name;; alexandra but please call me;; ALLIE DOb;; 6.16 StAtUS;; Fuck meee. 2005 OcCU;; Theatre fag by day, ninja princess by night. ObSESSiON(S);; abercrombie, shopping, stage, basketball, sleeping late, friends & love A LittLE MORE AbOUt ME;; So I was reading over my old info paragraph and the whole time I couldn't help but think, "Wow, I really used to be quite a shallow bitch." So anyway. I'm kind of changing a few things. I am understanding. I have great listening skills and I feel good to know people can come to me with their problems. I love giving out advice to people who need it. However, sympathy shouldn't be expected of me in certain situations. I basically tell it how it is. But I do have a heart, and it happens to be warm and friendly so of course I'm always here for hugs and whatever else. I've been betrayed more times than I can count and heartbroken more than I deserve but that doesn't stop me from being the extremely happy person I am today. I'm also VERY optomistic. I can't stand pessimism. Unforunately, I haven't gotten rid of my jealous tendencies quite yet. I'm very paranoid. My friends are the most important people in my life aside from my family. I love them with everything I have. I need trust, communication, honesty, passion and unconditional love in a relationship. Basically, everything I have now with Chris is what I'm looking for. I'm happy with my relationship, and I wouldn't change it for the world. It feels great to be in love. For the most part, I'm not insecure about the way I look. I have a few insecurities here and there, but I'm satisfied and I'm comfortable in my own skin. I am obsessed with Abercrombie; it's almost as bad as my boyfriend's obsession with the Yankees. I wear pretty much nothing BUT Abercrombie and I'm going to work there as soon as I turn 17. I played basketball for about eight years until I got involved in the theatre program at my school (S.T.A.G.E) which absorbes most of my time in the fall and spring. So far I've been in the following productions: Les Miserables (ensemble), Feiffer's People (as myself, solo; there's a fine, fine line) and West Side Story (Francisca). I love theatre more than a lot of things and I hope to pursue it until I graduate college. My room is usually a mess, but I still spend most of my time here. I love the summer, I can't wait for it to come. I'm ready for school to end. I love tanning, but real tanning - not the fake kind in the cancer bed tanning. I have a lot of pet peaves and I hate a lot of things but I'm not interested in ranting about them here. I don't hate many people, but you'd know it if I hated you because I've probably ran my mouth about you more than Jesse Owens. That was a terrible metaphor. Drugs and alcohol are seriously whack. I've never done either, never will do drugs. I also don't take well to 'attention whores' - specifically the ones that try to gain attention in negative aspects such as cutting and moping around being all depressed for no reason. If you're going to want to attract people to you - I think the best way to go about doing so is by being outgoing. Life is absoloutly beautiful as long as you don't let it pass you by too fast. I think the best way to live is to take life one day at a time, but living each day as if it were your last at the same time.
If I were seriously to write everything about me in here that I could possibly think of - it would take forever and I'm pretty sure most of you aren't interested in reading a biography on Allie. So, I'll leave it at that.
I've heard it said, That people come into our lives, for a reason. Bringing something we must learn, And we are led, To those, who help us most to grow, If we let them, And we help them in return. Well, I don't know if I believe that's true, But I know I'm who I am today, Because I knew you.
Like a comet pulled from orbit, As it passes a sun, Like a stream that meets a boulder, Halfway through the wood, Who can say if I've been changed for the better? But because I knew you... I have been changed for good.
It well may be, that we will never meet again, In this lifetime. So let me say before we part, So much of me is made of what I learned from you. You'll be with me, Like a handprint on my heart. And now whatever way our stories end, Know you have re-written mine, By being my friend.
Like a ship blown from its mooring, By a wind off the sea, Like a seed dropped by a skybird, In a distant wood, Who can say if I've been changed for the better? But because I knew you, Because I knew you... I have been changed for good.
And just to clear the air, I ask forgiveness, For the things I've done you blame me for. But then I guess, we know there's blame to share, And none of it seems to matter anymore.
Like a comet pulled from orbit (Like a ship blown), As it passes a sun (Off it's mooring), like a stream that meets (By a wind off the sea, like a seed), A boulder, half-way through the wood (Dropped by a bird in the wood)...
Who can say, if I've been changed for the better? I do believe I have been changed for the better...
And because I knew you, Because I knew you, Because I knew you, I have been changed for good.
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