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Monday, November 30th, 2020
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1:10 am - Sorry Lurkers, Journal is friends locked
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comment to be added. comments are screened.
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| Saturday, April 5th, 2008
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10:52 am - Calling you out!
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Alright, so I'm giving my lj a nice Spring cleaning and I've realized that I have a few people that added me as a friend and never said anything.
You have to leave a comment or else I won't add you back. All my entries are friends locked so you are not seeing anything anyway!
So here is a list of people who added me and I'll be very happy to add you back if you can just comment to this post and let me know where you found me or why you want to add me or both:
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__noroomtobleed
_mr_miyagi
becausedead
okumi
warkythechocobo
vengexance
tonks1983
ryomalex
Thank you!
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| Thursday, August 23rd, 2007
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12:07 am - Blaugh!
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I have not posted in some time and a good amount of changes have occurred in my life but my eyes are getting heaving and sleep seems to be calling me. In any case, I did want to share this:
http://community.livejournal.com/pineappleparade/
It's a new community I made so that I can sell some of my clothing, manga, anime, books, dvd's and ect.
So, my lovely friends list, please check it out. You might see something you like and poor broke Melissa would appreciate your business. ^_^;
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| Monday, April 5th, 2004
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12:20 am
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This is for Maria. one of the only ones that get me.
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nevermind, I'm not that petty... haha.
I MISS YOU! I went to the music hall on friday to see you but you weren't there. Sad. I will call you if I can't see you online. ^_^
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| Saturday, April 3rd, 2004
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8:50 am
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Wah! I cut my hair. Rather short. Hehe, it's quite noticable and those who haven't seen it shall hopefully see it soon. Nick and Bruce took a bunch of pictures so I can post some. *_*
It proved to be rather inspirational for others. ^_~
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| Tuesday, March 30th, 2004
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9:03 pm - Picture ^_^
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I drew this the other day of Shuichi of Gravitation. He's crying because Yuki made him. ;_; What do you think of the picture?
current mood:  creative
current music: "Lust for Blood"
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| Monday, March 29th, 2004
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9:45 pm
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| Friday, March 19th, 2004
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10:40 pm - Jazz is rather lovely
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So, this new found adoration, is not quite as shallow as it may seem. I truly felt a slight fervor listening to the intense and melodic jazz. Here, though, stands the more insipid seeming part of tonight. To begin, this is the second night I have ushered at the Music Hall, and once again it has proven rather beneficial to do so. The first night I met Pierre, haha who turned out to be something else in more way than one, but it was still all worth it for the deal we made ^_^ . To get to the story, I was delighted this evening to meet, alas, a cute Japanese boy who spoke hardly any English so that I was able to speak Japanese with him. He was very sweet, and very traditional in his Japanese mannerisms. Atsushi (as was his name) continuously complemented my accent and large vocabulary and even when it got quite cold in the Music Hall, he offered me his coat which of course I took. He is going to leave at the end of this month but I will get to see him again tomorrow night. Hehe, oh and Bitna I got the hug, hehe though he seemed surprised ::does a happy dance::
current mood:  bouncy
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7:01 am - Happy Birthday Mana-Sama
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Today is Mana’s B-day! So, this post is dedicated to him. Let’s all wish him a very happy Birthday! ^__^
and by the way, on another point. I hate to speak for people but considering I know. Bruce isn't up for the movies today and yes, he has a car but it isn't fair for him just to drive a few people who don't have rides. So, despite his offers of being nice and such, think about how he feels lately and think about what he is offering... (I hope I didn't come off too bitchy >__<)
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| Thursday, March 18th, 2004
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9:06 pm - Yuuki
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This is my friend Yuki... this is more of a test.. for pictures really.
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| Tuesday, March 16th, 2004
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10:35 pm - Whooo, I'm updating like crazy lately
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This is for Xander, for he needs the whore attention stuff >_<
Horseman286 [10:23 PM]: i'm in love with you
MiStReSs du EnVy [10:24 PM]: really?
MiStReSs du EnVy [10:24 PM]: awww
MiStReSs du EnVy [10:24 PM]: hehe im saving that forever!
Horseman286 [10:24 PM]: guess what
MiStReSs du EnVy [10:25 PM]: what?
Horseman286 [10:25 PM]: chicken butt
MiStReSs du EnVy [10:25 PM]: .....
MiStReSs du EnVy [10:26 PM]: Silly Xander
MiStReSs du EnVy [10:26 PM]: I feel touched that you im me
Horseman286 [10:26 PM]: whyzzat?
Horseman286 [10:26 PM]: who's touching you?
MiStReSs du EnVy [10:27 PM]: hahaha
MiStReSs du EnVy [10:27 PM]: shut up
MiStReSs du EnVy [10:27 PM]: dont you not often im people?
MiStReSs du EnVy [10:27 PM]: I feel special that you see me as a good enough friend to im me
Horseman286 [10:27 PM]: jes i am a hermit, i just stare at my computer screen until someone initiates a conversation
MiStReSs du EnVy [10:28 PM]: awww
MiStReSs du EnVy [10:28 PM]: ::pinches checks::
Horseman286 [10:29 PM]: my cheeks? or yours o_O
MiStReSs du EnVy [10:29 PM]: hehe yours
Horseman286 [10:30 PM]: ow
MiStReSs du EnVy [10:30 PM]: hehehe
Horseman286 [10:30 PM]: face begins to bleed*
MiStReSs du EnVy [10:30 PM]: ::runs away::
MiStReSs du EnVy [10:30 PM]: awww
MiStReSs du EnVy [10:30 PM]: shut up
Horseman286 [10:30 PM]: lol
Horseman286 [10:31 PM]: GOTTAS GO!
MiStReSs du EnVy [10:31 PM]: aww
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10:11 pm - A treat for my loyal children >_
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"Pity is only an excuse, the opulent world won't stop for anyone"
Expect updates there soon my loves...
^_~
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| Monday, March 15th, 2004
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9:57 pm
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I had all these thoughts in my mind and I only hope I can articulate them well. I feel I have a lot to give, I have a lot of good qualities and it hurt so much when people so easily overlook them and see straight to my numerous faults. I have come to realize people are so quick to judge, myself included, that they don’t take the time to get to know a place, person, thing, situation and so on. This isn’t so much in specific as it is a general observation of people throughout the world. I, myself, know that I have a lot to give, and as time passes I take the things I learn and any good, caring, and compassionate qualities I contain and hold them within until it turns into this sort of other emotion. It’s the kind of feeling, not quite love, but a willingness to care, share and comprehend that I wish so much to share with someone. I think, as Maria and I have discussed, it comes down to that for that “special someone” I have so much to share and so much to give it can be overwhelming and I long to have someone I can love, so that I may give all this to them. I think that is why I constantly choose the wrong people to become weak and vulnerable with, to open up to a person, to give your all and get nothing in return. This, again isn’t truly specific, just an experience I’ve felt often. I long so much to love and be loved in return, because I am indeed capable of loving, that I tend to become very attached and infatuated with people. It’s a fatal flaw indeed but something I won’t stop regardless of how I may continue to get hurt. I only hope that one day someone will really appreciate the love that I can give to them and are able to give the same back. I don’t blame any of you for not reading this I tended to ramble just thought for once I would put down some of my pure honest emotion.
current mood:  exanimate
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| Friday, March 12th, 2004
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11:53 pm
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take the WHAT KIND OF SUSHI ARE YOU test here
test by Bowie-Spawan
This quiz is dedicated to Bruce...
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| Thursday, March 11th, 2004
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8:04 pm - Your body's warm but you are not
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I had so much fun today! Now, as I try to explain I will do my best to make it all be told in chornilogical order for when I make posts like this they tend to go along with my train of thought which is all over the place. Anyway, so I joined my friend Sadi to her Japanese lessons and first we were dropped off at an Asian market store that resembled a larger version of the Gourmet. It was really cool and if I had money I would have bought this cool pair of chopsticks. Sadi bought this lemon cake though that was really soft and then she got me one of those cool drink that have a marble inside that you have to push down in order to drink. Then I headed into her class and was reunited with the infamous Kevin. Haha, with any of you who remember him... It was long ago. Anyway he was really funny and we chatted about j-rock. He has an amazing voice... I don’t know why I noticed this but I did and his voice is pleasant indeed. Especially when he speaks Japanese, he has this natural deep and quiet Japanese tone to his voice. And I met her teacher and other student and they all were very nice. I sat in the class and occasionally the teacher called on me in which case I would read a little in Japanese. I was a little slower than the rest of the class but now reflecting upon this I am surprised and kinda excited about the fact, as if I just realized it, that I can look at some Japanese writing and comprehend and recite it. Anyway, then the receptionist (who loves Gackt and is super cute) came with some Japanese donuts and green tea. It was really a pleasant day and I hope to visit again soon... If I am allowed it.. ^_^
..... and now I have teeth marks on my arm due to my brother who just bite me after he shot his BB gun right next to my head, hitting my pillow but still dangerously close. I think he hates me but when I told him this he just bite me again. >__< Why is my family so wierd?
You are a human shadow. If a loved one needs you,
you are always right at his or her heels! Your
deep social connection with human beings
produces your qualities of genuine caring and
charisma. However, at times you are naive to
the true nature of your loved ones. Remember
that humans' gift of free will does not always
lead them in wise directions. But your essence
of love and friendship represent the other
precious gifts of humanity. Overall you are a
strikingly valuable and innocent being who has
a lot to give.(please rate my quiz cuz it took
me for freaking ever to create)
What Kind of Shadow Are You? (with gorgeous pics)
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current mood:  distressed
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| Wednesday, March 10th, 2004
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9:35 pm
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| Saturday, March 6th, 2004
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11:41 pm - Sayonara aishita kimi no....
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Well, today didn't go as I hoped but it went well over all. I don't know... all week I was looking foward to this saturday; coffee/tea with two pretty french boys and then heading over to a fun party at Laura's and such... This whole morning I was so happy and cleaned my room thinking about a happy and uplifting day and such. Heh, well Joris couldn't show up but Pierre did and talking to him was... intersting. Heh, in the long run I have to do him a favor and he will bring me to Marymount parties so that I may meet pretty Asain boys. And he had to leave early but we didn't really go to the party thing anyway because everyone was rather burnt out or what not. But Alex was still with us and she it a lot of fun, so we went to Borders but Dave wasn't there. I still followed this other Asian guy to the classical music section but I think I scared him a bit. Heh, and then I got the third Love Hina (its a manga) so that cheered me up. in any case, let me stop going on and on, but we ended up at Bruces (Meg, Nick, Bruce and myself) and we all played Taboo, it was really funny, and now Andrej is confusing me so I shall depart..
current mood:  disappointed
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| Friday, March 5th, 2004
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9:03 pm
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Well.... tonight was fun, or I thought so, slightly crazy as well. Something Clever was amazing and I felt really stupid because I'm not in the band but I started to cry when they didn't win. Whoo, I really did do stage crew stuff, haha up yours Mrs. King, if we didn't show up you would have been in trouble! I did the house lights. Then we headed over to Laura's for her party type thing which was fun, her dresses are so pretty! I want to wear more of them! Heh, and her other friends are cool as well though I really didn't get to talk to tem that much. I hope that the fight club thing was fun and worth it, Jen looked beat up pretty bad and in pain, but if that's what she wanted it's all good. Trying to get Jen and Naomi home when they were extremely drunk though was another thing. I don't know how we got them to walk. Never again. Poor Jon had to bring them home, I hope things worked out for them. I am not sure if I will bring Pierre and Joris to the party tomorrow for it may not be their scene but we will see. In closing... eh, I dont know.. gonna sleep...
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| Thursday, March 4th, 2004
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2:05 pm - Jon is the great one
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Lalala, I am in School now, yay. James is next to me, he is my king, in the literal, not figurative sense. We are the king and queen of the kingdom of Mars. Jon likes juicy bugs. Dylan likes to spend lots of money for water. Lana had four dollars. Colleen is floating in libido right now, so she can’t comment.
Jon: I wanna be a pirate. Dylan wants to be a pirate as well. He is a follower, so he will settle for butt pirate.
James: I am not a butt pirate contrary to popular belief.
Lana: I cant think of anything witty right now.
Dylan: ………..
current mood:  jubilant
current music: No
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| Tuesday, March 2nd, 2004
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4:42 pm - Vividly emblazoned in my mind
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Today I finally truly started my my art project and can only hope it comes out the way I wish it to. And I got a good grade on my Process Analysis essay, so the day overall was good. But I still need to get together seven dollars for the talent show to support my loves. ^_^
Hm, also, you know how those forum things have awards for best thread or post. Don’t you think our friends page should have that? Hehe T_T Just a thought....
You're Element is Night. You're a loner who is very
creative but never show your work to anyone.
You may smile a little but sadness or
loneliness surround you and other can feel it
when they're near you. You have a dark or
unusual beauty that makes you mysterious and
you probably have a lot of secrets that you've
never told anyone. You're beauty is intriging
and unorthidox but the real thing that makes
you special is your eyes. Something in them
makes them like "Diamonds in the
Rough."
What's Your Element(girls)? (PICTURES)
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What Precious Gem are you? (With high-quality pictures!)
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You are a descriptive writer. An avid reader of
Robert Frost, perhaps, you LOVE to use flowery
words and use the paper and pen as your canvas
and paintbrush. You prefer to paint a mental
image rather than simply toy around with
people's minds. A very inspired person, you
love to be in nature and usually are a very
outdoorsy type of person. A writer with a
natural green thumb, perhaps?
What's YOUR Writing Style?
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What's Your Outlook on Life?
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Congrats! Your a Pure Angel! Angels, as far as most
of them go, are all compatabile creatures, but
Pure ones simply are symbols of God. Pure
Angels always appear when a child is born, when
a rainbow is seen, or when someone shares their
first kiss. They never grow old, an can appear
in the shape of a naked woman with white, bold
wings. Pure angels are the carriers of god, and
show their love to everyone in the world.
What Kind of ANGEL are you? (For Girls only) This Quiz has amazingly Beautiful Pictures!
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Your an ice dragon! Congrats! Out of all the
dragons, you are most powerful but do not like
to show it. A rare and special creture, you
have artistic style and are great at expressing
yourself. You think friends and Familly are the
most important, and are a hopeless romantic.
But of course, as ice goes, you can be a little
cold or harsh at times. But not to worry, you
always apoligize later!
What elemental dragon are you?
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current mood: content
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