i am just an average girl really. i dont think i have grown up properly to be fair. I have had a fairly messed up 4years of mind games, lies and betrayals. I'll be straight that i am still recovering from it all now. I dont have any feelings to the past but i have to learn to let it go and move on. Even after a year i am still unsure of myself and i am still finding myself. All i am sure of is that i was always a loner and i still am. Music is everything to me because it has always been there for me. what else can i say? my journal probably says more about me than what i can write here.