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[17 Dec 2007|07:25pm] |
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isang tulog nalang....aapak na akong muli sa lupa ng pilipinas!!!!!!!!!!!
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[28 Sep 2007|10:52am] |
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work has been using up most of my energy....... so every single day, i find myself falling asleep on the sofa, immediately after having a cup of coffee, tea, or hot chocolate.
and somewhat, i cannot say that i'm tired but happy... i'm not so happy. i do not wish for recognition fo rmy efforts to improve stuff in this lab. all i ask is that my efforts be appreciated once in a while and that i won't be blamed for things that aren't even my responsibility...
i just want to go back to school. unlike others who are itching to get out of school and work, i actually dreaded my graduation day. it would mean leaving a very secure yet unpredictable world. now i'm in a place wherein i really do not know where i'm going. should i go against the flow or just let it take me wherever it wishes to?
i'm just too tired.... thank god it's friday
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| i wonder if people still read lj's... |
[20 May 2007|12:10pm] |
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it has been a long, long time--about six months--since my last update...
has my life been so uneventful that i cannot bring myself to update my journal? no
has it been so busy that i have no time to sit in front of a computer and type? no
has it been going so fast that i have no time to let everyhitng that's going on sink in? maybe
am i just too lazy to update? YES!!!
everyday, i experience a lot of new things, go through the old things, get myself into a mix of highs and lows... to me it's all so exciting...
but however exciting things might get, a part of me will always say: wouldn't it be great if my family and friends are with me when these things happen?
i miss the philippines...
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| V***Y |
[29 Nov 2006|06:26pm] |
salamat sa youtube... nakakita ako ng clip ng recent gig nila...
humaba na ulit buhok niya. pero dahil ang blurry ng video, wala na akong ibang ma-comment. syempre alam ko naman nang pogi siya (kahit di ko nakita ng matino ang fezh).
zah! buti ka pa, nakita mo siya. huhuhuhu... dito wala talagang prospect! kaiyak! meron pala, neighbor ko... kaso lang HIGH SCHOOL LANG SIYA! this is a very boring place to be...
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| JEERY YAN!!!! (FAN-MODE) |
[29 Nov 2006|03:11pm] |
it was worth it... cutting work (and thus my pay) short yesterday... staying in the freezing cold waiting area for belts 31 to 34...
made small talk with a couple of photographers and with a really tall (but not so cute) security guy.
tested and re-tested the camera setting, making sure it was the best for the occasion.
the subject walked in a slow, ceremonial (almost like a wedding march) manner. smiled at everyone (yes, me included!), waved every now and then. i was in awe, stunned (could not find a better word to describe myself).
then i realized... shit! i had a camera. he was so close you could see how smooth his skin was, how deep his dimple was, how damaged his hair was.
hanakanangletche! ampogi! closest encounter ito, just an arm's length away. bilang isang fan, i LOVE SINGAPORE! it's a fan-girl heaven!
as for the non-fan girl aspects of me, i'm not so sure they love singapore...
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| ho hummm |
[22 Sep 2006|11:35am] |
please naman, kontakin na ninyo ako...
ayaw niyo ba ng magaling at magandang tao sa teams ninyo?!?!??!!
aba, aba, aba... please po...
i really need to work.
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[15 Sep 2006|06:04pm] |
it seems i surprised a few people today...
kumain ako, si zah, ate milay at kuya bo sa world topps kanina. at ang paraan para makabalik kami ng UP ay mag-taxi...
tapos may dumaang taxi... kaso lang may sakay.
sa kabaliwan ko, sumigaw ako ng: BABA!
syempre, nagulat sina ate milay at kuya bo. si zah rin ata, nagulat.
come to think of it, pati ako nagulat sa ginawa ko... oh well...
i was hoping to catch a glimpse of you today before i leave. probably strike up a simple conversation: "you remeber me? so, when's your next gig?" or "i think we were too drunk to remember everything we did the other night. were we able to say that you guys were really good?"... something like that (in tagalog, of course)
but if it was not meant for such a thing to happen, even if i stay there all day and all night, it won't happen.
26 hours until take-off...
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| all my posts seem to be incoherent |
[14 Sep 2006|05:37pm] |
so i might as well continue with this not so good trend. i am not really in the mood to change this trend...
THUMP!
"oi, ano yun?"
"sorry po, nahulog bag ko..."
(but what i really wanted to say was... "sorry po, nahulog puso ko...")
SH*T, SOMEONE SLAP ME ON THE HEAD... HARD!
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| shet |
[02 Sep 2006|10:54am] |
i obviously don't know what to do anymore...
goodness, i won't be able to see you anymore... unless i go to your gigs.
two weeks.. that's all the time i have for this craziness...
after such time, i'll have to stop this. i don't have much of a choice, actually.
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[05 Aug 2006|11:12pm] |
| You Are Indigo |
Of all the shades of blue, you are the most funky, unique, and independent.
Expressing yourself and taking a leap of faith has always been easy for you. |
SHIT... I WANT TO BE F*CKIN RICH! seriously... and soon please...
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| because i am bored and pissed at the same time... |
[05 Aug 2006|10:58pm] |
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| lalalalalalalalalalala.... |
[19 Jul 2006|08:29pm] |
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It seems that it's been six weeks since my last entry.
Have i been busy? Not really... I guess I just wan't in the mood to say anything. Actually, I don't have much to say today.
I just thought i should write something down...
I sometimes hate the fact that I was not born into an overflowingly rich family. There would be times when i would think of how convenient it would be for me if I just had tons of money i didn't have to work for.
I still have that dream of being to thank you one day for inspiring me in so many ways. Even if there are other people who also inspire me, you are still the one i treasure most.
I want to be grateful for all the things i have, for the things i do not know i have, and for what is yet to come. I have been graced with a lot of things and i apologize if I keep on asking for more. Please let me realize what my purpose is and what would be best for me. I have come to a point where i think i should just surrender everything to you and just let you guide me...
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| mind quest |
[05 Jun 2006|11:47pm] |
my good old friend lora woke me up to tell me our plane was about to land...
who would have thought that i would go to faraway brazil with a few close friends?!
weird though, because once i got here, i started missing the friends i left behind.
torn...
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[11 May 2006|05:22pm] |
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after a month, i still have not had any coherent thougts... so my post will still be as incoherent as any entry can be...
i'm pissed that the sale of rhumba frappe is still discontinued. that is my fave cold drink in starbucks! bummer.
one month and seventeen days after i saw you guys, i can still hear the screaming fans, feel the goosebumps, recall the incident i had with the securestars, and see you sing as if i am still watching the concert today. i still curse that immunology book and that immunology exam for standing in the way of my ultimate dream. shit.
you ha... i don't know what's up with you. bigla-bigla ka nalang nambabati, samantalang dati hindi ka nagrereply! ok lang sakin. hahahahaha... wish ko lang di na kita makita kundi hihilingin ko na lamunin na ako ng lupa!
i tried to take a nap this afternoon. i ended up crying because i realized how much i miss some people... eleven of them, to be exact.
still waiting for a reply from mr nava about my application. i want that job, i hope i get it.
you are a biatch. good thing i wasn't there when you said those things or you would have met your match. well, not really, but i've lost my respect for you.
there are things that time can heal and there are those that cannot be erased even if nearly a decade has passed. i've just got to learn how to deal with those things...
hindi ako makapaniwalang naging crush ko kayo! ano ba ang nakita ko sa inyo?!?!?! siguro wala akong salamin nung mga panahong iyon. ganun na ba ako ka-bulag?!?!?!
out of boredom, i was able to finish two tom clancy books: without remorse and rainbow six. i must be really bored.
wo yao gao su ni ni zai hen duo fang mian gu li wo. xie xie ni... xie xie... when will i get the chance?
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| wazzup ketchup? |
[11 Apr 2006|09:58pm] |
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random thoughts...
a cup in hand, let's sit and stay for a while...
we have a new baby, but he has no name yet. we're going to get his brother tomorrow... yehey roborovski hamster!
according to my online mandarin lessons, i'm not making any progress...
a week after getting sick, i still have colds and i still cannot eat regularly...
multiply sucks. i can't upload more pictures... but they said i still had hundreds left for this month...
i want a new phone, a laptop, a cute mp3 player, a car and a private jet...
i want to see the Boyzz again but i'm not yet ready to (financially)...
i've been going out of the house nearly everyday but i don't seem to accomplish much...
at times, i am thinking that i missed out on a lot. that in the few days i've been away, a lot of things have changed. i hate this feeling.
i miss you already... when will i see you? five minutes... is that too much to ask? maybe it is...
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| hehehhehehe, kalokohan ito... |
[07 Apr 2006|10:09pm] |
tungkol sa aking pantawid-gutom...
pansamantalang nagunaw ang mundo ko... nang tignan ko ang profile niya sa friendster:
male, in a relationship
bilib rin ako sa iyo, ambilis mo siyang napasagot. pero charming ka naman, di rin ako magtataka. at aba, kaya pala hindi ka na nagtatanong at nagpapatulong sa akin ha!
gamitan lang pala ito... hehhehehehehe, pero lugi ka.
okay, nabuo nang mula ang mundo ko (pansamantala nga lang kasi na nagunaw eh).
pero ang kaluluwa ko, humiwalay na sa katawan ko... kasi naman, apat na pogi at talentadong boys ang nasa desktop ko! (kahit na alam kong nag-grow up na kayong apat, boys parin ang tawag ko sa inyo...)
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| konti nalang |
[30 Mar 2006|12:40am] |
at matitikman ko na ang sampung oras na tulog...
at matatapos ko na ang karamihan ng aking mga gawain...
at mananamnam ko na ang bunga ng aking mga paghihirap...
at mararanasan ko na ang magkaroon ng sariling pera...
at malilimot ko na ang mga masasamang pangyayari...
at makikita kitang muli... (ipaglalaban ko ang ating pag-ibig... hehe)
at mayayakap ko na ang sinag ng araw...
at mahihimbing sa katahimikan ng gabi...
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[27 Mar 2006|10:12pm] |
ang sarap ng pakiramdam...
makita ka...
parang langit...
wahey! wo ai ni zaizai! i hope to see you again... soon...
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| bwiset... |
[27 Mar 2006|09:02pm] |
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nakakainis ka na ah...
ilang araw na akong napipika sa iyo pero pinalalampas ko nalang...
kung tutuusin, ilang beses na akong napipila sa iyo... pero pinalalampas ko lang... kahit na pati ako napapahamak...
ayaw mo na ikaw ang humawak nung camera tapos ngayon magrereklamo ka? takte, umiinit ulo ko sayo.
bwiset, di ko na makimkim. bwiset talaga.
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[17 Mar 2006|10:56pm] |
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Your Nutritional Information:
Servings Per Container: 1
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| Sweetness: | 1 g | 2% |
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| Bitterness: | 531 mg | 48% |
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| Power: | 30 g | 86% |
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| Healthful: | 3 mg | 1% |
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| Excitement: | 110 mg | 10%
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| Deliciousness: | 76% | |
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'What is your nutritional value?' at QuizGalaxy.com</td></table>
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