| 1. Name: Tallulah
2. Age: 19
3. Country you live in: US
4. What is your disorder, and how long have you had it?: EDNOS six years.
5. What feelings do you have about your ED? Embarrassed, I suppose.
6. Height: 5'4''
7. Current weight/BMI: 98/16.5
8. Highest weigh/BMIt: 130/22.3
9. Lowest weigh/BMIt: 98/16.5
10. Goal weights (short and long term): short term: 90. Long term: idk, Depends on how I look at 90
11. Favorite ED-quote & why: I'm not big on quotes, But, " light as a feather" is something that always sticks in my brain. | comments: Leave a comment   |
| 1. Name: kathleen
2. Age: 17
3. Country you live in: USA
4. What is your disorder, and how long have you had it?: ED-NOS 1 month
5. What feelings do you have about your ED? People keep trying to get me help, but I really dont want it. Im happiest when Im empty.
6. Height: 5'7"
7. Current weight/BMI: 155lbs
8. Highest weigh/BMIt: 175lbs
9. Lowest weigh/BMIt: 152lbs
10. Goal weights (short and long term): 125 lbs
11. Favorite ED-quote & why: "Giving in to food shows weakness, be strong and you will be better than everyone else." Whenever I am dying to eat something, thinking of this quote makes a million times happier than food ever would.
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| | Time: | 12:24 am | | Current Mood: | never give up |
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| 1. Name: josie
2. Age: twenty
3. Country you live in: t dot canada
4. What is your disorder, and how long have you had it?: ednos, around 10 years
5. What feelings do you have about your ED? i love being empty..
6. Height: 5'6
7. Current weight/BMI: 164
8. Highest weigh/BMIt: 200
9. Lowest weigh/BMIt: 120
10. Goal weights (short and long term): 120 and 99
11. Favorite ED-quote & why: quod me nutrit me detruit, because it is who i am..
i have been here before for a while.. around a year ago.. i have been juggling with my weight for over 10 years it has never been steady ihave gained over 200pounds within these eight years and also lost that amount and then gained it back... i want to break free from this cycle
ps: im going to a fetish masquerade which explains the outfit in the pic ;) | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | Sonic Youth | | Time: | 01:47 am | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/moonsis/amused.gif) amused |
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| Hey guys, this is the former "honeyinyoureye". I haven't used that account in so long that I cannot remember the password, so I made a new account.
Anyway, things are going well so far. I went from 127 to 126 the next morning and then 125.2 after that... so the first goal is well in reach. | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| | Time: | 04:28 am | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/moonsis/lazyrelaxed.gif) apathetic |
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| | So, I'm back--I think--It's been a long, long time, so I'll post some personal info under a cut.Well, it's good to be back. any help or support is always welcome and I wish you all the best. | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Subject: | Finally Back | | Time: | 11:00 pm |
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| I've been a member of this community for awhile, but I had to leave for a period of time. Finally back, so I figured I may as well re-introduce myself...
1. Name: Cadell
2. Age: 19
3. Country you live in: United States
4. What is your disorder, and how long have you had it?: ED-NOS. I've had the mindset and tendencies since I was 12, but I wasn't officially diagnosed until July of 2006.
5. What feelings do you have about your ED?: Honestly, I've missed it. There was something really comforting about it, and I lost that when I had to start going into therapy and seeing a nutritionist and all. I stopped going about a week ago; I felt like I was hurting myself more by constantly going to doctors than what I was doing before...That probably doesn't make much sense, but it does to me. Basically, I was so involved before, that fasting and restricting had become second nature; I didn't need to think about it, it just happened. But to have to constantly talk about it and "deal" with it made it feel so wrong, and I honestly don't think what I'm doing, what I did, was wrong. If any of that made sense...
6. Height: 5'8
7. Current weight/BMI: 145.5 lbs =[
8. Highest weigh/BMIt: 153 lbs
9. Lowest weigh/BMIt: 90.2 lbs
10. Goal weights (short and long term): 130 (short), 115 (long)
11. Favorite ED-quote & why: Not so much a quote as just an image, one of being so light and weightless, that you can just feel like you can fly.
Glad to be back. | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| 1. Name: rachii
2. Age: 16
3. Country you live in: australia
4. What is your disorder, and how long have you had it?: bulimia.. anorexic tendencies i guess... i duno.. nearly a year
5. What feelings do you have about your ED? wen i lose weight i am happy
6. Height: 5'11
7. Current weight/BMI: 136.4
8. Highest weigh/BMIt: 147.4
9. Lowest weigh/BMIt: 132.4
10. Goal weights (short and long term): 120... and eventually 110.
11. Favorite ED-quote & why: 'we all have skeletons beneath our layers' i read this somewhere on LJ and i think i may have changed it a bit, but i like it coz its true. every person has bones, and potential to be skinny and slender, its just a matter of how far youre willing to go to let ur beautiful bones out....
hi everyone. im new here and ive put on weight and i wana die. so help me out =[.
also i made an IM.. so add mee.. its 'rachiilove' | | comments: Leave a comment |
| I'm back. I pretty much stopped posting when I hit 115...actually, I pretty much stopped doing anything. No running, no gymnastics, no boxing, just...food. It was all about food.
It took a long time, longer than I care to admit, but I am finally back under 105. Thats nothing special considering I'm only 5'1" (BMI 19.5), but its better than it has been for a long time. I only have to lose 6 more pounds to be under 18.5, so I guess that would be my current goal. I for sure want to hit it before I go back to school in 3 weeks. At the very least, I want to be under 100 by then. Theres no way I won't be able to do it.
I'll post pictures soon if I can so that ya'll can maybe give me a verbal ass kicking.
♥Em | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Subject: | lazy ana/mia? | | Time: | 12:42 pm |
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| I find it hard to 'live up to the typical ana/mia" lifestyle. I don't eat and then excercise like hell.... I don't exercise PERIOD you guys. I literally sit down in front of the computer all day/lay in bed reading and drink water and shitloads of tea.
Are there any ana's who are this way? Anything you guys do at home exercises? Any help would be nice.... | | comments: 4 comments or Leave a comment |
| I have not posted in years.
I recovered, and alas.. I realized I cannot do this. I've noticed myself slipping into old habits for a while now... and I had no where to turn. That's when I remembered these old communities I used to be a part of.
Right now, I'm looking for an AIM buddy who is around 21 years old like me.
I'm sort of desperate to find someone to talk to, I'm feeling really alone.
Please respond to this asap...
Liz
p.s. I'm x-posting this, sorry everybody. | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | Amy Winehouse "You Know I'm No Good" | | Subject: | Hey everyone | | Time: | 10:29 am | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/moonsis/exhausted.gif) drained |
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| Hey everyone. I haven't posted in a very long while, so I don't suspect anyone to remember me. I'm keeping under 1000, usually 200-600. Still not what I would like to be. I'm thinking more along the lines of 200 or less.
Two years ago, I lost 15 pounds in one week by just eating teaspoon-tablespoon sized items for all three meals. It worked quite well, and I could easily see my ribcage and collarbones. I loved it. =)
Hope everyone is doing well.
~Shannon~ | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| | Subject: | Is anyone out there! | | Time: | 12:33 pm |
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| Hi everyone!
It's really quiet here? How are you all?!? I miss all of you guys! Leave a comment or something to let me know how all of you are doing these days, please! Or is there a new community where everyone has gone?
I'm really busy at the moment. I should graduate in a month. And I just started taking diet pills, cause I seriously need to loose weight!! And diet pills should help me getting started again. Nothing else new here. I'll let you know how my weight loss thing is going.
xxx, neri_marie | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| When you screw up, what helps you get back into the game?
I have been doing terribly, like painfully.
Should I ease myself back into things, or just jump right into a fast or extreme restricting? | | comments: 7 comments or Leave a comment |
| Omg time out! i need some help fast!!!! please i want to hear from everyone who reads this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
.......today my boyfriend found diet pills in my purse. we were driving down the road and i couldnt do anything to stop him. he told me that i didnt need them and i just started bawling my eyes out. i dont know why it just happened. now he knows that there is something else going on and i have to tell him whats up.... like I HAVE TO!!! i can't not tell him about my issues .... even though i dont want to tell him i still have to.
see the problem is i tried to tell him tonight but i dont know where to start. what do i say? i've seriously never ever talked to anyone else about having an eating disorder and im scared about how he'll react to it. But his reaction honestly doesnt matter to me as long as im honest with him.
so basically any advice would be appreciated on how to approach the subject.. HELP! thanks guys so much. | | comments: 5 comments or Leave a comment |
| 5'4, and a whopping 160 pounds. :(
Eating 800 calories or less per day, starting now.
I never have problems with breakfast or lunch,
but I never have anything for dinner and I don't know
what to have. And I just eat too much, especially
since I come home from practice. I hate it.
I might buy tomatoes to cook and eat with yogurt,
that's the only thing I can think of.
Anywho, my goal is to lose half a pound a day.
It might come off easily because I have so much
damn weight [although my slow metabolism never
allows anything to get done.]
Please feel free to add me. I'll add back, I need support.
♥ | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Subject: | hmm.... | | Time: | 08:11 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/moonsis/content.gif) complacent |
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| After reading someone else's post i realized that i need to do some cardio.
I've been doing some leg lifts and using resistance bands on my arms. The only thing is right now in Southern NewEngland its been like -15 degrees out and horrible for walking. I have a gym membership but i can't go till i get my car.
So i'm wondering, would walking 30 min everyother day on top of what i'm already doing be good?? I'm also on my feet for 8 hours at work. My legs/hips need some serious work.
thnx! | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
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