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You know, the reason I blog is because i need to vent things out and it's always nice to have second opinions from strangers... when i say that i mean from people who aren't directly involved in the situation... but even I think that I should sometimes just shut up, because all I can talk about is him and that really pisses some people off... but you know, a friend once told me...
"heck , Coppelia...it's your blog! if you want to talk about it , just do it..."
So I will.
I am supposed to be over him, I really am... Not supposed to feel like this, I mean everytime I look at him my fuckin heart beats loudly, and even though I know that even if I fell for him again I wouldn't care...It's hard to let go.
And the less I want to see him the more I do, everytime I wish i wouldn't, he is standing near-by...I fucking hate school for that...
and by the way... OMFG!!111 i found what i guess i could call my image song...
All the Love in the World - The Corrs
I'm not looking for someone to talk to I've got my friends, I'm more than OK I've got more than a girl could wish for I live my dreams but it's not all they say Still I believe I'm missing something real I need someone who really sees me
Don't wanna wake up alone anymore Still believing you'll walk through my door All I need is to know it's for sure Then I'll give all the love in the world
I've often wondered if love's an illusion Just to get you through the loneliest days I can't criticize it - I have no hesitation My imagination just stole me away Still I believe I'm missing something real I need someone who really sees me
Love's for a lifetime not for a moment So how could I throw it away Yeah I'm only human And nights grow colder With no-one to love me that way Yeah I need someone who really sees me And I won't wake up alone anymore Still believing you'll walk through my door You'll reach for me and I'll know it's for sure Then I'll give all the love in the world (Don't wanna wake up alone)...
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and by now I am officialy traumatized with this pretty boy -->

Alucard-sama from Hellsing...
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