| VoicePost 202K 1:01 | “So today sucked, not as bad as yesterday. I got my job back, but now I have to work night shift instead of PMs, which in the end ultimately worked out for my benefit. I can get more sleep now, I can do my homework, I won't be late which means I won't get jipped on my pay, so yeah I guess it worked out to my benefit. But I'm still mad at Nick, I'm still not talking to Nick. I refuse to be the one to talk first. Other than that my room is still a mess, as it has been for God knows how long.” Transcribed by: |
Okay...I talked to my mom about the whole KU thing and she basically said no because she thinks I'm only doing this for Nick. I'm past the point of doing anything for anyone. Yes it would be nice to live closer to him, but aparently I don't deserve to see him more than twice a year. But I'm also doing this because it makes sense. If I could be done with my BSN in 2 1/2 years why wouldn't I take the chance. Plus KU is cheaper than PUC by $12,000. If I have to take out a student loan I'm gonna want to pick the cheaper school. KU ranks better than PUC, so I'm gonna want to pick the better school.
This is just depressing that I'm someone who's supposed to be an adult but I can't even be trusted to make my own decisions. I don't see why I have to follow someone else's oppinion just because they have a superiority complex over what state they live in. Plus I think she only wants me to be in California because she wants to be an hour & $50 away from me so she can check up on me anytime she wants.
Okay, I'm opening up this to my lj friends...do you think I should go to PUC or KU?
This is just depressing that I'm someone who's supposed to be an adult but I can't even be trusted to make my own decisions. I don't see why I have to follow someone else's oppinion just because they have a superiority complex over what state they live in. Plus I think she only wants me to be in California because she wants to be an hour & $50 away from me so she can check up on me anytime she wants.
Okay, I'm opening up this to my lj friends...do you think I should go to PUC or KU?

Virginia was a lot lizard from F.L.A.
She had a compound fracture in the trunk
It started when she ran away
Thumbs out on the interstate
She hitched a ride to misery
Mr. Whirly had a catastrophic incident
He fell into the city by the bay
He liquidated his estate
Now he sleeps upon the Haight
Panhandling misery
And he's gonna get high high high
When he's low low low
The fire burns from better days
And she screams why oh why
I said I don't know
The catastrophic hymns from yesterday
Of misery
Vinnie was a hustler out of Amsterdam
He ran the drug cartel in Tinsel town
They found him in a cadillac
Bludgeoned with a baseball bat in the name
Of misery
Gina hit the road to New York City
Mysteriously the night Vinnie croaked
She stopped in Vegas to elope
With Virginia and the dope
And kissed the bride eternally
And they're gonna get high high high
When they're low low low
The fire burns from better days
And she screams why oh why
I said I don't know
The catastrophic hymns from yesterday
Of misery
Hell hounds on your trail now once again boy
It's groping on your leg until it sleeps
The emptiness will fill your soul with sorrow
'Cause it's not what you make it's what you leave
And we're gonna get high high high
When I'm low low low
The fire burns from better days
And she screams why oh why
I said I don't know
The catastrophic hymns from yesterday
Of misery
FRIENDS ONLY BITCHES...COMMMENT TO BE ADDED
- Music:"Misery"--Green Day
