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Journal Change [23 Sep 2004|12:21pm]
[ mood | good ]

At the most recent Abhainn Glas Dedicants Meeting we discussed the importance of the Home Shrine/Alter.

malacat and [info]pdxdruid created an itinerary of questions, including:

What is the purpose of the Home Alter?
What are the requirements for the Home Alter?
Why is the Home Alter important?

We came up with different points among ourselves and shared them, these included:

The Home Alter is important because it reminds us of our spirituality. It provides a place for us to focus that energy, and to make sure that we recognize these aspects and concentrate on these aspects in our daily lives. As opposed to introducing ourselves as Druids because we are members of a druidic group- we may introduce ourselves as Druids because of the part it plays in our daily lives which we embrace with piety, and keep close to us. This also fulfills it's purpose.

We also discussed the requirements for the Home Alter, but at the moment I have another point. When I created this journal it was to keep all of my druidry notes together in their own space, allowing me to act as raging virgo queen and sort each post into memories for further reflection. However, it has also allowed me to put these elements of myself aside in such a way that it wasn't until I had tried at least a dozen times before I was finally able to remember my username or password.'

Yeah, that's not right.

In my daily life (and with the help of our Dedicants meetings and celebrations) I do focus on my druidic research- (though not as much as I should which needs to be remedied). I believe this journal needs to act more like the a Home Alter (there is a paper version of this journal - and I would write in it if it weren't so prestine, I need to get over that) by merging my dedicants work into my daily life, and so I am going to begin posting about my druidic research when it comes to me in my personal journal [info]khep.

I am not closing this journal, and will most likely use the posts that I have already posted in it as reference, however I doubt I will post in it again. If you would like to keep in contact, please add [info]khep to your friends list-- although I have to warn here that many of the topics I cover in my personal journal focus on sexuality, and I would understand if that's not the type of material you wish to see.

Cheers!

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Lughnasadh [01 Aug 2004|01:08am]
[ mood | happy ]

:::crossposted from my personal journal, [info]khep:::

PB and I weren't able to celebrate Lughnasadh with Abhainn Glas today (work schedule issues), but he did get the day off and so we decided to go ahead with celebrating the high day today- but on our own. I am really happy we did. One of the issues I have had with celebrating with a grove ritualistically so early, is my lack of knowing how things work(ed) in Druidic Circles. When you attend a ritual different aspects are explained to you, but unless you really have a hand in it, it doesn't feel intimate- which I feel is necessary in grove-based work. At the same time, without my understanding the details of how ritual works in druidry, there would be no way to progress in that respect.

Since Summer Solstice I have done quite a bit of reading- which helped, and with preparation for this ritual ontop- I feel like I stumbled upon a lot more information than I would have. I think if I had gone with Abhainn Glas I would have saved these aspects for later triads by default, and would have still felt more isolated in my uneducatedness.

This was my first ritual (beyond drumming circles) that I have really participated in that wasn't a solitary rite...and I lead it! It was a huge learning experience, and it turned out really beautifully. I am proud of it- I worked hard on the outline (though it was crunched together this afternoon, ideally I would have all the time between high days to study and perfect things), but I did my best to recognize the aspects of a druidic ritual as ADF would ask that it be represented, it was set in an opening of meadow secluded and beautiful, yet public- and the omen we received in divination was just as we would have ever wanted.

I have a million things to learn, and tonight vouched for that with forgiving subtlety- but I feel more comfortable now, and with a much broader understanding of the skills that need to be honed in ritual to make it work- both individually and in group scenarios.

For now I need to go to bed, but I am looking forward to detailing the ritual itself in my DP journal [info]_mothnotes soon.

...one last thing- for those in PDX, did anyone see the moon tonight?? It was *amazing*~!!

On a completely different note- I believe [info]petboy and I will be leaving for Colorado on August 10th. The plan thus far is to be gone for one month. Feels very surreal.

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+Getting the DP Done with Hothead Paisan+ [22 Jul 2004|07:24pm]
[ mood | determined ]

:::crossposted to [info]khep:::

Mmmm, Hothead Paisan!



+Click for Full Comic+ )
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ADF, meet LuLu. [19 Jul 2004|07:58pm]
[ mood | amused ]

I think it would be awesome if ADF would make available the Dedicant Program Handbook and Oak Leaves (past issues and new) online as well as in published form through a provider like Lulu.com.

I don't have a printer, and would jump to order copies of these texts in 'book' form, because (aside from being a Virgo, and therefor having an almost fetish-like admiration for things professionally bound), I would much prefer to give my money to ADF than to give it to Kinko's.

If ADF were to sell these publications at a respectable rate, it would pay for itself (because Kinko's costs an arm and a leg to begin with, putting aside trial and error on my part and the costs of those errors). ADF could use those funds accumilated in any manner they found to be the most beneficial, (like say, paying those who are working to finish the SP's to ensure priority- which would also help to add a little more stability to ADF in different aspects) and ADF in using these providers wouldn't lose anything in overhead.

Meanwhile, I could save myself from running like a hamster through the wheel of kinkos- only stopping to ask for help and to glare menacingly at it's employees before slipping back into my quarrel with my arch-nemesis' the pre-paid kinkos card.

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Wisdom Notes continued [18 Jul 2004|05:52pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

I believe there is a big difference between being intelligent and being wise. Intelligence is just a stepping stone on the path to wise.

Wisdom requires the imagination to see all things as possible- to keep onself as well as others upon inquiry from limitation. I believe this goes into how a wise person in my mind is not intellectually dismissive of others also learning, further making them touch-stones for those who would reference them (where this may not have been their intention- but a state of being that is welcomed with humility). At the same time wisdom also requires groundedness, the ability to recognize where we are, where we came from, and an understanding of the possibilities in what lies ahead. The ability to see past the mess and to hope- because anything that may happen in life does not need to be seen as negative, and shouldn't be if there is a choice. Wisdom includes the ability to 'deliberate and decide on the correct response', the ability to lead others with their knowledge towards brighter outcomes, and to be there in counsel without harsh judgement when things seem dark.

I believe integrity plays a big part in wisdom. It is noted as it's own virtue, which I am happy for because I would have included it anyhow otherwise, but at the same time, I think integrity is another stone on the path that differentiates intelligence itself from wisdom.

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Notes on Wisdom (Pre-Essay BrainStorm) [18 Jul 2004|02:02am]
[ mood | contemplative ]

• Wisdom: Good judgment, the ability to perceive people and situations correctly, deliberate about and decide on the correct response

Quotes on Wisdom

People who I believe are wise:

- My parents (different aspects of wisdom, which I'd like to embelish later)

- Noam Chomsky (this is one where, because of the circumstances in the genre affiliated with Noam (he put us on a first name basis, I'll go with it- it makes me grin) I would normally worry that I was leaning too heavily. Like reading a book on politics as a first year college student and believing it as golden until the next book comes along. The thing is though- that I am so weary of that sort of attitude, that I believe I have been very objective in my admiration of his works. I accept that at some point our views might differ- and that some probably differ now- and that that's okay. But I do look up to this man for his wisdom, and reference him- even personally, to contrast views and open my eyes further. He does know his current events, but he is not current events, because his messages transcend the headlines with personal oppinion, and his views can be backed up. He's like an accumilation of sources with a personality that is very welcoming.)

- Bruce Kaad (my high school sociology/photography teacher) I actually called Kaad the other day- I was in a 'debate' with a guy on a conspiracy theory and had been pretty adimantly believing that I was correct as far as I knew- because of something that I believed I heard Kaad say in class one day. I couldn't find information to back it up, so I tracked him down (I graduated high school in '99) and called him out of the blue- to ask if I had heard him correctly. Long scenario short- I hadn't been correct, but he didn't dismiss it in entirety and was very gracious about the call. He is another one that I feel I can reference in a safe manner- where the wisdom is there, you can take of it what you like that you can learn from, and the manner in which you receive it will not be intimidating. Speaking with Kaad, and Noam, feels like the bean bag chairs of learning.

I can only imagine how wonderful it would be if in our culture we had Shamans who we trusted so completely- who couldn't tell us everything- but who made us feel like we were on par with them as far as the persuit of truth is a nonvariant of equality.

- More Later -

The Nine Pagan Virtues )

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Moment of Clarity? [17 Jul 2004|07:11am]
[ mood | determined ]

This is a comment I left in a conversation in the [info]dedicants community, however after posting it I have been thinking on this aspect a lot further, so I thought I would post it here as well. This is something [info]petboy and I discuss a lot:

What sort of a background did you have before joining ADF (If that's not too personal)? For me- all in all I think the DP's steps should be relatively easy, which makes me want to add on to it like mad so that when I hand it in I really feel confidant in my work and ready for whatever lies ahead. I was sort of amazed by the minimum requirements in that they seemed too small for what I had in mind- but at the same time, I am very new to druidry (which is why I asked about your background to compare) so I find myself spending more time trying to catch up on the history of druidry and the cultures behind it before I really start the writing. It makes me feel like I'm putting other triads infront of the first however.

The last part is the most to the point for this entry. Both [info]petboy and I feel we should try so hard to really meditate on the aspects before writing anything down, and for me that means learning so much more before really getting started.

On the porch I realized that this was an outline set forth by a person who had already done so much research, that he didn't expect those just entering to be where he is right off the bat of membership whether that's my ideal or not, and these simple essays are not what ADF is about. Especially after reading the outline of what it takes to become a Priestess. I may be a CSI-loving Virgo, but I think what this comes down to is a case of my really needing to not sweat the little things.

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Druidry, Ritual, Patron Deities & Patron Trees [17 Jul 2004|12:36am]
[ mood | curious ]

My first ideas on what druidism meant as a belief system were based on limited cultural references, information I had come across by side-affect of researching Ogham (namely their "emphasis" on trees), and somehow I got it into my mind that Druids were pantheists. Not in the sense of 2. Belief in and worship of all gods. but 1. A doctrine identifying the Deity with the universe and its phenomena.

The Pantheist Movement was my first resource on pantheism. If you don't care to look at the link but would like an idea, click here for the first paragraphs I am referencing )

I don't know why I had imagined Druids to have less emphasis on deity forms? Or- to put it bluntly, why they would have anything to do with the Pantheist Movement- except to have a strong affiliation with nature aspects.

Learning as I researched further (and partly in joining ADF and until I read more- relying sort of blindly on those around me) that they do/did worship Gods & Goddesses, & that further ADF encourages ritual practice to such an extent- I am sort of overwhelmed. Only because my background in polytheistic ritual is based in Wiccan & Native American form (one, a religion so new you could modify it w/o doing it wrong, and gracing the shelves of *every* metaphysical section out there, and the second- a way of life and belief deeply rooted and still living- making it easy to reference respectfully).

What tools did the Druids use in ritual beyond the aspect of sacrifices- living and no?

Reading and researching, bits & pieces are becoming more clear to me, but this has formed into another reason as to why I question partaking in grove celebration so early. I feel like though it's spelled out for you at the celebrations, you should know more on a personal level before partaking in something that includes opening astral gates to communicate with deities.

Also- while I have background with polytheistic viewpoints, I am still figuring out how I feel in this respect. I keep going back and forth ad nauseum between viewing deities as elemental iconography & 'physical' manifestations that can influence & guide you on their own accord.

...and yet I am waiting for one to choose me.

I will skip questions on personal pantheons for now to say that I think it would be interesting if (instead of or also affiliating with patron deities) we had patron trees.

[info]petboy mentioned that it is his understanding that different trees are affiliated with different patron deities- at least in the Celtic region. If this is so I think it would be a good way of becoming more accustomed to the idea of Patron Gods & Goddesses on my own personal and practicing level.

Perhaps a little while from now I will feel intimately close with the idea of deities (as I do sometimes) but all the time, and I'll think this entire train of thought was cute and quite in the past.

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::Happenings:: [17 Jul 2004|12:09am]
[ mood | awake ]

I haven't updated in ages- I am so happy that I live with [info]petboy (Finnbjorn/Jeff) so that while life moves and whirrs around, I can still keep at least partially on track.

Today we went out and bought paper journals for our Dedicants research. I am keeping this journal for my research/notes and will probably copy my essays, etc. into this journal as I go along. I like having this journal as a place where I can gather all of the information and file it- so that when I am working on the Dedicant program I can look to the memories section here (which I'll create over time) and reference the obscurities of my studies.

I haven't been reading The Druids as often as I had before, and to take a break I began on The Mabinogion, however I don't think I am ready for Pwyll- make that- the tone and meter and rampant listful geneology of that sort of text. I'll do it, but I need an anethetic some time.

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Ritual Clothing, & My Own Blind Historical Connections [02 Jul 2004|01:00pm]
[ mood | curious ]

I bought a sewing machine yesterday (which has many more ravings attached *here*) and am so excited! I am looking forward to being able to make my own ritual clothes, though I am not sure which style to go with or material to use. Weather-wise I'll probably make more than one thing- but what to start with? I think there is sometimes a thin line between ritual and anachronistic and I don't want to step too heavily on the side of anachronism.

Yes yes, MORE on The Druids by Stuart Piggot:

I have been taking this book with me everywhere, which has been nice- especially on the MAX. I keep finding connections that Stuart (we're close now, I'll call him Stewie) doesn't mention. Perhaps I'd be a better conspiracy theorist, I don't know. Anyhow- here they are:

1) The Horse & Rider Cult

[Under Shrines & Temples pg. 40]

"At two sites, Mouriés (Bouches-du-Rhône) and Saint-Blaise (Alpes-Maritimes), fragments of earlier stone-built shrines had been incorporated into Gallo-Greek structures of the fourth century BC: at the former, stelae and a lintel were decorated with stylized figures of horses and riders in a convention that could be earlier than the fifth century, and at the latter was a jamb-stone with niches cut in it which, from the evidence of other sites, would have held skulls or severed heads."

Later [pg. 47-48]

"A few miles away, at Brigstock, were a polygonal and a circular shrine of third-fourth century A.D. date, the former overlying a pennanular ditch, presumptively pre-Roman, and the latter apparently connected with some Romano-Celtic horse-and-rider cult."

2) Egyptian Influence?

[Under 2. The Celtic World of the Druids: The Sources pg. 22]

"From the classical writers we have not only the location of a large number of named tribal groups but knowledge of the movements of the Celts from the time of the raids into Italy at the beginning of the fourth century B.C. - the marauding war-bands that thrust through the Balkans to Delphi, and eventually established the Galatian settlements in Asia Minor in 279-78 B.C. are a case in point. Celtic mercinaries served in the Greek forces, as in Sicily in 368 B.C. and in Egypt in 274."

Later [ Under Funerary Ritual pg. 47-48]

"From the seventh century B.C. to the point of Romanization such tombs occur in a Celtic context, the men's graves often provided with a four-wheeled or two-wheeled vehicle as well as martial equipment, with the inescapable implication that an otherworld is thought of as one where earthly status is recognized and prolonged to eternity. In a group of graves in immediately pre-Roman Belgic Britain - Welwyn, Stanfordbury, Mount Bures and others - there is provision not only for the chieftan's feast beyond the tomb, but for a guest, with twin double fire-dogs and wine in amphorae totalling some seven dozen bottles apiece in modern terms."

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Summer Solstice Photos~!! [30 Jun 2004|11:01am]
[ mood | cheerful ]

Here are the pictures from the Summer Solstice Celebration @ Champoeg *^__^*


Opening


Praise-Offering


Fire


Waters

...and finally...

Molehenge!

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Stonehenge vs. Drunemeton [29 Jun 2004|06:12pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

Aigeann posted a link where those on the PNWDedicants list could find pictures from the Summer Soltice Festival @ Champoeg Park. They're really wonderful pictures, and as soon as photobucket will allow, I am going to post those pics here!

In the meantime I have a question I'd like to look further into: A while ago I found out that a group of druids in the UK is going up in arms because they feel that if archaeologists come by remains at Stonehenge, that it is within their right to make sure that those remains are returned, and that a proper druidic burial takes place, along with a rite.

However all sources that we have found so far, show that the creation of Stonehenge predates druids by thousands and thousands of years. Knowing that, how can any druid try to claim the site as belonging to their ancestory/religion, etc. alone?..and to what end?

Also- while reading The Druids I came upon this:

The annual meeting of the Gaulish Druids in the tribal area of the Carnutes was presumably akin to these provincial gatherings, as would have been the meetings of the Galatian tribes at the sanctuary of Drunemeton in Asia Minor.


"The ancient geographer Strabo tells us that Galatians had a central shrine called the Drunemeton, or "oak sanctuary." We might speculate from this that a Druid class existed there, they being the "men of the oaks." But, firm evidence on this has not yet been established." -- Echoed Voices

The article also includes:
The name Galatia was derived from one of the Greek descriptive words for the Celts--the Galatae. In ancient times Galatia was in the center of Asia Minor (present Turkey), and surrounded by these kingdoms:

* Pergamum on the west;
* Bithynia on the northwest;
* Pontus on the northeast; and
* Cappadocia on the southeast.


I think *much* more emphasis should be placed on the Drunemeton.
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First Thoughts On "The Druids" by Stuart Piggot [28 Jun 2004|12:46pm]
[ mood | amused ]

I have been reading The Druids by Stuart Piggot lately. (I feel the need to study absolutely everything I can, that it's on the ADF Dedicant program reading list is just a perk). The first bit was drudgery because it goes over (and over) all of the different 'problems' we face in trying to understand Druidry as it was, given the limited resources we have- and how in those resources is a bias unlike any most people have probably ever seen. It was well-written, but long and painful because I think anyone who truly wanted to know druidry (especially practice it) respectfully, would be well-aware of these issues faced. WELL AWARE ALREADY, MAN.

After the 'problems,' Piggot goes into elements of the lifestyle. That was humorous. I suddenly knew 'everything' about the economics/trade/literacy/expanse/alliances/wars/natural resources/technology, etc. of a wide range of people (heavy emphasis on the Gauls), and apparently Piggot did too- which is why he wanted to mention it- tying it to his (at the time) current work by showing that because these things affected the people of the time, they affected the druids. Bravo!

...and 'druids' so far seems to be a Gaulish word...as the Irish term aes dána means the same as the Gaulish druides and which one of those sounds more akin? Did you know that those people highlighted by the use of Hell's Angels in the film Gladiator, became 'civilized' before the Irish? Yeah...due to the Mediterranean influence. How 'bout that?. . . . .WHERE ARE THE DRUIDES???

Oh and another thing: (page 37-38)

These usages suggest deliberate modification of the Roman Alphabet by the Celtic literati, in order to accomodate phonetic values existing in Celtic but not in Latin. Further evidence of this is provided by other orthographic innovations including the barred D (Ð or ÐÐ), the barred SS (SS), or the use of the Greek Ø to represent a group of related sounds also rendered by ss. The name AÐÐEDOMAROS was current in Gaul and Britain, where a 'king' of that named ruled from c. 15 to 1 B.C. [Fig. 4], and ANTEÐRIG[OS] struck coins in the early first century B.C. The sound involved may be that referred to by Latin writers as the tao gallicum, and at all events more than one written convention was devised to express it: it has been remarked that the variation 'implies that occasionally the alphabets used were richer than the phonetic systems of the Celtic dialects they recorded'.


I'd say that meant you completely underestimated them, Sherlocks.

Earlier they remarked:

The early Irish world as presented in the earliest vernacular stratum is a wholly illiterate one, though with a compensatory elaboration of the techniques of oral transmission, and the adoption in Ireland, from perhaps the late fourth century A.D. of an incriptional alphabet, Ogam, probably itself derived from Latin characters, does not concern us here.


So let's speculate wildly before dismissing in full, shall we? :p

Now I'm on to Shrines & Temples which I really like, as they begin with the Greek-inspired sanctuary of Roquepertuse- which was one of the interests (besides underground Rome) that led me to enrolling in the archaeological dept. of UM@F. w00t!
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