| Great Romances of the 20th Century. |
[25 Jul 2008|10:00am] |
Friday. 1000 hours.
Its not a common sight to find myself at home by the computer on an early friday morning less for this rare occasion. It's very quiet today in contrast to the fridays i usually spend away from home. Tranquil and peaceful without a worry in the world. Okay the part where i said there's nothing to worry about, is more likely a lie than a fact to ponder upon but i'm still contented nonetheless.
My bike's in need of serious maintainance looking at how all my lights failed me and my horn can't even wail for fuck. Need to get everything planned out very soon.
July is coming to an end and we'll welcome August with a very big bang. When it comes, i'll only have half a year left into my service and frankly, i'm afraid in looking to embrace the life i once lived before giving myself up for the nation.
Hadi <3 Carmen Electra.
bye
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| One for all the lost times. |
[21 Jul 2008|02:21am] |
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Is it just me or have i not visited this entry window for a very long time. Who am i kidding, i've been neglecting my journal for quite sometime now, not because i want to, rather because i am pre-occupied with my work.
Work. Besides my weekly NDP routine, i've managed to catch some free time to resume work on my other routine. It's still under work but we're halfway there. I'll just let my work speak for itself. :)
we're still at it so we'd appreciate if time is kind on us. Tanx for watching anyways.
bye
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[09 Jul 2008|09:16pm] |
I am feeling pretty grateful right now for the oppurtunity to ballot for the tickets to the coming NDP preview this saturday. I got lucky in the drawing of lots and with it, i brought home 2 tickets to this saturday's NDP show. Despite my role as the one behind the scenes, ive decided to give away these two tickets to my mom who would rather enjoy this show more than i would. It's just sad that my dad isn't home to celebrate this with the family because now my mom would have to choose between each of my sister upon who would go to the preview with her. However, that's not my problem. I've done what i had to do and i feel thankful that my commitments to the NDP has been rewarded with a simple gift by giving back to my family, and i kinda like that feeling. :)
I feel like dancing, but i think i shall let my niece and nephew do it for me. Credits to my cousin for the videos. haha.
bye
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| July's Reverie |
[06 Jul 2008|12:24am] |
How about using these few paragraphs to depict my thoughts for a start of an entry:
I rubbed my thumb against my nostrils to scratch away the itch after which i decided to insert it into one of the two holes for a good dig. When i was done, i unwillingly smelt my thumb and it smelt like crap, more of dry mucus blended with 11 secret herbs of nose shit and hair to be precise. This must be the effect of the flu that i have been having for the past 2 days.
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When i got home, i quickly sat infront of my computer and took off my clothes because of the heat that's making me feel all uncomfortable and stuff. I then decided that i should scratch my armpit, which i did on the right one. Whilst i was enjoying the tranquility of scratching my armpit, i realised that i scratched it so hard that some of the armpit hair came off, just like that. Oh my, i must really be ageing so fast to have such weak hair follicles. Sigh.
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I am such a multi-tasker. I abstained from going to the loo since work after uncontrolled amount of drinks and when i got home, i decided to go all 'free flow' in the toilet. (wow what a joke). However, as i was peeing, i shat. What the fuck?
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Okay fine. I thought that by having a paragraph that depicted your thoughts would make it like the 'icing on the cake' type of thing for an LJ entry but i beg to differ. My thoughts aren't that very meaningful to anyone anyways.
On a brighter side of things, i like this year's NDP. I now slowly understand what NDP really means. All those talk about bonding together as a nation shit can't be felt or appreciated by balloting for tickets and spectating the stupid show, but rather the amount of effort and time that the NSmen sacrificed in ensuring that show becomes a success, down the every last inch of detail.
I hope i make my mama proud by being part of this year's nationwide event, despite her son being mostly 'behind the scenes', just to make up for all the time i never got to go home much and spend time with her due to my commitments to NDP. Too bad i can't get free tix though. It's always those big fucks who get em first. (Hint: Status Quo) Fuck. Nvm, a 32" LCD TV at home shall do fine then.
im tired.
bye
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| Notes from the COS |
[28 Jun 2008|08:18am] |
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I do realise its been quite sometime since i've updated but i've held back updating for all the right reasons. There's just nothing interesting happening lately besides being away for work or my NDP commitment in lieu with my work. Id like to post photos of my time spent preparing for NDP but doing so will only get me charged. So, i'd just drop one pathetic entry to remind myself that i'm still alive.
Oh and i am going for another round of ordering tee shirts from www.threadless.com. If anyone is interested in joining in to order in bulk, do let me know with the particulars of your tee shirt orderattached and please be of someone i know, hence making it easier for the both of us.
Come July, i've only got 7 more months left to serve. seven.
bye
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| Webcam Trauma |
[13 Jun 2008|02:05pm] |
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my friends are gay. okay maybe not gay, bisexual would be precise. I have photos to prove their bisexual behaviors. Upon my return from camp after 48 hours of back-to-back duties, i was greeted on msn with an invite to have a webcam conversation. Little did i know that i cant even trust my own friends with a webcam.
Warning: Upon clicking on the LJ-Cut below to view the follow photos, which is rated R for public viewing, you have willingly accepted the T&A's of my Lj entry and have agreed that at any point of time you get traumatised or develop any infections/diseases to the eyes or face due to the follow photos, _hadi will not be liable or responsible for any of your deformities or sickness that you incur from the following.
Happy Father's Day everyone.
bye
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| Conversion Complete |
[10 Jun 2008|07:54pm] |
Come tomorrow, i would've by far undergone to longest Conversion Course to date. Nonetheless, i'll finally have the tangible sense of pride that i can call my own.
Now if only i can get myself to work well with the platoon again..
bye
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| Pass it forward |
[09 Jun 2008|11:03am] |
If i were to calculate the total spendings that both my mom and my dad have spent on me to date, i'd say they've foregone the oppurtunity to live the life of the rich and the not-so-famous-but-enough-money-to-live-lavishly.
Then, in 1988. They had me. In 1992, They had Nadiah. In 1995, They had Sabrina. All in the merry month of June. 3 times the liability, 3 times more taxing for them to raise the 3 of us up to the spoilt brats we are today. Each time i think about the calls i made to either of my parents asking for money, i feel embarassed. Maybe because i asked too much that i overexceeded the amount of 'how much a son can ask his parents for money' qouta.
Now that my dad's home, i should spend more time asking about how's life away from home for half a year rather than ask him how much his bank account is growing, which i never once asked about the latter. All i'm saying is, i feel more appreciative these days to have my parents around. I swear by this entry that by the time i ORD, i'll have something prepared to repay all their kindness to me during my worst days of my years that is NS.
After last checking on my CDC statement of accounts, i hereby disclose my total expenditure at CDC to the public to being $2129.76 and i still have 5 more lessons to go excluding revision lessons to my TP test. With that amount of money, my mom could've spent that money to go on a vacation but instead, she spent it on me to get a stupid piece of paper printed on the back of some dumb laminated card. Get what i mean now about how the guilt is slowly eating me from the inside out?
bye
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| Goodbye Teenage Life |
[06 Jun 2008|12:02am] |
& this my friends, is how i turned 20.
bye
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| I <3 Jim Carrey |
[02 Jun 2008|01:04pm] |
Straight up to 2:16, i swear i could've shat my pants laughing at his stand up comedies.
So before i die, i wouldd really love to meet Jim Carrey. My source of inspiration for a really good and lasting laugh.
bye
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[24 May 2008|01:46pm] |
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most of our lives we try so hard
to find the time
i wont care for you
like i'm really suppost to
there are things i'll do
that could really hurt you
don't you just love goodbyes?
bye
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| The Road To Class 3 |
[22 May 2008|10:50am] |
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The Guards Karma has been nice to me so far, in terms of my time spent with Comfort Delgro that is. Just looking at how coincidence and fate has allowed me to undergo my Defensive Riding Course (which i stupidly didn't attend cause of some personal factors) as well as my FTT this morning. Nonetheless, my one last wish from the Guards Karma would be that they would not hold any 5 day field camp CME/BME missions on the day i booked my TP, which coincidentally falls 2 weeks after NDP.
But then again, knowing how the army has always worked, they never give you for what you wish for, that easy i mean. & that scares the balls out of me, squeezing my testicles bone dry. Booking for this damned test ain't cheap and i'm seriously taking a big gamble on my 'work life balance' down here.
Please. Guards Karma Boss. Please let me finish this so i can be all hyped up for Wallaby
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bye
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| Expect Nothing Less |
[20 May 2008|01:40am] |
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So i went to penin today and i finally got myself the microphone stand to complete the studio image i wish to portray in my room. This means i can somehow practice my vocals (which is superbly terrible right now) and go back into playing the guitar again. Hooray.
So with Akmal and Abid accompanying me, expect nothing more than another mindless day. We talked about how we've yet to work on any new video and we recalled how we're supposed to work on Backstreet Boy's Quit Playing Games. Plus, we worked hard in doing the Rihanna Project and we gave everyone a taste of a preview. However, being that we didn't have the full strength to create an actual BSB video, we decided to improv and entice all of you to our homemade version of a Quit Playing Games (preview).
Thanks. Photobucket is such as ass for failing on me. Well, imeem pun imeem je la.
bye
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| betray your emotions for something else |
[18 May 2008|12:05am] |
stop. i am a boy deviod of emotions.
it's better this way.
bye
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| Moustache as we all know it |
[12 May 2008|02:28am] |
As always with my current love for videomaking, i shall now entice play for u guys a video that summed up my mother's day. Ironically, it does not have my mother in it.
bye
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| My Google Family Tree |
[05 May 2008|12:36pm] |
Okay apprantly, i've been enjoying half of my week's off by going out most of the time but since today is a Monday and most of my friends are either schooling or back to camp, i've decided to entertain myself by posting an LJ entry. How nice.
Picking up an idea from a fellow friend of mine who updated her LJ based on the things she found on google upon typing a particular word, i've decided to follow suit but this time by using my own idea based on the same concept. I am going to create my Pictoral Family Tree based on the photos that Google gives me upon typing the names of my family members inside.
The rule is simple: Go to www.google.com and type in the name of your family members inside. Upon doing so, click on the image browser and when the page appears, choose any one picture (doesnt have to be the first picture) on the page and start creating your very own Google Family Tree.
Warning: If most of your family members are girls and their names are associated to that of porn stars, i suggest that you put your google SafeSearch mode to On first before you type in their names or you'll just get a picture of your particular family member with a deep resemblance to that of a female private part.
Ok here goes:
So that my friends. is my google family, which in contrast to the real Boharis, does not parellel at all.
bye
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| fucked up pen pals |
[04 May 2008|12:56am] |
I am starting to get irritated by stupid people who misuse the wonders of the communication technology for all the wrong reasons. In particular, people who randomly add me up on msn messenger and start conversing with me in an alien language in an attempt to break the ice with me.
Once, okay many times have i been added on messenger by overseas contact(s) who claim they know me and when i eventually start to chat with them 15 minutes into the convo, they start asking me whether or not i have a webcam because apparently, they're so horny, they just want to take a peek at my penis. Great. I should open up a friendster account for my penis so all these horny weirdos can just add him up there and stop bothering me with all this erotic fantasies regarding my genitalia, a webcam and a complete online stranger.
Here's a dumb fuck who added me lately on messenger and these are his apparent conversation with me:
then, there was silence.
fuck you insane people.
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| in the public's opinion |
[01 May 2008|11:28pm] |
To our account, we already have been gay with Rihanna's Umbrella, jiwa jiwang with Data's Permaisuri and now we're planning to crossover to the boyband genre with:
Backstreet Boys - Quit Playing Games With My Heart
Hmmm.. whatcha think?
bye
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| did it for the nookie |
[22 Apr 2008|09:40pm] |
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I'm tired and sleepy but its only 9:50pm.
I do get that creepy goosebumpy feeling though each time i view the umbrella video and see myself shaking my hips with that orgasm face in a pink blouse followed by a short clip of me struggling to mumble out words in my mother's bikini. Still, apiz should feel equally worse than me i guess.
I wonder how Blink 182 felt when they videocliped 'What's My Age Again?' and broadcasted in to the world. I loved their video though but it sure sends shivers down ur spine once u actually mimic these actions. blah.
bye
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