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Itiz Exblogger's Birthday!
Hey, Jake. Happy Birthday!
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Homecoming!
I don't have the details yet - well, we still don't know what was/is wrong, but they are on their way home! We can give Alex tylenol and let him rest here so I'm not too worried.

Thanks for all of your thoughts/prayers/vibes.
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Update
Well, my birthday has come and gone and only one of my friends remembered enough to call. I guess that happens when you get older. I don't know, but I thought it sucked.

But, who cares, really.

So, we still know nothing about what is going on with Alex. Hopefully he will have an ultrasound today, of his liver, and hopefully some of the test results will come back today. He still has a high fever and it's not getting any better at all, which really scares me.

I've had to come home so that I can go to school this week. I really am just absolutely heartsick about not being there with them. I've already called and spoke to a nurse about how poor his care has been. I mean, we are supposedly in one of the best children's hospitals and the nurses are just slightly above really sucky. I don't really know what else to say.

James is pretty worried about possibly having to miss a few more days of work. His pay period ends on Thursday and if he's not home by then and we have no check we are literally fucked. I hate being in this situation and I can't wait to get out of school so that we can have two incomes.

I'm going to stop talking now because I'm only making myself worked up.
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Whatever your thing is...
... prayers, happy thoughts, good vibes - whatever. We need them. J's oldest boy has leukemia, as many of you know. Anyway, Wednesday night we noticed that he felt warm and checked his temp. At that time it was 101.3. Since then it has spiked as high as 104.

He was admitted at the children's hospital where his regular oncologist practices on Friday morning. We are three hours from home and it's just me, J and Alex. He is in good spirits and he hates having to be in the hospital, but we have to find out what is wrong. His liver enzymes are also out of whack and they are testing him for hepatitis and epstein barre. We don't know when we will get to go home.

The financial blow from this is going to be one that doesn't get resolved anytime soon. We were already on the edge and now we've both had to miss a lot of work and naturally, being away from home is really expensive.

So, please, think of Alex, and of us, and wish him better, say prayers or send us some good vibes. Please.

Thank you.
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Must post :) Nabbed from Philaylen
1. Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal.
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Help!!
Oh, [info]exblogger?!?? I was wondering if you could help me with a blogger template if you aren't too busy. I really want to start blogging again but the headache of a new template is about enough to make me not want to.

Let me know...

<3
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OMG! I was tagged and I'm actually doing it :) (By Philaylen)
The game of five.
-- People can only play when tagged
-- You can make up new questions, delete questions, add questions, or keep the same, whatever.
-- The people you tag must add one more then what you have

5 different places you'd like to live:
St. Louis, MO
Nashville, TN
San Pedro Sula, Honduras
London
LA

5 Celebrities you think are swell:
Johnny Depp
Angelina Jolie
Lenny Kravitz
Dave Grohl (Yeah!)
Flea

5 amazing things:
Love
Children
Music
Puppy Breath
Weather


5 things you don't like:
Peas
My Ex
His Ex
Rap
Most pop music (amen)

5 things you miss about your childhood:
Not having to worry about money
Piggy Back Rides
Being really thin
Punky Brewster
Barbies

5 words:
Love
Chord
Friendship
Song
lydian

5 movies you like:
The Mexican
Girl, Interrupted
Jay & Silent Bob Strike Back
50 First Dates
Saving Private Ryan

5 things you are:
Poor
Funny
Loving
Giving
Insecure

5 TV shows you like:
Whose Line Is It Anyway?
ER
Scrubs
I <3 the 90's (and 80's)
Best Week Ever

5 favorite musical people/groups:
Chevelle
Nirvana
Foo Fighters
Fiona Apple
Stone Temple Pilots

5 types of music you dig:
Rock
Blues
Punk
The music I like is impossible to categorize

5 Favorite Random things that have a special place in your heart:
James & A & A
My Candy Apple Red Fender Bass
My family
Playing music with the person I love
Honduras and the people that live there

5 things you want to do before you die:
Get married
Have children of my own
Visit Europe
Spend a year or so in Honduras providing medical treatment
Play in a band

5 jobs you'd like to have:
Pediatrician
Musician
Nurse
Veterinarian
Pilot

5 the things you always like to do:
Play Music
Listen to music
Hang out alone
Play Sims
Play Nintendo/Playstation/GameCube

5 favorite foods:
Steak
Pasta
Bread
Mushrooms
Cheese

I'm not tagging anyone, but feel free to do it!!!
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Coldplay - Fix You
When you try your best but you don’t succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can’t sleep
Stuck in reverse
And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can’t replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above and down below
When you’re too in love to let it go
But if you never try you’ll never know
Just what you’re worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And i…
Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And i…

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you


This song is amazing. I can say no more. I hope you get it the way I do. Jake, this so reminds me of us - and it reminds me of me and James too, in a completely different way.

If anyone wants it I can email it. <3
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The Goings On
I got a new dog, well "we" got a new dog. You know who takes care of her, though, the most. And who she follows around the house? Yeah, me. I freaking ADORE HER so much! She's part pekinese and something else and she is a princess. I named her Fiona. *beams*

We gave away our old dog, the one I got after Honduras because he was just atrocious and never learned to behave. New dog fits in perfectly with everyone and we all adore her. SO CUTE. I need to get my webcam over here so I can snap some shots of her.

I have lots more to talk about soon, but I'm short on time. Poo.

i feel: blah

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Chevelle
James and I saw Chevelle at Jillian's in Louisville on Friday. Wow. Okay, I can't talk about Chevelle first, I have to start with the opening bands.

We were right in front towards the left side of the stage, if you're standing on it. We only got there about 2 hours early, but there were only about 20 people in front of us in line.

The first band, I don't know their name and they were local. These guys were NUTS!!!!!!! All thrashing about with their instruments and screaming and everything. It was wildly entertaining. So, during their set, the moshing and body surfing started. I have been to some decently heavy concerts before, but I have never been on the floor. When everyone started pushing at first I got really freaked out. It is a feeling that is indescribable, being sandwiched between so many people, not being able to move like that. I didn't know if I'd make it through much more.

Dark New Day came out next and I have to give them props, they were awesome! Apparently they are a hodgepodge of members from other bands, including Creed. I really enjoyed their sound and their stage presence. And the moshing and body surfing got worse. By this point I wasn't scared anymore, I was just really angry and violent. The ability to concentrate on the music was dwindling because I was constantly worried about someone bashing me in the head as they passed over. Also, I tried to push backwards when the pushing started so that I wouldn't be adding to the problem, so there was that distracting me also.

After a huuuuuuuuge break Chevelle finally came out. During the break people were just getting more inebriated and a whole lot more stupid. Everyone was constantly pushing to get to the front. I was yelling at people and pushing people away from me. I am pretty thankful that people seem to be afraid of my buff boyfriend because it definately helped. Had I been there with another girl, we would have lost our great spot during the first set.

Chevelle was freaking awesome. There is just this aura about them that is unreal. I was really close to the bass player and he made eye contact with me several times. Unfortunately, the amazing musical experience was ruined as a body surfer passed over and I was kicked in the head right about my eye. And yes, I cried. I suppose I was so overwhelmed by everything else and that just did me in. It hurt really bad, but not bad enough that I should have cried. James thought I would want to leave after that, but nope! We did leave before the end because the crowd was becoming unbearable and we were completely covered in sweat and extremely needful of water. I would see them again in an instant, but maybe not in a club like that.

today my ears love: Possum Kingdom - Toadies

The one who got away
I'm so over him.
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