Since my mom won't listen to my rantings........I have something to share with you, that may or may not quirk your interest.

Well obviously you all know about the new Fall Out Boy record. If you don't...wtf. But you know it's tilted Folie De Deux and some how or the other it connects to Synesthesia. I think Patrick had a blog about it? Idk. Either way, I took my SAT today. You'll never believe what just happened to pop up on the English section. You seriously would not believe it. Yes, there I was staring at a article all about synesthesia and it's possible causes and why or why not it was credible. If that is not some freaky fucking shit. That scares the daylights outta me. After the whole weird pictures popping up and the website and brochures and the whole circus act that came with introducing Folie De Deux.

Pete you've seriously gone too far. I was going to buy the album sheesh. Don't have to be calling up the SAT people and tellin' to give me a little reminder. (Not being serious folks, sarcasm). But yeah........ O.O

Title: Show Me How Defenseless You Really Are
Author: aerogroupie
Beta: sinfulxtragedy
Rating: Heavy NC-17
Pairing: BFMV (Bullet For My Valentine) GSF
POV: 3rd, Jay's
Summary: All day the guys had been giggling at him. Jay had about had it, seriously. What the fuck was so fucking hilarious? Nothing could be that funny.
Disclaimer: Own nothing, no one
Author Notes: At the end
WARNINGS: This fic contains heavy elements of infantilism, scat, watersports, shaving, humilation, and other various things. Do not read if you do not like these things.

( Dizzy Head is Conscience Laden )

Yes, I know this sounds like I'm boasting. But I am really. God, I'm so excited. I started my own comm and it's a little overwhelming. A wonderful, wonderful girl named legendof12world helped me out so much. I don't think the comm could be here without her. She made the pretty header and helped me design it. And told me wtf when was needed.
*smushes her*
I co-mod it with Stuie :D Isn't that the best ever? Well, to me it is...Whatever.

So I urge you strongly to go check it out. It's name is chokemyfiction and if you want to make a contribution of any sort, please by all means do. We need it desperately. We have to get this ball rolling. Recommend it to your friends or something. I really don't care. Just make this comm popular! :D

Sooo finally got around to doing Some Confusion 3 and no matter its low reception, I'm so freakin' proud of it. Sheesh. Of course I'm hustling in a fic for Stu now and I'm trying to get around to this toelicking fic bilvysforyou I think wants. Idk idk. School is bogging me down like a madwoman and I can't wait for fall break in, like, 4 days. Sheesh. I'm so tired and just want to quit calculus worst the anything, to be honest.
In new news, I have a brand spankin' new beta named sinfulxtragedy who is about the most awesome person ever. I <3 her so much and she likes Stuies fics too. I'm so excited.
Anyways, I finally got sick and tired of hearing Spencer bashed random places and decided to make my own little contribution to patd_secrets, because what better to post than a big old love post.

( It's right under here if any of you are wondering )

In a little while I'll be posting my Gothic Widow outfit pics, but that shall be friendslocked. Cause I always friendslock me pics. :D
I'm out. <3

Title: Way Up High (In Between) Down Below
Author: aerogroupie
Beta/Cowriter/Lifesaver: sinfulxtragredy, I love her. I want to marry her and have many babies with her. Thank you so freakin' much omggg :DD
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Ryan/Spencer/Jon/Brendon (GSF)
POV: Spencer, 3rd mostly
Summary: Everyone got their turn on bottom, seeing as they all equally loved it as much as they did on top. But Ryan always tried to insist that his night to bottom was unfair, that something was wrong. Someone did this or that. So the rest of them had teamed up to plan how to fuck Ryan senseless. Apparently the idea was working so far.
Disclaimer: D: Own someone? Me? *innocent face* In all seriousness, no I don't own anything/one at all.
Author Notes: At the end bb

( I See You Baby (Shakin Dat Ass) )

Yeah..........You know. I try, so very hard to do my best on fic you know? Like, I know I'm not amazing as shadow_hive or fastbetty31 you know. But really, I fucking try. Especially with Some Confusion. I've had that in the making for months. Sometimes I like to write porn, sometimes I just write out little fantasies in my head. I post all my Panic porn at slashatthedisco mainly cause their the only stories that I can post elsewhere than here. There I can actually find out how my writing is growing, and I can listen to any critiques anyone have. I like growing as a writer and I love thinking of new ideas. I really do.
But when I see things like this on random communities I just happen to be looking at, it really makes me fucking hurt guys.
http://img394.imageshack.us/img394/4317/picture921gk4.jpg
I mean, there are low blows, then there are low blows. This is a place where people randomly admit things really super personal to them, or something like that. But I can't believe that this person would just out and out humiliate me on some random ass comm. If you think my writing is bad or if you find something wrong with it, I'd rather talk with you in person about it than hear you bitch me out elsewhere.
That was my first attempt at doing anything remotely Panic like. And it tears my heart to pieces that whoever that is, didn't have the courage just to tell me it sucked ass.
Maybe I'm over reacting, maybe I'm being emotional. But really. I'd like to hear it from you. Not on some random community from some picture you submitted.

Sooooo
Since I'm so freakin' amazing (I know, don't tell me), I decided to make a cake. For Ryan Ross. On his birthday. A real live cake. I decorated it with rainbow sprinkles and shiny glitter (to match his sexual orientation). It was very pretty. Let me show you.

( And Many Moooore )

Mmm....As I posted in satdcompanion, I be going away for a few days. :o Crazy I know. Its being to internetless sadly, sooo. But I do have time to write there! Even better! :D
So I need ideas and such before I have to leave. Hopefully I'll get at least one before I'm shoved out the door.
So if you want something, please ask.
I dont care if ask logged in, anon, through a message,
Email? Sure. jrsmrm4ever@yahoo.com or aerogroupie@hotmail.com
I may or not see you on AIM but my s/n is aerogroupie
Please ask for something so Ill be able to write :/
Remember that my OTP is Spencer/Brendon though, so if you ask for something else (in the Panic fandom at least) itll be harder for me to write. Sooo, keep that in mind

INSPIRATION FOR SPENCER/BRENDON? WHY SURE RIGHT HUR

God Im going to be pimpin that picspam for the next 8 eternities. Its just so awesome.

Title: I Love You And Hate You At The Very Same Time
Author: aerogroupie
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Jimmy Urine / Bert McCracken (He's my pretty, pretty princess!! lawl)
POV: 3rd, Jimmy mostly
Summary: Fuck, Bert is the sexiest slut he's ever seen.
Disclaimer: I own nothing! :D
Author Notes: Stu told me he wanted Big Little Jimmy Urine porn! :D So I gave him it........Cause I do anything he says. Really, it's kind of ridiculous. So I did Jimmy/Bert dirty porn. I hope you likez it. I wrote it in, like, a span of 5 minuites. I need to actually work on my Some Confusion fic, but I'm lazy like that.
Title from this song, cause I'm awesome like that.
<333 you Stu

( Can't Even Vibe With You Sexually )

Title: Love Is A Many Splintered Demon
Author: aerogroupie
Rating: PG-13/R
Pairing: Spencer/Ryan
POV: 3rd, Ryan
Summary: Ryan is a creature, a horrid creature. Only one certain Prince can save him. But alas, he refuses to do so. Who knows why?
Disclaimer: Nothin' owned
Author Notes: At the end


( Break My Heart, Oh, Just A Few More Times... )

Title: Doused In Mud
Author: aerogroupie
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Spencer/Brendon
POV: 3rd Brendon, mostly
Summary: Brendon is pretty sure it's not love. He just needs to fuck Spencer to survive, really.
Disclaimer: Own nothing at all
Author Notes: At the end :D

( Mmmm...Yeah, Click It )

Title: Can't Hide What You Really Are
Author: aerogroupie
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Spencer Smith/Brendon Urie
POV: 3rd, mostly Spencer
Summary: Spencer loves how Brendon is just a slut for everything.......How does he stand it?
Disclaimer: Nothin' Nada Zip
Author Notes: I just finally posted this here because I'm a lazy ass and don't care..........I don't know. I wrote it just to make myself feel better about having a writer's block. This is the horrendous results. :D Enjoy.......

( Tap It )

Title: Into Temptation
Author: aerogroupie
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Jepha Howard/Dan Whitesides
POV: 3rd, mostly Dan
Summary: Dan finally manages to get Jepha to himself one night.
Disclaimer: Hahaha.......No I don't "own" anyone. I'm sure Bert does though....
Author Notes: Sooooo......shadow_hive wanted Dan/Jepha kinky porn. So I wrote it of course. Because I write everything for him I guess. I don't know. This involves the use of toys, fisting, mild humilation, and...Well other various things I can't think about. Enjoy! :D

( Rawrrrr )

Title: The (Used To Be) Super Secret Fic / The Penguin
Author: aerogroupie 
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Jay/A Very Special OMC
POV: 3rd, mainly around Jay
Summary: Jay sees a gorgeous boy in the crowd of fans, how could he ever resist? That's right, he can't.
Disclaimer: I own no one.......I'm pretty sure both of them belong to themselves.
Author Notes: I wrote this in loving dedication to all the very hard work one particular shadow_hive gives to us. He is a kind, caring friend whom I love dearly. This is for him to recognize his own beauty that I see and that I'm sure endless other people do as well. Mwuah dear! 

Title: Pushing 
Author: aerogroupie   
Rating: NC-17 
Pairing: Bert McCracken/Sean Smith
POV: 3rd, mostly Bert 
Summary: Bert decides to pierce his pet Sean one night.
 Disclaimer: I Own Nothin' 
Warnings: Piercings, Scat, CBT, Graphic Images 
Author Notes: This is to cheer up shadow_hive   , because I <3 him so much. I hope he loves this. And I finally got around to beta ing this! I'm so happy!
 

Title: Another Fucking Sleepless Night
Author: aerogroupie 
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: None
POV: 3rd, around Pete
Summary: Pete snaps after weeks of no sleep. He can't handle it anymore. He just goes crazy
Disclaimer: Don't own. I don't know Pete and I don't know Ashlee. If this is real, well.....*cough*
WARNINGS: Gore, Blood, Cannibalism, General Grossness and Controversial Issues
Author Notes: So I'm just angry and miserble right now. I'm at a severe writer block. I just kinda wanna kill something myself. So I wrote this to just project my anger. I'll probably feel bad in the morning. Oh well....Sorry if this offends.

Title:Dirty Smiles
Author: aerogroupie
Rating:NC-17
Pairing:Spencer/Brendon
POV:3rd, mostly around Spencer
Summary:Brendon likes what Spencer gives. And Spencer gives him everything
Disclaimer: Nothing is real folks, sorrys!
Author Notes: Yeah, this is for lady_erzulie, cause she wanted some serious felching. So I gave felching and snowballing (kinda). Cause Im all nice and stuff like that. So nice I put aside the fic I was working on to do this! So your very welcome. lol <3 Dear

( Clicky Clicky...Come On... )

Might as well post this offically to myself, since I know I'll forget what's going on. I have several fics in the making as well as serveral ideas im trying to pawn off to shadow_hive. Lol....Yeah so heres my own little to do list.

-The Jack Sparrow/William Beckett for anon_lovefest
-The Super Secret Fic I'm working on which no one will no about till finished
-The Jay/Padge scat fic for Stu
-Padge/Leone Twins for Stu
-A possible Ryden, which is subjected to change, involving CBT.

Ideas For The Future:
A beastility fic involving Berty
Another crossdressing!Spencer
Something to do with Torchwood/Dr Who, because I am Stu's fic slave
Possibilly something to do with a GSF because I need to practice writing those.

With all these ideas in place, I should be writing for a long ass time. Also taking in the fact everything I write is 23075230572305823 pages long, ugh...But whatever. I love the pain I get in my fingers after writing 7 whole pages of nothing but ramblings. And that one special paragraph of porn in all that. Damn you Stu for having the ability to write porn! Lol

I'll be gone from Sun. to Wed. and then I will be at camp from next Sun. to Fri. And since Stu is going to be pretty much gone for 2 weeks, maybe I'll get some of this actually done.