-chan
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[13 Feb 2005|10:36pm] |
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Viva Rock - ORANGE RANGE (op 2?) |
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"and now... for something totally different!" - Monty Python
Hinata animated icons by request of purple_m ^^ their from the scene where she talks to Naruto before the final exam
12 - animated icons of Hinata
4 - nonanimated icons of Hinata
contains some different variations and sizes... enjoy!
NO DIRECT LINKING! no credit demanded... just don't take them as your own ^^;
( Hinata will kick your sissy arse... when she's mad at least... i think?... *nods* yeah she will ;D lol )
<3 Mae-chan
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Harukakanata - Naruto op 3? |
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you are ghostwhite
#F8F8FF |
Your dominant hue is blue, making you a good friend who people love and trust. You're good in social situations and want to fit in. Just be careful not to compromise who you are to make them happy.
Your saturation level is very low - you have better things to do than jump headfirst into every little project. You make sure your actions are going to really accomplish something before you start because you hate wasting energy making everyone else think you're working.
Your outlook on life is very bright. You are sunny and optimistic about life and others find it very encouraging, but remember to tone it down if you sense irritation.
| | the spacefem.com html color quiz |
this is suprisingly accurate XDDD i like this! my favorite color is white! ^^ to me it symbolizes purity and angels and so i love white *nods*... o_o; i feel extremely awkward saying that to you guys... >>;;;;;;
<3 Mae-chan
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[12 Feb 2005|07:24pm] |
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finally got to uploading all the icons i've been making... so enjoy~
NO DIRECT LINKING!... i don't care about credit i guess, just DON'T take them as your OWN! and yeah... comment please :D
some are too big for LJ but are fine for GJ!!!!!!!!!!!
TOTAL ICONS: 64 animated icons
Naruto: 44 animated (most, if not all, from the special Kakashi mask episode... no spoilers)
( enjoy my Naruto goodness that ish icons )
Ultra Maniac: 16 animated (from the first episode... 13 are Ayu-chan and 3 are Rio the cat)
( Ultra Maniac ish teh love! XD lol )
PreCure: 4 animated (3 are different variations and one is silly icon)
( what am i THINKING! *bashes head* )
i hope you liked ^^
<3 Mae-chan
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| long time no see ne? ;D |
[11 Feb 2005|11:34am] |
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o_o eto... have people missed me? pfft ;p i doubt... *deep sigh* ._. errr what to say ^^;
well, i'm hooked to Naruto >>; i've been watching all 121 episodes i've downloaded... and reading the 247 chapters i've downloaded... oh and listening to the music non-stop ^^; eheh.
i'll most likely rant on that later ;D but ya... i find myself updating -if at all- on my GJ http://www.greatestjournal.com/users/mae_chan but i'm not positive yet as to why :x maybe its because i have over 500+ icons on there ^^;;; and that its easier to keep track of people...
i'm taking a japanese language "study group" type thing too *nods* although i didn't go last sunday because i went to Vern da Fern's for DDR and i got StepMania on my laptop with loads of anime songs to dance too! *__________* i <3 you vernie!!! oh and lysa too for it also ;D
sorry i haven't comment on your journals T^T when i havn't been watching Naruto i've been studying u_u; and i havn't even updated my GJ alot at all either... so i'm not avoiding people on here ;-; you should all GJ xD its awesomeness! but to each their own ne? ^^;
well i can't just update without a quiz ne? well alright! XD
Winry Rockbell
Which Fullmetal Alchemist Character are you?
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well... if you guys join GJ tell me ASAP! XD i'll testimonial you and be stupid and stuff ;3
i have 50 gmail invites ^^... i need emails too!
<3 Mae-chan
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| YAAY FAST DOWNLOADING!!! |
[22 Jan 2005|09:36pm] |
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YATTA!! XD i'm downloading Ah! My Goddess TV ep3... (eta: "infinity") >>;;... AND I"M GETTING Bleach ep15 XDDD (eta: 3minutes 544kB/s!!!!) i just started it too 0_0; YATTA!! XD *pokes evil Ah! My Goddess* >_>;
i need ideas for what character/series for my mood theme on GJ ;_____; i have some ideas but i'm not sure what... i have a screencapping program (sankuu nativegirl) but i just need what i should do :x
ideas?
<3 Mae-chan
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[13 Jan 2005|11:45pm] |
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ok really quick...
can't find digital camera... *is doomed*
went shopping and bough Chrono Crusade #1-3 and Land of the Blindfold #1
I <3 LAND OF THE BLINDFOLD!!!!!!!!! *___________* its just so cute and adorable!!!!!!! XDD
Chrono Crusade is so cute too! =^^= Rosette x Chrono FOREVER!!! x}
i got my 120GB x 8MB exterior drive... just can't get the cd-rom to work so that i can transfer data T^T stupid cd
i have to call the shop and get help when i get back to my dorm tomarrow... *sigh* i hope its an "over the phone" fix >>;;
i gotta pack up the laptop now so i'll write tomarrow night :D
*huggles for all*
<3 Mae-chan
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lonely
eeeep