Basic Account, Created on 26 September 2004 (#4659023), Last updated on 2 April 2005 [Gift]
Life's tricky for all of us. We struggle our whole lives trying to find who we are, and we never figure it out completely. I may be only 15 years old, but I believe that I can feel just as much as anyone. Now I suppose this is where I start telling you about myself. Im 15 as you read, and Im a sophmore at Wayne Memorial. Im a complex person, and I'm trying to figure out many things. I like passionate people, with mature feelings about life and situations. I dont like shallow people, or people who are racist. People who do drugs dont appeal to my liking either. Smoking weed and drinking is okay, if Its done occasionally. Kids who smoke pot everyday and get drunk every weekend seem plainly retarted to me. Dont fuck up your life. Make something of yourself.
Music is also a wonderful part in my life. I like basically everything except country. I like my tastes in clothes and bands, and If it seems like Im going along with fashion.. Oh well. We all go along or get our fashion from somewhere. I dont like labels much, and they shouldnt be used the way they are.
Its My Love,
This is Derek. My boyfriend. He's one amazing person, and one who's made a HUGE impact on my life. I feel that he's one of a kind, and he's definately someone I want to keep by my sife forever. Whether its in a relationship, or as being my best friend. His unique ways of making me feel special are something that I've never experienced before. I love this boy with my whole heart and mind. He's so special to me, and Its very difficult to express these feelings about him, when they are so beautiful. Everything made sense when he came into my life, and I've learned so much from him and being with him. I see myself with Derek down the road in life, and I know we could do it. I usually wouldnt express these feelings and thoughts of the future with one person at the age I am at, but what makes it easy is that he has mutual feelings. He wants to marry me, and I love the fact that he was the one who brought it up first. He's spectacular, and everyone around can see it as well. People tell me I am lucky to have Derek, and I know I am.