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First of all, everyone send all their available good vibes to jules1278 and anyaxstrindberg who are both going through tough times just now. You're both awesome, and you deserve chocolate cake and major hugz. Second on the agenda: I'd like to welcome lemon_sparrow to my f-list, also known as Insomniac Owl on ff.net. She's an amazing writer, and I'm rather glad of the happy accident that led me to her profile. The real reason I'm here, though, is because... well... I sort of need a good, hard kick up the arse.
A couple of other things, in bullet points: - I have become something of a hermit. This is because postgrad life is not quite as involved (read: fun) as undergraduate life. If I don't interact with people on a regular basis, I forget how to do it, and I get all nervous, distant, withdrawn and philosophical. You wouldn't like me when I'm philosophical. :P
- I'm still horrendously underweight (BMI 16.1) but then again, I always have been, so I suppose adding that to my list of niggling worries won't help if I can't do anything about it. Though my irrational fear of eating in front of people I'm not used to eating in front of has come back (I thought I smashed it into submission - whyyyy???)
- I am in possession of a kick ass pair of spangly jeans: http://www.urbanoutfitters.com/urban/catalog/productdetail.jsp?id=13661509 They were on sale (£15 inc. p&p) and I just had to have them. From a distance, they don't look spangly at all - they just look like ordinary dark grey, skinny jeans - but get them at the right angle, and they spangle! They're the perfect fit, too.
- Someone bought me 'Tori Amos: Piece by Piece' for Christmas. I couldn't read it for laughing. She talks so much bullcrap it's unreal. I still like her early material, though, don't get me wrong.
- I am SICK FED UP of TV programmes like this: "Superskinny Me: The Race to Size Doube Zero", "How to Cook Yourself Thin", "Diet Doctors". If any of these people would like to trade the aches and pains and general fatigue of being underweight with me, be my guest. If you're happy with yourself, what the hell does it matter if you're overweight, underweight or of a normal, healthy weight. Seriously. TV is fucking everyone up!
- New Year was boring. Christmas was good fun. I have a love/hate relationship with New Year. Hate, mainly because it reminds me of all the things I didn't do the year before, and about how much I generally failed at life (I never include the good things, because I'm a miserable git. :P) Love, because no matter how much you failed at life last year, come January, there's the proverbial clean slate.
- Chopin used to scare the frigging bejeezus out of me - but no longer! I'm learning what I would consider an 'entry-level Chopin' piece. A nocturne. Very pretty, very tranquil. Suits my quiet, twinkly playing style down to the ground (I cannot play loud, fun Beethoven pieces because of this - yes, it pains me. :P) http://belenjesuit.org/events/news/hurtado/carlosvaldeslora/FatherAlbertoHurtado-CVL2_files/file0043.mp3 Nice streaming mp3 of what the piece sounds like, in case you're curious, though I don't like the way this guy plays it. He's going far too quickly. It's supposed to be languorous, you silly man! Stop showing off just because you can.
- Someone has nicked the beaters for my xylophone. If they don't turn up soon, I'm going to have to go do some crimes.
Whew. I really needed to get that off my chest. Sorry about the length, but it had to be done. I should write in this thing more often... |