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[08 Apr 2008|06:31pm]
I want to travel everywhere. Can I be a professional traveller?
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hihi! [01 Apr 2008|11:42am]
[ mood | devious ]

http://stephdk.wordpress.com/

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[30 Mar 2008|09:43pm]
I'm doing a little experiment...

http://stephdk.wordpress.com/

I think I'd better centralize everthing, so let's party some more on Wordpress!

Of course, I'll keep reading your blogs here. :)
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Faces [20 Mar 2008|10:15pm]
Faces we see every day, faces we forget, faces we remember, faces we thought belonged to someone else, faces who don't fit with a personality.

Looking for people in the right place, looking for them in the wrong place.

Watching a face and thinking you know the person. Watching a face and being sure you never ever saw the person before.

Wanting a known face belonging to an unknown person. Wanting someone without knowing his face.

Looking someone in the eyes, but he's not looking at you.

Seing someone a million times and not knowing who it is.

Knowing who it is. All of a sudden, everything becomes clearer. He's been everywhere, when you saw him nowhere.

Wanting to forget someone, but it's not possible.

Wanting to remember everyone, but that's not quiet possible either.

Wanting to be forgotten. Wanting to be remembered. Wanting to be neither one nor the other.

Being someone everyone recognizes.

Being someone no one ever remembers.

Being someone no one ever remembers, but who remembers almost everyone.

Being someone everyone recognizes, but who forgets everyone.

Being someone who cares to remember, when others don't give a damn.

Being someone who seeks others who care, but doesn't find anyone.

Being sommeone who remembers but, really, would like to forget.
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[11 Mar 2008|10:40pm]
Two girls watching Sex and The City. One minute I'm embarassed to be a woman, the other I laugh out loud. Is it me or those four chicks have the maturity of a 15 year old teenage girl?

Females are complicated, they say.
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[11 Mar 2008|06:05pm]
Des fois, l'instabilité apporte la plus grande stabilité.

J'aurais aimé passer l'après-midi sur une Broadway, peut-être.

La musique n'est efficace qu'en mouvement.

Aujourd'hui, c'est un sourire qui m'a donné l'urgence de m'évader.

Enfin, c'est pas comme si j'étais vraiment dans ma réalité, de toutes manières.
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[28 Feb 2008|12:23pm]
[ mood | pensive ]

Writing is like throwing up ink on a sheet of paper.

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teenage love... [25 Feb 2008|11:12pm]
Who wants to buy me a ticket to Germany so I can go to a Toten Hosen concert? :D

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Thank you in a bottle [21 Feb 2008|11:14pm]
[ mood | thankful ]

We all wish we could go back in time and thank people, because they really deserve it, but we didn't do it at the right time or the right way and then we think about it minutes, hours, days, even years later, but too late.

You may never read this, or never know it is for you, but thank you, because you:

- offered chocolate and comfort even though I was a complete stranger crying and embarassed in the train.

- took care of me in the plane, without knowing me, and invited me to your place to talk about tons of things. I wish we'd kept in touch. I sent you a letter, but you never answered.

- were really sweet, even though people warned me about you.

- could have stayed scary, but took extra time to reassure me.

- were brutally honest and protective, for no reason at all.

- said I was like a sister, even if we hadn't talked for years.

- still call me "petite soeur".

- staid.


- ... and many, many, many others. :D

Advice needed... [05 Feb 2008|10:09pm]
I'm not sure if I should move or not in July, and I have to give my answer by the end of the month.

Pros:

- Some things happened and I'm not feeling that safe in the neighborhood anymore.

- I hear my neighbors way too much. Not because they are very loud, but because the building is not isolated very well (and because I live in a semi-basement). When the guy talks, I hear what he says. You can imagine.

-I've lived in the area for almost 8 years and would like to change.

- I've been dreaming of living in the Mile End for the last 8 years.

Cons:

- My rent is cheap.

- My landlord is great.

- I do like the appartment, despite the noise and me not feeling 100% safe.

- I'm scared I won't find an affordable place. I'd also look for appartments on the Plateau, in Côte-des-Neiges, in Outremont (too expensive, but I can try) and, if I can't find anything, in the area I am now.

- Maybe I should wait to make a bit more money (aka finish my studies, in fall), because I'll probably end up in a smaller and more expensive place, which I don't really mind, but maybe I should wait notheless.

What do you think?

I'd appreciate feedback from those who have moved recently. Is it very hard to find a place in Montreal this year?

Thanks!
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[30 Jan 2008|10:47am]
[ mood | scared ]

The weather today gives me the creeps.
The wind blowing through the window, the absence of normal light, the dangerous roads...I feel I'm in a different story, in a different time, or maybe even in a different dimension...

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[22 Jan 2008|06:01pm]
"La terre nous en apprend plus long sur nous que tous les livres. Parce qu'elle nous résiste. L'homme se découvre quand il se mesure avec l'obstacle. Mais, pour l'atteindre, il lui faut un outil. Il lui faut un rabot, ou une charrue. Le paysan, dans son labour, arrache peu à peu quelques secrets à la nature, et la vérité qu'il dégage est universelle. De même l'avion, l'outil des lignes aériennes, même l'homme à tous les vieux problèmes.

J'ai toujours, devant les yeux, l'image de ma première nuit de vol en Argentine, une nuit sombre ou scintillait seules, comme des étoiles, les rares lumières éparses dans la plaine.

Chacun signalait, dans cet océan de ténèbres, le miracle d'une conscience. Dans ce foyer, on lisait, on réfléchissait, on poursuivait des confidences. Dans cet autre, peut-être, on cherchait à sonder l'espace, on s'usait en calculs sur la nébuleuse d'Andromède. Là on s'aimait. De loin en loin luisaient ces feux dans la campagne qui réclamaient leur nourriture. Jusqu'aux plus discrets, celui du poète, de l'instituteur, du charpentier. Mais parmi ces étoiles vivantes, combien de fenêtre fermées, combien d'étoiles éteintes, combien d'hommes endormis...
Il faut bien tenter de se rejoindre. Il faut bien essayer de communiquer avec quelques-uns de ces feux qui brûlent de loin en loin dans la campagne."

Antoine de Saint-Exupéry, Terre des hommes

Et si, maintenant, les lumières étaient celles allumées par nos connections à Internet?
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yet another silly question, I guess [17 Jan 2008|07:05pm]
Can sex jokes be tasteful?
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[15 Jan 2008|10:13pm]
Do you think that living is all about getting to know yourself better as time goes by or do you think that you know who you are and what's important is to understand the world around you?

I thought the important thing was to understand the world. I am me, an "instrument" to get to learn as many things as possible ([info]von_zombie, I have this urge to know EVERYTHING too!).

Now I know I neglected the "instrument". I didn't even notice obvious feelings because I had seen others react in a way, and seing I reacted differently, I thought I wasn't experiencing those feelings. I'm in my mid twenties and it's time for introspection.

But don't get me wrong. I'm happy things are the way they are. At least, I know how to listen to others and respect them. I'm not selfish and self absorbed. And if I'm not always tactful, I know what compassion is.
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[15 Jan 2008|09:28am]
One of my friends showed me Google Reader, which allows me to subscribe to webpages and blogs and get the new updates on one page. Since then, I'm hooked. I think I might have found the solution to read the different newspapers online and be updated daily. :)
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[11 Jan 2008|10:10am]
To move or not to move? That's the question...

Anyone moving out of a 3 or 2 and a half in the Mile End-Outremont- Côte des Neiges area in July?
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[11 Jan 2008|08:18am]
During Christmas time in Europe, two totally different subjects kept appearing in the news. The first one, rather irrelevant in itself, was the relationship between the french president, Nicolas Sarkozy, and the singer and ex model Carla Bruni. The president did lose a bit of credibility according to the surveys, which is not surprising.
What's interesting is that it's the first time a french president's personal life becomes very public. Not that the journalists didn't know any private details about any of the previous presidents (just think about Mitterrand's illegitimate daughter), but it appears that they had different agreements with the press. Now it seems that France is discovering a whole new subject of gossips.

The second subject is far more serious and interesting: the attempts to free Ingrid Betancourt.

Here's the link to a Wikipedia page (not verified, but gives a rather good explanation):

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ingrid_Betancourt

(just replace the "en" by "fr" in the link to get the french page)

Her family and friends asked a proof that she was still alive. They did a video of her and she wrote a very mooving letter. I think that, whatever we think about her or the situation, we should all read it:

(in french): http://www.agirpouringrid.com/base/article.php3?id_article=405

(some parts of the letter, in english): http://uk.reuters.com/article/worldNews/idUKN0134603420071201?sp=true
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The Bridge [23 Nov 2007|10:33am]
[ mood | shocked ]

Did anyone see The Bridge, a documentary about people who jump off the Golden Gate Bridge?

If you did, I'd really like you to share your opinion about it.

For the whole time I was watching it, I felt really shocked. Shocked of seeing people kill themselves, yes, but even more shocked of the filming. Before watching the making of, I was thinking: you got to be kidding. I can't believe people where there with their cameras without doing a thing about it. I mean, some of the people who jumped were just too quick for anyone else to try and stop them, but some lingered for a while. And you could see others passing by and not doing a thing...This guy was crying and obviously not well, yet a tourist asked him to take a picture of her just minutes before he jumped (he miraculously survived)! Didn't she notice him really? Was she too excited about being on the famous bridge? Dis she think it was best not to say anything? I understand that you want to respect someone's privacy, but when you are on a bridge like that?

Another interesting thing was this guy taking pictures and seeing a girl climbing on the other side of the barrier (or whatever it's called on a bridge, sorry for my lack of vocabulary this morning). He kept taking pics of her for a while before realizing what he was actually witnessing and grabbing her.

In the making of, you learn that the director and the rest of the staff had walkie-talkies and cell phones and would call the police whenever they saw someone acting "weird". I was relieved to hear that, for I couldn't imagine someone filming without at least trying to do something about it. The crew actually managed to save a few persons.

But one thing remains. During the whole movie, you hear family and friends talking about this guy and, at the same time, you see him on the bridge, walking and stopping and walking..., for a long time. Now I don't know if he was there only a few minutes before jumping, but you see him throughout the film at different momentsand it seems like he's been there for quiet a while. If that's the case, how could they not do something about it? At least have someone on the bridge, ready to talk to him? It's horrible to watch images of the guy for an hour and a half, because you know he's going to do it, or at least try. But that's the thing: you think that, because you've seen him for such a long time, someone's going to do something about it, and he won't succeed. Yet, at the end, he jumps and dies. I don't get it. I hope the actual timing was short. I hope it wasn't possible for anyone to help.

And then there's the whole thing about actually filming people killing themselves and showing it to the world, obviously without their consent. I know it's to show others how life really is and blah blah blah, but for me it's not all that clear.

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fall! [27 Oct 2007|04:29pm]
[ mood | blah ]

I think the rain is not outside, it's inside...

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[17 Apr 2007|11:55pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

Note to myself: do not read about a scooter accident before going to bed, it's very depressing...

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