i feel so alone.  ive been cast aside in my own home......well this isnt my home.

i fucking just bared my soul to him and now he wont even talk to me,

i told him everything.................




this is why i dont trust people

ive been screwing up everything since 7 am this morning.....

Lily Allen had a miscarriage....life is a fucking bitch.

I wish I could give her a musical hug right now for all the times she's made me happy this past year.

so...i used to have one of these lj things...i remember my mom hacked into it and then i changed it to friends only and then it because too odd for me to expose myself in my journal when i knew my mom had found it....blah blah blah.


in reality i just need a place to put my thoughts.  i guess im just so sick of feeling miserable.......

 

Current Location: bed
Current Mood: blank
Current Music: Sia- The girl you lost to cocaine

So, I fucked up my chances of getting into U of M.  I needed at least a 3.5 to get in and it turns out because of my 2.5 this semester I'm not going to make it.  

Great....just another thing I have to look forward to.  There's always UCONN.  Maybe that's the school I am destined to go to.  I'm still going to apply to Michigan just in case.